The One That Got Away

Chapter 25: Untold Story

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Time for some revelations! 😙

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"Make of our hand, one hand
Make of our hearts, one heart
Make of our vows, one last vow
Only death will part us now

Make of our lives, one life
Day after day, one life.
Now it begins, now we start
One hand, one heart
Even death wont part as now."

It was a perfect day. The glommy weather that London has always got turned into their favor. It was a fine sunny day. She looked out into the window and tightly closed her eyes. She smiled as the warm sun kissed her face. Without her knowing, he entered her room with his white polo on, black slacks and polished shoes wearing the biggest smile on his face. He went closer to her. He hugged her from the back and put his head unto her shoulders and inhaled her scent. She opened her eyes and smiled. The perfectly blue sky slowly turned to orange, pink and purple sky which indicates that the sun will set anytime soon. Their simple wedding just finished. It was perfect. Though it was just simple, Shin's beauty radiated the moment the doors of the cathedral opened. She wears a plain white up to knee modern lace dress, paired with her nude heels. Her make up was light that perfectly matched the weather. Her hair was curled and just flowed it on her shoulders just like what Ian wants it to be done. She slowly walked down the aisle and there he is, Ian. Wiping his tears that fell on his eyes. 

The atmosphere suddenly turned blurry. A thick strong ropes of cloud slowly hugged her body suffocating her from within. Shes wailing for help but nobody hears her scream. She shouted too loud draining all her enery but still nobody's listening. She looked back and the door and it opened once more, it was perfectly the  copy of her dress, her heels, her make up and how her hair done, but shes not her. She was someone else. She cried and screams one more time when he took her hand and guided her infront of the altar, but there were no more words coming out from her mouth. Soon after, they faced the crowd and presented as Mr. And Mrs. Bautista.

I took all the courage and opened my eyes. Big balls of sweat were dripping down my face. I focused on my breathing to calm my heart. It pumped so fast and I cant bare with all the exchanges of gas inside my lungs. It almost gave me a heart atttack.

I wondered why I was feeling tired. I moved and I felt pain everywhere. Kaya pala. Nasa loob parin pala ako ng CR at doon na nakatulog. Nakalublob ang buo kong katawan hanggang sa balikat ko. Buti nalang at nagising ako at kung hindi I might have drown myself and died.

That was a horrible nightmare. Its the day of the month again at eto nanaman ang napapanaginipan ko. This dream always hunts me. Kahit paulit ulit ko na itong napapanaginipan pero hindi ko parin makontrol ang emosyon ko.

Its been five years. Five long years of pain and sufferings. A part of me wants this to be done all at once but a part of me still wants to stay.

I sighed gratefully before I sat up. Naalala ko nanaman ang mga nangyari kanina. Nagsunod sunod ang mga ito sa utak ko ng paulit ulit. It played like a horror movie in my head. And together with that was all the emotions I felt earlier came crushing down on me. Mariin kong ipinikit ang mga mata ko para huwag silang hayaang makapasok ng tuluyan sa isip ko. And I succeeded.

I grabbed my robe that hung on the rack and stood up to get out from the tub. I pulled out the ponytail from my hair to lossen the strands at natapat ako sa harapan ng salamin. I stared at it for quite sometime. I touched my face, then thats when I realized I aged a lot. The laugh lines and some wrinkles on my face were now starting to show up. But Im still beautiful for a woman whos on their late 30s. My gaze turned slowly on my eyes. I was shocked at how puffy they were.