Destiny

Always in Love with You

Iam sleep so well on my lap. Kdg2 sya dgr dia berdengur kcl. Sya tgk jam, mau jam 11 sdh. Ada watsap notifications. Palan2 sya kasi keluar fon sya. Chat dri Lonad.

Lonad: Bell, u still need a ride? I am otw..
Me: Oh ya sure.let me know if u here.
Sya xrasa its a good idea to overnight here. Sya teringat Owen, sya xmau dia terus keliru. Terpaksala ni kasi bgn sleeping beauty Iam.

Sya tingu dia . Aikk tbgn sdh Iam, senyum2. Dia tingu sya. Kasian ada few lebam hitam d muka dia. Sya kiss2 lembut lebam2 d muka dia.
'Feeling better?' Sya senyum tingu dia. Sbnrnya sya panat sdh, berat bah Iam ni. Siuk2 d tdr d riba sya.
'Much better.' Dia bgn sdh, dia duduk sblh sya.
'Here, u must be tired kan..' Iam kasi lentok kpla sya d bahu dia. Tau2 ja sya panat kasi tdr dia d riba sya td.
'Bella, I am sorry for what happened tonight, about Owen, Emily and Don. Everything, sya rasa semua tu buat u terkejut kn. I am sorry!' Dia kiss2 dahi sya.
'Bukan salah u, bkn juga salah sesiapa. Everything happened for reason. Next time promise me u wont act fool like tat lg. I scared. What if..'
'Shhhhh! Everything is ok bah.' Mr Liam letak jari telunjuk d bbr sya. I know he understand what I am trying to say. He hug my waist.
'Baby, I need to go. Kijap lg Lonad sampai.' Sya bls peluk pinggang dia dgn manja. Baby? Sya main2 ja baitu.
'What?! Say again, I dont hear u..' Dia sgja kaini, dkt ja pn dia xdgr.
'Lonad otw sdh, u no needlah sent me home. Mst u penat kan?' Sya ulang balik yg sya ckp.
'No! Not that line..' Jd yg mana lg? Ting! Sya tau sdh. Terus sya ketawa.
'Why u laugh?' Mr Liam tingu sya. Sya tutup2 mulut sdh ketawa.
'Baby?' Sya smbg ketawa lg. Itukah yg dia mau dgr? Sounds disgusting for me!
'Sounds nice and cute.' Perasan muda laitu. Mau muntah sya. Sama2lah kita muntah ah.
'Thats disgusting.' Sya stop ketawa.
'You the one start it. Not bad pn u call me baby..baby, ermmm baby.' Ulang2 dia ckp tu baby. Xtahan sya kegelian, sya ketawa lg.
'I am serious honey..' Okay! Dia pn ikut sya gila2 sdh. Beginilah laini kalau satu gontua satu lg kebudak2an.
'Mee too.' Sya paut leher dia. Mata kmi bertentang sdh. We lost the opportunity for a French kiss tonight. Palan2 sya kiss lips dia, too kful too gentle, so he wont feel the pain but a warm sensation.
'I dont think this is enough.' Mr Liam kenyit mata smbl senyum nakal.
'For now this is more than enough.' Sya tekan luka d tepi bbr dia.
'Auwwwhh!!! Thats hurt honey.' Mr Liam pigang dagu dia.
'Sorry, sengaja.' Sya kasi grin face then kiss balik bbr dia lembut. Honey? Dont tell me he is addicted with that lovey dovey nickname.

'Honey, why not u sleep here saja mlm ni. I need sexy cuddle.' Dia peluk sya dri blkg sdh. Ulat bulu naik miang sdh.
'No baby, I need to work tomorrow. U lainlah boss.' Sya usap2 kpla dia dri blkg. Dagu dia d bahu sya. He non stop gesel2 muka dia d tlnga sya.
'I am the boss, thats y I asked u to stay.' Tp bkn dlm hal bgni. I also want my time alone. Tmbh lg dgn keadaan dia bgtu, sya xmau menyusahkn dia mau hntr sya pulang. Boleh saja dia hntr sya awal pg atau tdr sana tp I want to give Owen time.

'Jgn mcm2. Bisuk bnyk kerja, tmrw u not in kan?' Sya rasa Mr Liam xkn masuk office dgn muka bgtu.
'See how mcm mana. I will miss my sweety honey.' Kalau dlyn thn dpn pn xhbs ni.

Sya rasa Lonad sampai sdh. Mcm sya dgr ada bunyi engine kereta. Ting! Kan, ada watsap notifications sdh.

'I think Lonad is here.' Sya kasi lerai tu tgn dia d pingang sya.
'Gantung oh bgni honey.' Aik sejak bila lg dia berhoney2 sdh ni.
'Jgn gntg dri sdh. We still hve tomrw and tmrw bah syg.' Sya ketawa kcl smbl tgk fon. Lonad d luar sdh tggu sya.
'Bah yala syg, mari I sent u outside.' Mr Liam pigang tgn sya. Kami beriringan keluar.

Lonad kasi turun tu cermin kereta. Dia lambai2 tgn. Senyuman dia mcm tu kambing kesukaan mkn rumput sma gf.

'Boss, cepatlah. Lambt sdh ni.' Lonad teriak dri dlm kereta. Gurangak btl C Lonada ni. Xbuli tgk org romantik2 dlu.
'Hntr Bella smpi dpn pintu rumah ah. Kalau x, tomorrow u need to OT without paid.' Sya pukul lembut lengan Mr Liam. Sempat lg dia berlagak boss.
'Like I care!' Lonad xpeduli, dia kibas tgn dia d tepi leher dia lg, mcm yg kibas rambt p blkg. Padahal rmbt dia pndk pn.
'Good night, gotta go now baby.' Sya pigang tgn dia.
'Good night. Love u.' Dia kiss my forehead.
'Love u too.' Sya bisik ja smbl lambai dia.
He go in back until we gone from his sight.

'Something happened ka Bell? Why I saw mcm muka boss ada lebam2 tu?' Lonad mula sdh jd polis dlm kereta.
'Long story Lonad. Evrything happened so fast. Sya pn xtau mana mau mula.' Sya peluk tubuh smbl bsandar d car seat. Sya xmood mau cerita psl Don.
'Sounds scary! Did u bump with Emily then?' Soalan cepumas ni.
'Yes, dia teriak2 sya mcm tu org gila ja. Btl2 bikin malu. Plg kasianlah Owen, dia jd bingung nmpk kmi dua. I dont know how he will react nanti.' Sya mengeluh berat. Hopefully Owen will be okay.
'Oh my God!!! I can imagine that! Kenapa kau xtarik ja rmbt dia Bell? Konpom lg dia trip dia yg plg lawa tu d dunia kan?' Kalau c Lonad d tmpt sya, sya rasa mimang tu ada adegan tarik rmbt. Dasar kan!
'Xla smpi bgtu, sya xbuli lwn dia bah Lonad. Her words way too poisonous. Bikin panas. Mimang trip diala plg lawa, all ladies in peach she alone in red.' Bila sya ingat balik I feel so small. Now I know how ignorance Emily was.
'Sabar jala Bell. Emily might be can do something even worst. Hati2 ja kau.' Kata2 Lonad mcm ada unsur2 ancaman. I wonder how worst Emily could be more than I thought. Sya tarik nafas berat. You need to be extra strong Issabella!

What more awaiting me ahead? Mentally I am so tired.