Destiny

We Drank in Love

Punya siok sya tidur. Sya xrasa sudah tu air cond. Sya rasa warm betul ni bantal peluk. Sya gusuk2 lagi pakai tgn. Lama2 sya raba2 kan mcm lain sya rasa.  Mcm sya terpigang tangan org. Oh no, no, no! capat2 sya buka mata. NO!!!!!! sya gigit bibir! sya tingu baju sya, kemeja lelaki. What happenend? I am blur! Kenapa sya d sebelah Mr Liam ni? Sya garu2 kepala sya…

‘Baby..’
Zupp!!! Sya baring balik. Pura2 sya tidur.

Mr Liam peluk sya dri belakang. Sya katup2 gigi ja.

‘Boss…tangan kau.’ Sya bilang.
‘What boss?’ Dia kasi pusing sya menghadap dia. Sya tutup mata smbl kasi kerut muka sya. Dia kiss kepala sya.
‘Why we are here?’ sya tulak2 bdn dia tp makin kuat dia peluk sya. Malakat sudah tu muka sya d dada dia. Teda lg baju dia, palan2 sya tingu bawah. Ok, he is wearing short pants. Tp kanapa baju sya lain? I tried to remember wat happened last night. Mcm pening2 kepala sya.

‘Iam!! I asked you what happenend?’ Sya tulak dia kuat2.
Bukkk!! Mr Liam terjatuh d bawah sekali dgn tu comforter. Tp dia sempat tarik tgn sya. Silaka! Sya jatuh d atas badan dia. Touch down! Our lips is kissing. Mr Liam makin kasi kuat tu pelukan dia. His kiss me roughly until I feel want to.
‘Did we..’
‘Did what?’ Mr Liam duluan menyampuk.
‘Kissed?’ Dia bilang lagi. Dia main2 anak rambut sya. Sya lupa sdh kenapa kmi begini.
‘Kissed only kan..’ Sya bilang. Sya tingu dia.
‘We did more than that.’ Dia senyum nakal. Sya kasi basar mata sya.
‘You r kidding me kan?’ Sya meronta mau lepas dri pelukan dia.
‘No. You the one seduce me. Don’t you remember? U drank and r**e me.’ Silaka! Kalau mabuk mcm mana kunun sya r**e dia, instead of me he is the one did it!
‘You not doing anything to me kan?’ Sya meronta2 lagi.
‘No. we just kissed! I wont doing anything to u without ur permission baby..’ Dia kiss dahi sya.
‘Now get up already..’ Padahal dia yg peluk2 sya. Fuhh!! Boleh percaya kaitu dia xbuat apa2 sama sya? Sya duduk sdh. Dia p angkat tu comforter sana atas katil. Sya malu2 mau tingu dia teda baju.
‘Put ur shirt on..’ sya bilang. Sya xtingu dia.
‘You the one take it off last night, now u baru mau malu2..’ Tus sya tekup muka sya. Did i? Punya sya malu kalau betul2 sya yg goda dia.

Sya silik2 dgn hjg mata ja, sya nmpk dia p buka tu closet. Dia pakai tshirt yg ngam2 fit d badan dia. Buli tahan badan boss sya ni. He is in his 30s, but still look attractive! Mungkin dia kahwin awal. Duda hot!

