Irritated To The Point Of Destruction

Chapter 27

Chapter 27

Ashanti

These last few days have been crazy with Marquez telling me that he is an assassin but I don't know if he is playing or if he is trying to get me to shut up about it, I won't tell anyone if he is telling the truth. I keep finding shit out on every corner which I'm not liking at all, what the hell is up with killing Kennon? I am starting to get a little worried, right now I feel a little protected but I always want to know what the hell was Kennon's connection to anything? He must've been doing something he wasn't suppose to but that's not my business to know. I drive to Mommy's house to see her, and Tae, I sing whatever is on the radio to get my mind off of these few days with Marquez. I make it to Mommy's house as Tae, and Mommy planting in her garden which is looking lovely, so I drive in the driveway, I see Mommy, and Tae turning around. "Mommy!!!" Tae yells jumping up and down, Mommy smiles at me then I get out of my car seeing my baby run to me, we hug then Mommy walks to me with her farmer hat, glasses, and her overalls. "Hi mija, Como esta?" She hugs me and I hug her back then said "Muy bien Madre, muy bien, Como estas?"  "Muy bien Mija, que pass?" "I want to see you Mommy because I love hanging out with you" I smile at her. I help her, and Tae with the plants which look so lovely, I love helping Mommy with her garden because it's a fun hobby that Mommy loves, she has her dandelions, apple trees, squash plants, orange trees, tulips, roses, and pea plants, yeah Mommy loves planting some of her own plants. I love planting with Tae, and Mommy, after we finish, we go in the house to clean up, I forgot to bring some clothes with me but I remembered that I kept a pair of clothes at Mommy's house just in case I would stay there overnight so I wash Tae up in the tub then put his clothes on then Mommy call him downstairs so he can keep her company while I take my shower. He go downstairs while I take a shower, I'm in my emotions when I think about Marquez, and I having a baby, us getting engaged, and how our lives are now that makes me smile but the other side is worried about his secret that he revealed to me about him being a spy, him killing Kennon, and the Police could be watching our every move from here on out but I haven't heard from them, they haven't heard from me so I hope they aren't spying on us. and staking us out because it will be a total waste of time. I get the bad things out of my head because I want to keep my relationship with Marquez going far in the long run, I don't want to have a miscarriage, Latrice had a miscarriage one time when she was pregnant a year ago. She was getting mad at her ex, they were always arguing, she would call me talking about him, crying on the phone when we would talk. Latrice had her suspicions that her ex Monte was cheating on her with some bitch at the Strip Club, so we did our own investigation, we drive behind his ass so we can follow him to see what the hell was he doing.. He was talking some girl out to dinner then when we see him, and the girl at a parking lot, we jump out the car on his ass while he was getting head in a empty parking lot, Latrice confronted the both of them, her and the girl started arguing until Latrice uppercut her, they start fighting, her ex, and I kept separating them but she got punched in the stomach. Latrice couldn't believe what the hell happened to her ex, and the other girl, a few hours later when she go to the bathroom, she told me that she felt pain in her stomach, she then look in the toilet to see that she miscarried, she cried, threw up, and she laid in the bed for days, not getting out the bed to do nothing. I ask myself this question, what will happen if Marquez do cheat on me with another bitch while I'm pregnant with his baby? How will this affect our baby? What if I lose our baby? I stop myself with the questions because I'm not worried about that, I know how to keep him satisfied, I can cook, I take care of my little man, and him, I live so much that I would kill for his ass if I had to.

I get the shower with my hair being soak and wet, I wrap the towel around my body then I walk to the room to get my clothes on, I put on lotion, put my clothes on, and go downstairs in the kitchen with Mommy. "What you cooking Mommy?" "Some Empanadas, and tamales, wanna help me Mija?" Mommy smiles at me. I help Mommy with the food, Mommy, and I talk with me about the baby. "So Mija, I was thinking about something for the baby, if it's a good, you can name her Anabella, or Quianna" Mommy suggest. "I'm thinking calling her Sierra, Vivica, Naomi, or Tianna like Process, and the frog girl, I'm just excited that I found a great man that love me for my personality and not my body, not sex, or be his trophy, he is different than the guys I date. He is educated, caring, take care of Tae, charming, hard worker, funny, intelligent, smart, courageous, and handsome" I tell Mommy while we make tamales. "I'm sorry that I didn't think this man wasn't good for you without getting to know him baby. I thought he was like Kennon because he was an asshole when he left when he knew that you were pregnant, so I thought Marquez would be like Kennon but he is a great man taking care of another child which Tae is attached to him, he takes him to places so I know that he is a family oriented man, I'm proud of you baby" Mommy hugs me and kiss my cheek. We finish making food then we take the food in the living room to watch our favorite show, Family Feud.