Irritated To The Point Of Destruction

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

Ashanti

I wait until I get to a redlight, I look at my phone to see some bitch sent me a screenshot of Marquez and her conversation, What the fuck is this nigga doing talking to these bitches? How the fuck did she get my muthafuckin' number? Marquez got some muthafuckin' explaining to do when I see this nigga at home. I get the green light to go, I put my phone down, and drive to work, I'm really pissed at him for this shit because why would he do this if he's good with me? I don't get it, we were good after the gun bullshit, and forgave him for killing Tae's father then this bullshit pops up on my phone with him talking to another bitch, I mean what the fuck did I do wrong to deserve this?. I make it to work ten minutes early but I don't see Marquez's car in the parking lot or in the back so where the fuck is he? I text Marquez "Babe where are you?" I sit in the parking lot for five minutes then his ass comes in the parking lot, damn he should've been here before me. He gets out of the car while I sit in the car, acting like I didn't see him, he walks to my car, and knocks on my window. "What is up with you?" "Because you should be here before me and where the heel have you been?" He just shakes his head at me then responds "I had to get the money for the register so don't come at me with that." He don't know what I know because his bust is out, I look at him a little pissed off then said "I want you to be honest with me because I'm tired of playing these little ass games, answer this question truthfully, and honest because no lie, I feel like your not being faithful. Don't lie, but who is Sheena?" Marquez starts shaking his head and didn't answer me until he finally said "She's a ex of mine that I still talk to, I
went to go chill with her. I flirted with her for a little bit to see if she wanted me but I don't want her, I answered your question" I thought he was faithful but he likes to flirt with other girls. I didn't say nothing to him at all, I roll up my window, open the door, and walk to the door. I'm not going to make a scene at work because our Co workers don't need to know our business so I'll handle his ass when we get home after work or when we get in his office after the day. I don't know what to do because he think he can have his cake, and eat it too but I got something for his ass when we get home, I prep the food for today, so that the cooks can make the food, minutes later, the other Co workers come in to prep for the day.

After work, everyone left at the exact time except for Marquez, and I as we are counting the money. I'm sorry that I was flirting with another girl baby, I didn't mean to make you mad, and upset. I understand if you don't want to be with me." He never does this at all because we are always on good terms after his crazy situation but now this, I don't know what I'm going to do with him, I just need him to know that im only here for him and no one else, I say "I love you  so much even with the situation, I'm still here for you but you will have to earn my trust, and my respect again, yo' ass is in the doghouse tonight for this stunt." He smiles at me, then we kiss then count the rest of the money with babe. It's hard to stay away from him because my son is attached to him so I want to keep him in my life, and I definitely don't want to keep getting hard, he knows how my last relationship went with asshole, had his baby then he leaves because he wasn't ready to be a parent, and now this relationship. I'm not desperate y'all trust me, I just don't want to jump out of a relationship that with his baby, and move on, I want to make this work so we can make this relationship stronger than ever. Relationships have ups and downs but if you can stop those downs from fucking up your relationship, when you think about the ups in your relationship, those are moments that makes it worth staying to fight for your relationship. The ups in my relationship with him is that he stepped to take off Tae with me, he help me get out of my current job as a stripper to turn my life around, he cooks for me sometimes, he drives Tae to school, and he keep me happy. I can't let the downs hurt what we have, so he needs to stop all of this flirting with bitches because he got a good woman with him, if he keep fucking up, Tae, our baby, and I won't be in his life anymore because I don't want to keep getting hurt by the man I love. They say you never know what you have until it's gone which means in this case, if he keep messing around with other women, one of these days, I'm going to take the kids, and me out of his life to be somewhere else and he won't know what he had until I go my own way. I'm going to give him a second chance but if he fuck this up, I'm getting my brothers to beat his ass because I'm not going to tolerate disrespect from him