04/20/17 30min

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8:30pm

The thirty minutes passed quickly. It felt like my monkey mind was on steroids. It kept flitting from thought to thought. I thought about work and how I have to go back tomorrow. I wondered if I really wanted to split up my hours between two companies. I thought about how I don't want to work for a company at all. I tried to be mindful every now and then, but it didn't last. My mind was too wound up. I wondered what am I besides human. Am I the sum of my habits? What makes me… me?

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