Irritated To The Point Of Destruction

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Ashanti

Everyone slept in the house to make mommy happy, we all had our own room in the house which the house was big and spacious, even Tae had his own room. I had a dream that I was hugging papi while crying. "I love you papi, I hope you come home soon" I rest my head on papi's chest. "Don't worry about me baby girl, Just make sure you provide for you and Tae. Keep doing your thing." Papi whispered in my ear. I couldn't stop dreaming about seeing papi because I haven't seen him since I was a little girl, I just want to hold papi so close.

I wake up to the smell of Breakfast burritos with Apple and Pears with Cinnamon. I get up out of the bed, I put my hair in a one braided ponytail, I put on some capris, a khaki strapless shirt and some limited edition high tops on, then made my way to the kitchen. I saw Quan, Rico, Jimmie and Tae sitting down in the dining room then they look at my shoes. "Sis where did you get those limited edition Dunks from? I gotta get me some of those." Rico said rubbing his hands. "I got these online, you can customize them the way you like them. I can buy y'all some if you want a pair" I look at Rico, Quan, and Jimmie. "Sis, you still working at that strip club?" Jimmie ask me as the guys look at me. "Yes I do, plus Rico, your homegirl Latrice work up at the strip club too, so if y'all want to tell me that I shouldn't be dancing and stripping to put food on the table then save that bullshit for the birds. I'm not here for this so please don't judge me" I get a little angry. Quan didn't say nothing, Rico shook his head and Jimmie nods his head. "We don't judge you sis, we aren't here to bag on you, Or talk bad about you or anything. We are here for you sis, no matter what. Yeah you take your clothes off for money, but you gotta do what you gotta do to get your money. We just want you to be safe sis. We love you with all our hearts, but know this though, If anybody hurts you, just let us know" Jimmie said looking at me. "Yeah, we got your back sis, but what happened with Kennon?" Quan ask me. I shook my head then said "His ass is coming along alright. He took Tae somewhere a few days ago. He just started coming back into our lives now after he left me but he is starting to come around. I don't love him like I use to." I told my brothers. I look at their faces as they try to cheer me up, mommy made breakfast, it looked​ so good that I had to dig in then mommy smack me upside my head because she believes in praying before we eat, whoever tries to eat before prayer will have to say a prayer. "Mija, you will start our prayer for breakfast." Mommy bows her head and close her eyes, my brothers and Tae did the same. I bow my head and close my eyes then said "Lord, thank you for this food that we are about to receive, thank you for mommy preparing the food, my hermaños for cheering me up, my mijo for loving me. Please Lord, Please let papi come home to us so we can have him with us, In Jesus name, Amen" everyone else said Amen then we dig in. We are laughing and having fun, I felt a little joy when I see my hermaños, Tae, and mommy. "So mija, what happened to you and what's that boy's name?" mommy ask my brothers. They all said in unison "Putõ." mommy shook her head and I laughed at them. "Well mommy, I only deal with him when it comes to Tae but other than that, he is starting to come around now." I told my mother. "Putõ." my brothers sing but mommy and I just shook our heads at them. "Aíõs míõs" I say in Spanish under my breath.

After breakfast, we all hug mommy and told her thank you for breakfast then we went our separate ways. Tae and I drive home but I look at my phone, I look and seen​ that Kennon called me two times, I wasn't thinking about that sperm donor wannabe daddy ass nigga at all, I was thinking about Chocolate who had me all exuberant about going on another date but I was picking the place this time. I look up a restaurant and I found a Italian restaurant that looked​ casual. I text Chocolate about the Italian restaurant, he was cool with that. I text Kennon's ass that I will drop Tae off at Latrice's house because I have to do something this weekend. Kennon text me "So, can we talk about us?" I read the text message. "Nigga, there is no us. You're  just now coming around so there is no us, and will never be an us." I sent him the text message. We pull up to the house, I was exhausted from that good breakfast that mommy made. I was happy that I got to see my bros, and mommy. We get in the house, I run upstairs to my bed then I jump on my bed, I missed my bed so much, I hear Tae's TV on the cartoons were making him laugh. I get a text message from Latrice. "Hey girl, what you doing today?" "Nothing just got home from my mom's house. What you up to today?" I sent her text message. I turn on my TV to watch something, I found Bring It, those girls know how to dance their asses off, today is the marathon of season 3, I missed the whole season due to work. I love watching Bring It because this show can help these girls go to school for dancing if they put their minds​ to it, also it's the best show on Lifetime.