How long will I love you (Completed)

Thirty Three

"I.. I..." Hindi ako makakuha ng tamang salita upang makabuo ng sasabihin sa mga taong nakasaksi sa paghingi ni Louie sa akin ng kamay. I was lost for words, especially when I saw his mother here. God what is happening?

"I love you." Napaangat ang aking tingin kay Louie habang mataman akong tinititigan. I smiled at him. Ikinawit ko ang mga kamay ko sa batok niya.

"I love you." Naiiyak kong sagot sa kanya. He smiled genuinely and kissed my temple.

Ooh yeah
Yeah yeah

Our little conversations are turning into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter every time

"May I have this dance Mrs. Salvador?" He grinned as he offered his hand.

Our friendly get-togethers are turning into visions of forever
If I just believe this foolish heart of mine

I can't pretend that I'm just a friend
'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

"I love you so much." Muli niyang sabi habang nakadikit ang noo niya sa noo ko. He kissed my forehead again, after and hugged me tightly, as if, he is so afraid of losing me.

I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
And I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
But I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin'(fallin') for you
I'm fallin'(fallin') for you

Nag angat ako ng tingin sa kanya kaya nahinto kami sa pagsasayaw. I tiptoed so I can reach for his lips.

"I love you most, Louie Anthonie Salvador. And I am sorry for all the scars I'd brought you. I love you. I love you." Paulit ulit kong sabi habang pinupugpog na ang kanyang mukha ng aking mga halik. Humalakhak siya bago ako muling niyakap at isinayaw.

Whenever we're together, I'm wishin' that goodbyes would turn to never
'Cause with you is where I always wanna be
Whenever I'm beside you, all I really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me

"Akala ko iiwan mo ako. Akala ko naghihiganti ka na talaga." Natigil kami ulit sa pagsayaw dahil sa sinabi ko. Nag angat ako ng tingin sa kanya. Kunot noo siyang nakadungaw sa akin. I reached for his brows and gently massage it to wipe away its creased. "But if that's even true, I will no longer run away. Instead, I'll beg and bend on my knees. I will stay. I will do everything just to bring you back to me. Pagod na akong matakot. Di bale ng masaktan ako ng paulit ulit sa paghihiganti mo, masiguro ko lang sa akin ka pa din sa huli." Iyak kong sabi sa kanya.

I can't pretend (no) that I'm just a friend (I'm just a friend)
'Cause I'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (I)
And I don't, I don't know what to do (yeah, yeah)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away)
But I'll say it anyway (yeah)

"Baby, kahit ilang beses mo man akong galitin at saktan, hindi ko magagawang iwan ka. But I admit, I had that plan to plot a revenge, pero noong gagawin ko pa lang? Noong sisimulan ko pa lang? Damn it baby, you made me fall in love again instead. I fell. Harder. Kaya lahat ng inis, galit, at paghihiganti, naitangay na. Mahal na mahal kita that even buying your father's company to save it from possible bankruptcy, nagawa  ko." He then, chuckled. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa rebelasyon niya. Nahagip ng mga mata ko si papa. Ngiti at tango lang ang naisagot niya sabay hawak sa kamay ni mama noong magkatinginan sila.

I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (I think I'm fallin')
And I don't, I don't know what to do (and I don't know what to do)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away)
But I'll say it anyway (anyway)
I think I'm fallin'(fallin') for you
I'm fallin'(fallin') for you

"How can you love someone who caused you pain all over and over again, Louie? Bakit ako? Bakit mahal mo pa rin ako?" Hindi makapaniwala kong iyak na tanong. He gently wiped my tears away and kissed my forehead for the third time. Nagtagal iyon doon bago niya ako tinitigan ng mabuti. He cupped my face and smiled lovingly.

"Love isn't based on happiness alone, Cha. Hindi dahil masaya ka kasama ang taong mahal mo, eh hanggang doon na lang nasusukat ang pagmamahal mo. Love is measured on the continuous pain and scars brought by that someone you love, but despite all of those, you're still able to willingly give your best for that someone. Love is unconditional, baby. It is not selfish. It forgives. It understands. And it heals every pain. You're asking my I still love you despite all of those? Simple. I just love you, unconditionally. Real. And without any reservations. I love you for your flaws. For your shortcomings. I love you for who you are. I just love you that marrying you isn't even a question to me. I love you because you are my Chantal. I love you for i don't know how long will I? I just love you now. I love you. You will forever be the only girl who will make me fall in love all over and over again, with you. Kuntento ako kapag ikaw ang kasama ko. Mahal. Na. Mahal. Kita." Puno ng diin niyang saad bago ako niyakap para ikubli ang panghihina niya at iyak mula sa kanyang mga mata. Napahagulgol na din ako sa mga nasabi niya. Even those who are watching us.

"I'm sorry for coming home late. I'm sorry if it took years before I realized whom I really fell in love with. And that is you. It is you, all along. It is you. I denied it for so long, letting myself with the idea that I am in love with someone else, not you. I am sorry my love. I am sorry. Sorry kung ngayon lang ako dumating. Sorry kung nasaktan kita, paulit ulit. Sorry. Sorry. I am so sorry. I love you so so so much baby. Let's be happy together now. Hush. I will make you happy now. I promise you that. I love you.

I'm fallin', I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin', fallin' for you
And I don't know what to do, yeah yeah
Fall, I'm fallin' for you

NOTE: Hello there. Sorry for the typo errors and wrong grammars. Enjoy na lang kayo. Haha. Comment naman po dyan. Para sa ekonomiya. Haha. Ciao.!