04/04/17 15min

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8:47pm

Tonight I was under the influence of alcohol during my meditation. I didn't want to skip a day. My thoughts sounded louder and my monkey mind was going full speed. My senses felt heightened. I thought about sex and immediately my body started to respond. I could still feel the headphones in my ears even though it's been a little while since I've worn them. The last few minutes felt really challenging. I couldn't stop wondering when time would be up.

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