Irritated To The Point Of Destruction

Chapter 52

Chapter 52

Ashanti

Now I'm getting irritated, What the hell is going on? Mommy could tell that I was becoming highly irritated; So she fixed me a chocolate cake and mama Andrea made me some of her famous cinnamon rolls. I don't know what the hell I would do without either of these women, Tae was helping mommy make the cake so I went in the living room to watch television; I flipped through the channels then I came across my favorite movie Waiting To Exhale and it was just coming on too, I got comfortable on the couch then I started watching the movie; An hour later the guys came back inside the house they were all laughing so I'm assuming that things went well. Rico sat on the floor in front of the couch blocking my view of the television, I slapped him in the back of the head then I pushed him out the way. "Ow, What the hell is wrong with you?" I rolled my eyes and continued to watch the movie, So Rico stood in front of me and now I am pissed off because he's interrupting​ my movie; I get up and swing on his short ass he shouldn't have fucked with me, The rest of my brothers were laughing because Rico couldn't block my hits and I was tearing his ass up; Maybe this will teach his big head ass not to mess with me. I finally stopped swinging on him, then I sat back down on the couch and finished my movie. Mommy came in the living room then she handed me my cake, Mama Andrea handed me my cinnamon rolls; Quan looked at mommy and mama Andrea then said. "Where's ours at mommy, Don't we deserve cake and cinnamon rolls?" Mommy shook her head then walked back towards the kitchen, She pulled some cookies out of the oven and came back in the living room; Mommy sits the cookies on the table. "This is all you get, Because y'all aren't pregnant."

Papi laughed at what mommy said, But it's true they weren't pregnant, So they don't have to get everything that I get; Mommy sat down next to papi and they began talking about moving to Jamaica. I overheard this I know that their not trying to leave me, I didn't say anything about it but lord knows that I wanted to; Kennon and Keyona came in the living room to watch television with us. Kennon sat down beside me then Keyona sat on the floor, My movie finally ended and Scooby Doo and the WrestleMania Mystery  is about to come on; That's when I heard Tae running towards the living room. Kennon and I laughed when Tae came out dressed as John Cena, My baby loves him some John Cena so I couldn't be mad; Tae plopped down in front of the television he patiently waited for the movie to start and for the next two hours he didn't say a word. I got up then walked outside because I needed some fresh air, Kennon followed me out the door and he asked me. "Babe are you okay, What's wrong?" I sit down on the porch, I couldn't tell Kennon what I heard but that's what is eating at me; The fact that mommy and papi are trying to leave me is killing me on the  inside. I looked up at Kennon then I broke down, Kennon sat down and held me as I cried; This is what I hated about being pregnant I always get very fucking emotional, I look up at Kennon and say. "I'm sorry, For being so emotional baby." Kennon hugged me then kissed my forehead. "It's fine ma, Don't be sorry." I knew that there was a reason why I truly loved this man, He let's me be me and he doesn't judge me; I finally finished crying so Kennon and I sat outside for awhile talking about life and other crazy things.

After a about an hour or so, Kennon and I went back inside the house that's when I noticed that Tae's movie was over; Papi had put Tae to bed then he went to the kitchen with mommy. I wanted to bring up the whole Jamaica situation, But I didn't want to get all emotional again; So I just left it alone instead I headed towards my bedroom to lay down, To be honest I was extremely tired and I just needed to relax. A few minutes later Kennon walked in the room then he closed the door, I was laying on the bed when Kennon looked at me and said. "Are you okay, Do you need anything?" I smiled at him he is so caring and considerate and I knew that I couldn't ask for anyone better than him, "Nah, I'm good baby; Thanks for asking." Kennon laid down next to me and we watched television for awhile, A lot of thoughts ran through my head about mommy and papi leaving but who am I to stop them? Their grown I can't tell them not to go, So I guess I'll just have to live with it; But then I thought about the fact that Sampson still wants me dead and papi is just going to leave me to fend for myself. I had to stop thinking about this or, I would end up driving myself completely insane; Kennon knew that I was stressed out and of course I wanted him to make it better, So I asked him. "Baby, Can you help me relieve some stress?" Kennon smiled then he hugged me and said. "Baby now you know that I'd love to, But your parents are here." I groaned in frustration and sighed, Damn my night is ruined so I just turned over then I went to sleep.

