Can You Trust Me? (Yandere Jimin x Reader)

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Thanks for all your support! I really appreciate all the votes and views. I feel so accomplished that my book has a lot of views. I recently let my friend read it and she didn't show cringe like I thought she would XD. I meant to post this chapter yesturday but I forgot to save it and it got deleted :( For some reason it didn't auto save... But, I also forgot to say happy birthday to Suga! Soooo, HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! (If your thinking Korean timezone .3.) When I post this, I will already have a thing in my conversation about him.. Please read it!
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I sat on the bed, looking out the window. I sighed, looking at the weather, sunny. Something about it made me sick. I saw a few happy couples. I wanted to open the window and scream at them to be miserable, like me. 

I saw a mom and dad, their kids happily licking ice cream. I wish I was like that, a mom with happy kids. A happy father, who would always be there. My choices were sealed off. 

A happy guy who I always wanted, Jungkook. Or a overprotective murderer, Jimin. Was I a... Whore (UGH I'M UNCOMFORTABLE WRITING THIS CRAP)? I would just go to Jungkook when I didn't want Jimin?

I sighed, looking around the room. "My life sucks... I didn't even get to choose what I did from the moment he kidnapped me..."

"No, I had a choice, but I chose the wrong one...." I bit my lip. 

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Jimin walked in. I glared at him, he sighed lying down on the bed. I shifted sideways.

"Listen, I'm sorry for beating up Jungkook...." I heard Jimin say. "And?" I said harshly. "And for acting like a jerk..." I heard him reply.

"You know I can't say 'its fine'." I kept my vision out the window. "I know... But, can I just get a hug?" I heard him say. "Why?" A shiver ran down my spine.

"Because I love you, and I want to always be with you..." I heard him say. "Thats cliché..." I swallowed a snort, making me cough. "Are you okay!?" He suddenly sat up, moving really close to me.

"I just coughed..." I pushed him back. "Oh... Sorry." He looked down. "(Y/N)..." I heard him say a few minutes later.

"What." I got under the blankets. "Are you scared of me?" I heard Jimin say. I froze up. Was I? I think so, but I didn't scream when he tried to touch me.

"I..." I bit my lip. "Maybe." I finally blurted. "Please don't be... I want you to see me as someone you can count on... And maybe something more..." He said the last part under his breath, but I heard him.

I couldn't sleep. I could hear Jimin sleeping. I turned around, to face him. Why did he seem so peaceful in his sleep? I was waiting for something... That's why I couldn't fall asleep.

I didn't dare touch him... I turned back around, looking at the now moonlit bedroom. It had to be midnight, or somewhere close to that. What was I waiting for? I didn't know... But it never came.

I eventually let go of the feeling and fell asleep.

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I slightly opened my eyes. The bedroom was cold, even though I had my blanket on. Was it snowing? It was in the middle of spring and winter... Possibly. I gently got out of bed, trying not to wake Jimin up.

I walked over to the window. It was still very dark. I looked at the clock, 5:30 AM. I sighed, looking out the window. All the lights were still off, since it was the week end. I could see the faint small snowflakes floating down. 

I smiled. The old vivid, yet faded memories clouded my thoughts of when Alex and I would play in the snow.  I looked down. "Maybe one day... They'll play in the snow... Like me and Alex.." I smiled, thinking of when I would have kids.

I looked at Jimin, he was still asleep. I sighed, walking to the closet. I took new clothes out:

I brushed my coat off. I grabbed a sticky note and a pen. I quickly wrote down: I'll be out of the apartment for most of the day, might drop stuff off at times. ~(Y/N).

I stuck it on the side table, and grabbed the keys. I walked out of the apartment and to the elevator. I sighed, pressing the ground button. I looked at my phone, quickly pressing Taehyung's number.

"Hello Taehyung? Are you free today?" I asked him. 

"Are you asking me out?"

"What? No, just to hang out."

"Sorry, no... Try calling Yoongi." He hung up. I pouted. "But.. I barely know him..." I scrolled down to his contact. I hesitated, but pressed his number. "Who is this? Are you a fan, who gave you my number?" I heard his voice.

"It's (Y/N)..." I sighed. "Oh, hello. Why are you calling me so early?" He sounded sleepy. "Are you free to hang out today?" I asked him.

"Are you asking me out?"

"Why did Taehyung ask me that? No!" 

"Okay, um... Sure?" 

"Ok good, can I meet you someplace?" 

"Sure, the coffee place by your apartment." I heard him say. The line cut out. The elevator doors opened. I walked out and towards the coffee shop.

Hardly anybody was outside, but the shop was still open. I got myself a late and a sugar cookie. I sat down at a empty seat, which was everywhere. I looked around the streets for Yoongi.

Gonna end that there!