‘Bah sya keluar dlu..’ Tus sya mau berdiri sdh. I need to get back my memory of last night. Yg sya ingat kmi minum wine, talking about Owen, us and Emily! The rest..samar2. Sya ingat2 sya mcm p tarik collar baju Mr Liam n kiss dia.  Betulkah tu sya buat begitu? Sya katuk2 kepala, lepas tu sya geleng2. I don’t believe I did it! Mulau..
‘Just like tat?’ Sya xpeduli apa dia cakap. Like wat? Sya mau turun p bawah. Mau mandi mana tau sya buli ingat apa sya buat smlm.
Takk! Kreeeekkk! Main door kana buka. Terstop kaki sya. somebody is coming. Silaka! Sya bru sedar sya pakai kemeja Mr Liam seja, patutlah td dia tnya sya begitu. Capat2 sya patah balik. Sya bingung mana mau pigi, bilik Owen atau Mr Liam atau bilik guest d atas?? Think Issabella! Brg2 sya semua d bilik bawah. Semalam sya naik atas ambil baju d closet Sarra.
Sayup2 sya dingar suara perempuan sama budak kici. Takkan Owen sama mama Mr Liam. Matai! Parahlah keadaan kalau begini. Sya gigit hujung jari sudah. Panik sama cemas sdh sya rasa. 
‘Boss..open the door..’ Palan kunun suara sya. sya tingu2 blkg mana tau dorang naik atas.
‘Its Iam, Bell! Iam!’ Sya xsdr, ngam2 Mr Liam buka pintu msa sya ckp bgtu. Bukk! Sya terhantuk d dada Mr Liam masa sya pusing dpn. Terlampau cemas sya xdpt control keseimbangan badan sya. Sya terpeluk dan tertulak badan Mr Liam ke belakang.
‘Woooo watch out Bella..’ Xsempat sudah. we are falling together on the floor, once again! I am sorry boss!
‘Wats wrong wit u Bella? Takkan awal pagi u want..’ Silaka tu muka Mr Liam, sengih2 sdh dia.
‘Want wat? Somebody is coming bah..’ capat2 sya bangun terus sya tutup pintu.
‘Wat shud I do?’ sya mundar mandir dkt tu pintu. Sya gigit2 lg hujung jari.
‘Bella..’
‘What?’ And me, wat I am doing in his room?
‘Take my hand..’ Cemas2 sya bgni smpt lg Mr Liam mengada2. Buli ja pun dia bangun sdri. Tp sya p dkt dia juga. Sya pigang tgn dia. Sya tarik dia bangun. Tiba2 dia tarik sya dlm pelukan dia lg.
‘Aaahh!’ Sya terjerit kecil. Cepat2 sya tutup mulut sya. Ketawa Mr Liam tingu sya. Nah, sya p tutup mulut dia juga.
‘I cant breath!’ Dia bilang. Baru sya buka tu tangan sya.
‘You know kah, somebody is coming..they downstair already!’ Sya tekan suara sya tapi palan seja.
‘So, u want they saw us hugging like tis?’ Silaka! Capat2 sya tulak dia balik.
‘U ni main2 lagi. I am serious. What shud I do? Where all my clothes..u the one kan taking off my shirt..’ Sya tarik2 hujung kemeja yg sya pakai. Xromatik btl c Issabella oh kan hahaha other girl suka tu kalau pakai tshirt or kemeja bf..
‘Oppss! Ur clothes in the kitchen..what shud we do now?’ Palm on his face! Risau terus tu muka dia.
‘See..’ Sya mau nangis sudah. Nanti apa lg mama dia fikir nampak baju2 sya d sana. NO!!! sya teriak dlm hati.
‘Nolah..i am just kidding!’ Mr Liam kasi sya grin smile. Punya sya geram kana kasi main2 begitu. Mata sya kabur2 sdh. Cengeng Issabella is coming out! Sya tahan2 tu air mata sya dri jth.
‘Sorry Bella. I am just kidding..’ Dia tarik sya lg dlm pelukan dia. Dia usap2 kepala sya.
‘U know kah how panic I am…u main2 lagi begini. How if you mum suddenly going up..’ Sya tumbuk2 dada dia. Suara sya putus2 sdh mo tahan nangis. Geram betul sya. Jantung sya mau putus sdh sempat lg dia buat lawak budu..
‘Shhhh! Why u so panic..kan I ada..’ Dia p lap2 hujung mata sya.
‘Youlah tu..’ sya bilang manja.

Tokkk! Tokkk! Pintu bilik kana ketuk. Bulat mata sya tingu Mr Liam. Now, what??

Kita nyanyi dulu lagu What About Now by Chris Daughtry..
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on,
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you,
For all my life,
I am yours!