The next morning, I felt a little bit better but I still didn't like the idea of mommy and papi leaving but it is what it is; I stretched then I got up and walked to the bathroom. After I finished using the bathroom, I washed my hands then walked to the kitchen; I saw mommy making breakfast and papi was reading the newspaper, Mommy turned around as I sat down at the table. "Morning mija, How'd you sleep?" Lord knows I wanted to tell her the truth because I didn't sleep good at all, But I didn't tell her that I just smiled and said. "I slept fine mommy, What about you and papi how'd y'all sleep?" I know that I might have sounded a little irritated when I asked mommy that question, Which is probably why papi has put his newspaper down to look at me. "I sense a hint of irritation in your voice, What's on your mind princess?" I guess now it's my time to voice my opinion about mommy and papi leaving, But then I started to wonder if I voice my opinion will they be upset? Mommy sat me and papi's plate down on the table then I heard Tae running downstairs to the kitchen. "Morning grandma, Morning grandpa." Mommy and papi smiled at Tae then they both said. "Morning bubba, Are you hungry?" Tae shook his head yes so mommy sat his plate down in front of him, Papi looked over at me and said. "We'll finish this conversation later princess." I shook my head okay, Then I started eating my food; I knew that now wasn't the time to talk about the Jamaica situation especially in front of Tae. I continued to eat my food, Then I realized that it was way to quiet where in the hell is everybody? Keyona and mama Andrea were in their rooms still sleeping, But where were Kennon, Latrice, and my brothers? I guess mommy knew what I was thinking because she said. "Mija, Everyone is at work except for Keyona and Andrea." I shook my head now that makes sense, I continued to eat my food once I finished my food; I washed my plate then I went to my bedroom to get dressed for the day.

I looked through my clothes to find something comfortable to wear, I pulled out a Golden State Warriors jersey with Stephen Curry's number on it, a pair of True Religion jeans, a sterling silver heart pendant, and some blue limited edition Jordan 5's; After I set my clothes out on the bed then I walked to Tae's room to get him some clothes. I looked through his clothes and pick out a black Sean John shirt, a pair of Sean John jeans, his chain, and his black limited edition Jordan 3's; I told Tae that he needed to get in the tub and that his clothes were on his bed. Tae turned off the television and ran to the bathroom, I shook my head then headed towards the other bathroom. I shut the door behind me and started the shower, After about an hour I finished up with my shower, Then I turned the water off and stepped out then I dried off and wrapped the towel around my body I walked to the bedroom and closed the door so I could put my clothes on; I got dressed then I opened the door so that I could go do something to my hair. Tae came running towards me fully dressed I hugged and told him to go watch cartoons while I fixed my hair, I went in the bathroom to put my hair in a high ponytail; Once I was finished doing my hair I headed to the kitchen with mommy, She was sitting down looking through her recipe book; So I sat down across from her. "What are you doing mommy?" Mommy smiled at me and said. "Oh nothing mija, Just looking for a few recipes for dinner tonight." I smiled at mommy she always has to make sure that dinner was perfect, I couldn't blame her because I am the same way everything has to be perfect or nobody eats; So I understood where mommy was coming from.

I leaned up to look at mommy's recipe book with her, After about thirty minutes we both decided on mommy's famous stuffed tamales, cheesey spanish rice, refried beans, and spicy gaucamole dip. I offered to help mommy with dinner tonight whenever she started cooking; Mommy smiled and gladly accepted my offer, I stepped outside on the porch for a minute to get some some air; The cool breeze hit my face then took my breath away so I closed my my eyes and took a few deep breaths then I went back inside the house. It's now 3:06pm so everyone should be coming home soon, I started washing dishes so that mommy and I could begin cooking; Once I had all the dishes washed I waited for mommy to bring everything that we needed from the store. Tae was still watching cartoons so I made him a snack and I took to him, He thanked me but never took his eyes off the television; I shook my head and told him you're welcome then I walked back in the kitchen. Mommy came in the house with grocery bags full of food, So I helped her put the groceries away then we started preparing dinner for the whole family; Shortly after we started cooking Kennon and my brothers arrived but I didn't see Latrice I assumed that she was still at work so I didn't say anything. All the guys came in and took showers then changed out of their work clothes, After all of them were finished they all came in the kitchen and hugged me and mommy; Kennon kissed me and mommy's cheek then he asked us how our day was going, We both told him that our day is going good. Kennon looked at us then smiled and said said said. "That's good, I'm glad." We continued to cook while he went to sit down with Tae and watch Teenage Mutant Ninaj Turtles: Out Of The Shadows.