I don't know when I'll update next. Something happened last night. I won't name names. But one of my best friends cut their arms last night. I tried so hard to help them. I did everything. I guess I'm telling you this because this has hurt me beyond words. They aren't the only best friend to cut. And it tears me apart.
Please, if you have any thoughts of self harm, go to your parents. Your aunt, uncle, grandparents, friend, parent of a friend, a suicide hotline, anything! Self harm is NOT the answer, nor will it ever be.
I've had thoughts of self harm before. Been so close to doing it. But now that I know firsthand what happens to the ones you love when you do self harm, those thoughts will never cross my mind again.
I love you all. You are all amazing individuals and you are worth so much more than you know. I beg you to seek help if ever you intend to hurt yourself, because life WILL get better.
You aren't worthless. You aren't unloved. You aren't a hopeless cause.
Like AJ_Rensir said in HER self harm authors note, "find your kitchen sink." Something that you can hold onto in times of weakness. Something that you can live for. Whether that be a friend, a parent, a pet, music, a TV show, a youtuber! Find your kitchen sink and hold onto it tight. Because you are worth life. You are worth a GOOD life. And you have to live in order to see that good life happen.
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FanfictionA story about how you became part of Maximum Ride's flock and the many dangerous and exiting adventures you go on with them. WARNING: some nightmarish material and spoilers!
