Irritated To The Point Of Destruction

Chapter 45

Chapter 45

Ashanti

I was, in a daze, everything felt right. I couldn't sleep but, I knew with all this new shit going down in had to attempt to. I kissed Kennon, and I guess that was a green light to go for another round, I didn't complain about that. I felt like I was 14 again, a wild child pretending to be grown. Kennon, was starting to become aggressive with me, he was tossing me all around that bedroom,  I guess our romping awoke the beast in Latrice because, she came busting in without her wig and an attitude. Once, she saw us naked she became embarrassed and apologized to us. I giggled, and finished my session. I went into the kitchen to explain my situation to my best friend, I apologized for waking her up, we both busted out laughing, this wasn't our first time catching each other in the act. " I'm sorry girl but, you can't fake it with good D." I said with the biggest smile I've had in a while. She, slapped my hand and said it was okay, she had thought he brought another female in the house and was being bold. " So, how does it feel being with someone who actually legitimately loves you?" That, question caught me off guard "well, um it feels. great. I mean Kennon knows all my spots and he's just the one man. And he told me he loved me last night." I've never seen Latrice's eyes get so big in my life "wait, wait a damn minute! He said the L word to you? Biiiiiiiiih that's a first. It only took his punk ass almost a decade." We, both laughed at the truth. Then, I told her about Beaudroux and the situation with he and my father, and I also told her how I took out Marquez. "Damn, Shanti. You are a gangsta, your brother never told me or tells me his dirt but, shit I'm scared to know honestly. How did you feel afterwards? "Truthfully,  I didn't feel anything girl. I feel nothing." I saw the fear in my best friends face, I touched her hand, and she touched mine. We, had a moment and then we went off to bed. I knew, she had never seen this side of me, hell I've never seen this side of myself. I guess, it had been in me for a while, suppressed in the back of my mind,  I went in the room, Kennon was still awake, with a stiff one, I smiled and sashayed my way to the bed. "Is, this for me?" I asked coyly. He didn't, say anything he just grabbed my hand and guided me on top of stiffness, I started a slow whined, and grinding motion. After, a few strokes I saw a white light, my senses were high and my breathing was laboured I had surpassed ecstasy and entered another world. When, I awoke, I was tender and well rested. I wanted food but, I also wanted Kennon to wake up and give me some early morning wood. But, I let him sleep and tried to tip-toe to the second bathroom to shower. I didn't make it far before I heard Rico talking his shit to me. "So, your freak ass sneaks in my house, attacks my patna, wakes my girl up with your​ loud ass,and then you have the nerve to try to sneak to the bathroom?  You nasty twin." We both cackled at what he had just said. I told him to kiss my ass and I continued my walk of shame to the second bathroom. I had to brush my teeth and wash my face for now because, I knew there was more trash talk to come.

So I walked in the bathroom started the shower and I prepared myself for the wonderful day ahead of me, I hopped in the shower and washed up while humming to myself for some reason I was really happy then I begin to wonder if I'm going to stay that way. I finished my shower then I got dressed and did my hair, It was nothing special I just threw it up in a messy bun then I walked out the bathroom that's when I ran into my twin again. ”Don't try to run from me you have some explaining to do." I rolled my eyes and put my hands on my hips. "About what last time I checked I was grown." I tried to walk past him but he put his hand out and stopped me in my tracks, I sighed what the hell was he up to and why won't he let me move? Rico looked at me and smirked then said. "So twin what's up with you and my patna?" Really is this why he stopped me to be all in my damn business? I swear he's worse than a female being nosey and shit I laughed it off and pushed him. "Boy move with your nosey ass." I walked in the kitchen and fixed myself something to drink and of course Rico was right behind me asking questions about Kennon and I, It wasn't know of his business so why was he so concerned about me and Kennon? Rico sat down at the kitchen table then said. "I'm serious twin what's up with you and Kennon are y'all an item now or what?" I looked at him and sighed. "Nigga I don't know what we are."  To tell the truth I really didn't know what Kennon and I were at this point we never established it after he told me that he loved me I just left it at that because I didn't want to ruin the moment that we had just shared, But then I began to wonder myself what were Kennon and I were we a couple or was it just a "Wam bam thank you ma'am" situation? Now thanks to Rico he had me wanting answers see this is why I hated when he asked a million questions because if I didn't know the answer by the time he was done I wanted to know the answer, I was thinking​ about going to go wake Kennon up and ask him myself but then I froze and Rico saw the look on my face. "What's wrong twin?" I looked at him and sighed. "Nothing just thinking about something." Rico gave me that look as if he didn't believe a word I was saying but he didn't ask anymore questions, The truth is what if I asked Kennon the questions that I wanted to know the answers to and it's not what I expect? I will be crushed better yet I would be heartbroken but I walked to the bedroom where Kennon was then I hesitated to wake him but I shook it off and tapped his shoulder here goes nothing.