Irritated To The Point Of Destruction

Chapter 38

Chapter 38

Ashanti

I screamed, all I could hear was my twin in agonizing pain, I heard shots, and then there was silence. I blanked out, I dropped the phone, everything was white. Had I died? I heard Kennon "Shanti, you gotta snap out of it, think of Tae he needs you ma" he was right, Tae did need me, nobody else just me. Everything, I do from this point on I'd do everything for my son. I didn't want this baby, that hurt me to think that but, I didn't want any part of Marquez. I knew what I had to do, I was against it but I had to do it. I picked up the phone and said "Marquez, you can't hurt me as much as I can hurt you. You're too much of a bitch to kill my brother because you know we have more pull than you'll ever have. You bottom bitch, dick in the booty ass nigga". I hung up, started my car and pulled off. I knew in my heart Rico was fine, I called my other brother Shawn and told him that I needed a favor, I went on MyChart and scheduled an appointment, I was getting rid of this baby, my phone hummed twice, I got two text messages from Marquez "Bitch don't you fucking play with me" "I won't kill Rico,  but I will kill you". I laughed at his text "Haha" I knew that would piss him off, my big brother Shawn was gonna get in that ass deep. He didn't know about Shawn, nobody knew about Shawn and that's the way I liked it. I made it back to my house,  I knew Marquez was going to come for me. I didn't care though​,  he thought I was scared of him but, I was far from it. I went into the house got my gun and sat at the kitchen table. Two men where on their way to my house, my big brother would be here soon, and Marquez would come shortly after. I didn't want to hurt him, because deep down,  I still loved him, but I did want him severely injured. Shawn texted first "I'm outside " I told him to park in the back and to come through the back door,  I poured him a drink and waited. Marquez, text me back too "Baby girl please don't make me do this, I'm on my way home. We're going to talk like adults okay?" Oh yeah we were, like some Godfather type shit. I heard Shawn come from the back of the house, just to be safe I had my safety off, and my gun aimed under the table. " Shanti? It's me sis" I had to breathe, I  thought I was going to have a a heart attack.  Shawn,  took a shot of the Hennessey that I poured for him and asked what the problem was. I spilled the tea to him, of course he was beyond mad but he came ready and with enforcements. I didn't ask questions,  I told him Marquez was coming over to talk, he looked at me funny. But, he agreed to stay out of sight but close enough to blow his brains out if need be. I heard a knock on the door. I felt a wave of nausea, my palms started to sweat, I kept my cool. I went to the door, gun in hand and forced a smile. "Hey babe, I missed you " the fakest shit, I've ever said.

That truly was the fakest thing I had ever said in my entire life but I played that shit off very well I moved to the side and let Marquez in he stepped inside then looked around the house, I kinda laughed to myself cause I knew what he was doing so I sat down on the couch I could see Shawn out the corner of my eye but Marquez couldn't see him I finally asked. "Are you expecting someone babe?" Saying that made my stomach turn I just wanted to vomit everywhere Marquez finally sat down next to me I wanted to move but I played it  cool. "Find what you were looking for?" Marquez looked at me then laughed. "Nah I was just making sure that you were safe ma." Sure you were I thought I just wanted to get this over with I didn't have time for small talk, I looked at Marquez then I began to feel uncomfortable cause he was giving me that lustful look I honestly didn't want this nigga to touch me Marquez moved closer to me and I begin to feel very sick but I fought it. "So you said that you were coming over here so we could talk like adults so what's up?" Marquez smirked then moved even closer. "I figured that we could just act like adults instead of talk." "I think it's..." Marquez cut me off by kissing me god it's taking everything in me not to vomit cause my stomach is turning like crazy I tried pushing Marquez off of me but he held me down what the fuck was he thinking? I felt Marquez undoing my pants and pulling them down I tried pushing him off but he was too strong. "Marquez I don't want to do this I just wanna talk so move." "You know that you want this so just shut the fuck up and let me give it to you." No the hell he didn't I moved and fought but he had a good grip on me so now it's time to call in my reinforcements I whistled and within a few seconds Shawn appeared. "Get the fuck off my sister!" Marquez jumped up. "Who the hell are you?" Marquez reached in his back for his gun I smirked at him. "Looking for this babe?" I got up then pulled my clothes up, I held the gun in my hand and went and stood next to Shawn Marquez looked. "What the fuck is going on?" Shawn cocked his pistol then aimed it at Marquez. "I don't know is today your last day? Let's see what you say sis?" I smirked at the thought I was truly being vindictive right now and I didn't care. "You took Tae's father away from him I'm not going to kill you yet, I want you to hurt like Tae's hurting." I threw the abortion papers at him then I watched his expression change from scared to, angry to, hurt. "Shanti how could you?" "How does it feel to lose something that you love?" I walked off and Marquez grabbed me that was a big mistake before I knew Shawn grabbed Marquez then started beating his ass and I didn't stop him I poured myself a drink and just watched the show unfold.