04/14/17 30min

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10:38am

I told myself I didn't have time to do thirty minutes, but I did it anyway. I was a little sleepy throughout, but I didn't drift off at any point. I thought about quitting my job and working freelance. I thought about how it never feels like there's enough time to do what I want. Or I don't ever feel like filling my day with tasks. I thought about buying singing lessons from Eric Arceneaux and how much it would cost. I thought about how my eyes start to perceive things differently after I've been starting at the wall for a while. My stomach hurt, but not so much that I had to stop. The time felt slow because I already formulated a list of things I need to do before work. I felt anxious to get my chores over with.

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