Dr Cinta VS Virus Cinta

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Dalam kereta sya tingu luar seja. Balik2 sya tahan air mata sya tp xjuga pandai stop. Don pun diam seja. Kdg2 pandai tu tgn dia tepuk2 bahu sya sekejap. Rasa bersalah juga sya sama Don, duit dia kana buang begitu saja. Mahal gia makan sana hotel tu. Siou dlm bilang hati sya. lain kali sya blnja kadai mamak. X sya mampu bawa dia makan sana 5 star hotel.

‘Just cried out loud Bell. Kalau itu yg buli buat kau rasa lega. Remember, I can always offer a shoulder for u to cry..’ Mlm ni Don jd savior sya lgi. WHY Don?

Sya teringat kata2 Mr Liam,
‘Cry only on my shoulder. remember tat, dont do it to other man.’He lie to me! Jadi yg sya nmpk td tu apa? Why is he with a women, xkurang xlebih sebiji mcm muka sya. Lets say its Emily. Itukah meeting dia  dluar? Sebab itukah dia xjwb call sama message sya? Rupanya begitu..

Patut sya sedar dari dlu, Mr Liam jth cinta dgn sya sebab sya seiras ex-wife dia. Point yg mimang sdh sya jangka awal2 but I trust him, he don’t! Jd kali ini perlukah sya percaya dia lagi, I saw it bfore my eyes. Sya ingt lg msa perempuan tu tahan dia dari berdiri, air mata sya merembes lg. Hati perempuan mana yg xterusik nmpk lelaki yg dia syg dgn perempuan lain? Maybe too fast to jump into a conclusion tp tu ja yg sya dpt fikir buat masa tu.

He don’t even go to me. He owe me an hard explanation. Satu2 moment  indah, gelak tawa kami berlegar2 dlm fkrn sya. Otomatik makin deras tu air mata sya. Balik2 sdh sya tahan air mata sya tp I cant control! Nah free2 jd ratu air mata..

‘You lie to me Iam!’ Sya cengkam dada sya. Sya lupa Don ada d sblh sya. Penat sdh sya nangis sebnrnya. Mata sya pn sdh 2x ganda sepet dri biasa. Sya pejam mata. Berharap sya xkn nangis sdh.

‘Bah, cukuplah nangis tu Bell. Kalau sya tadah baldi ni penuh sdh mangkali.’ Don cuba berjenaka. Sya xrasa itu lucu. Makin sya palingkan muka dkt cermin. Sya tutup2 mata. Don nmpk sya nangis2 lg ni mlm after been a long time. I promise not to cry in front of him, but I cried now for another reason. Kalau berterusan begini, I worried I end up considering Don’s feeling towards me. Mulau!

Sedar xsdr smpi sdh d bwh rumah sya. Don tingu sya.
‘Bell, u ok kah? You need company? I can..’ Dia bilang Don. Gilakah, dia mau tdr d rumah sya kah? No! Itu lagi memburukkan keadaan. Loca & Lola wont allowed it if they can speak hahaha
‘Errrr..Ok. Sya ok. Sorry Don, I think I want to be alone..’ Sya unlocked seat belt.
‘Betul ni?’ I wont take back my words Don. Keras ni kepla sya skg mcm batu. Sya tau Don ikhlas mau kasi kawan sya. But I still can handle myself.
‘Betul. I am confident.’ Sya mau turun sdh.
‘Bah, sya kasi kwn kau smpi atas..’  Don pun ikut sma keluar. Sya biar ja. Kami beriringan jalan. Don rangkul bahu sya. Sya tulak nga makin nogi dia buat. Lama2 sya biar seja. I can feel Don is earning extra point. Don actually not so bad..bahbahbah.. (Awaslah kmu #teamkoruk hahaha)

Kami d dpn pintu rumah sya sdh. Sya tingu Don. Groookkkk! I think I heard hungry sound. Kali ni sya rasa mau ketawa. Sya tutup mulut dgn tgn. Merah sdh muka Don. Dia kasi sya grin smile smbl gusuk2 blkg kpla dia.
‘I think my stomach is singing.’  Dia bilang smbl tersipu tunduk.
‘I am sorry, Don.’ For a second I was thinking to offer him late dinner but I have nothing in my fridge. Nomad kan sya skg, slu merempat d rumah Mr Liam yg bru ja bikin sakit hati sya.
‘Never mind, I will stop by at any drive thru Mcd maybe..’ Bertimpa2 rasa bersalah sya sma Don.
1) Duit dia terbang begitu seja even I know he has a lot than I thought.
2) Sya minta hntr pulang sblm makan, kasian dia mau kebulur sdh. Sorry & thanks Don. I owe u another thank u.

‘Next time sya blnja u makn. Tp jgn mahal2, I cant afford..’ Sya bilang separuh bergurau. For a second I forget my heart ache.
‘Bah sya ingat tu. I will wait..’ Ceria terus tu air muka Don. Mcm budak2 kana kasi bli eskrim cone yg d motosikal tu.
‘You can go now..’ Sya senyum.
‘Bah take k..’ Don gusuk2 lembut kpla sya. I feel we are kind of bff now. Ada satu perasaan lembut meresap dlm hti sya bila sya tingu Don jalan kasi tggl sya sdh. I am watching him from his back. Lepas dia hlg dri mata sya bru sya mau masuk rumah.
‘Don!’ Sya xtau ringan saja tu bibir sya pggl nama dia. Langkah Don terstop. Dia pusing menghadap sya. You know that feeling?
‘Yes Bell?’ Do u want me to accompany u? Begitu bah tu riak muka dia hahaha He got me wrong.
‘Good night.’ Sya senyum then wave my hand. Dia pun senyum. His smile never change! Semanis honey..

Cup! Bibir Don melekat di dahi sya sesaat. Sya xperasan yg bila Don patah balik. Buntang mata sya tingu dia. Too fast! Fast & spontaneous action. Sepantas kilat. Langsung sya xsempat pn mau buat apa2 apatah lg mau elak. Damn u Don!

‘Good night.’ Sempat dia pusing balik tingu sya dgn senyum lebar smpi d telinga lepas dia jalan balik. And I was, mcm tu maniqueen challenge. What was that?! Ambil kesempatan d masa2 hati sya dlam kesempitan…

Don’t lie u r not falling for Landon Lance mcm tu London Bridge lagu c Fergie.

Who is going to stay, Dr Cinta or Virus Cinta. All is depend on ur heart Issabella!

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