Destiny

I choose Love

Hitam pekat. Di langit pn xbintang. Bulan pn btapuk sdh. Malam tu sya kana discharge sdh. Sya mau pulang rumah tp xkana kasi. Bah jd amah c Owen laini. Sorry Loca n Lola tpksa kasi tggl kmurang lg..

Demam sya sdh kebah. Cuma itu kpla sya kdg2 pandai berdenyut. Mcm biasa level kerisauan Mr Liam mcm tu gunung Kinabalu. Sya terharu tp rimas bila terlampau juga dia jaga sya. Mo tuang air pn xbuli, tgn sya blm patah lg pn. Xbah, bkn smpi bgtu tp dia pnya gmbrn lbh kurang bgtu. He is too worried for nothing!

'Boss, hantarlah sya pulang. Rimas btl bgni. I wont go anywhere bah..' Sya mencebik, mana2 sya pg dia ada mcm tu byg2 sya ja. Kalau buli sya mo mandi pn dia mo join. No!  Gerigitan sya gaya dia. Nanti bikin menyampah org baca hahaha
'Apa boss2? Bah u call lah ur ex-bf hantar u pulang. that is wat u want kan?' Merah terus tu muka dia. Aikk belum habis lg dia pnya jelos oh..
'Bagus laitu. so u also can get back to Emily kan..' Sya hantak tu sudu sdh sya d mija. Nah, masing2 ada bullet. Ntah nama Emily tiba2 terpacul d mulut sya.
'I never said that!' Tegas btl dia tingu sya mcm tu guru disiplin cri kslhn yg sekecil tungau.
'So do I!' Sya bdri terus p sinki, mo cuci tu mangkuk. Porridge cook with <3 Mr Liam jd pahit bila dia ungkit pasal Don. Sbnrnya half is my fault juga tp sya pn ada ego juga. ingt dia seja sakit hati, sya pun..
'Let me..' Dia p rebut pelan tu mangkuk dri tgn sya. Sempat lg dia usap2 lmbt tgn sya.I am sorry, I miss my koruk!
'Thank u!' Sya tepis tgn dia terus sya kasi tggl dia terkulat2 cuci tu mangkuk sma gelas sya td.

Sya masuk d bilik. Sgja sya xtutup rapat, mana tau Mr Liam dtg terus sya berkulut dlm comforter. Minta dpujuk. How childish! Urrrgghh! Sya mengeluh. Xtanda2 dia dtg pujuk sya. Deiii patut sya yg explain sma dia, the truth about Don. How he told me about Emily, thats how I need to tell him about Don. Sya fkr Don xkn muncul dlm hdp sya sampai bila2, rupanya sya silap. Dia kembali setelah sekian lama sya pkr I am totally forget about us.

Extra point bila sya dpt tau, we break up because tipu daya kotor Olivia. Wajah lembut Olivia yg dtg merayu dgn sya dlu rupanya beracun d dlm. Kalau kaca yg hancur berkecai, serpihan2nya tu ada yg besar, kecil dan halus. Perasaan sya sma Don lbh kpd serpihan halus semta2. Ada sdkt kekesalan tp sya yakin Don xmampu menyambung smula serpihan2 itu sebab Iam dluan sdh kasi cantum2 balik hati sya yg lama tersepai.

What shud I do? Kalau tingu dri reaksi perang mata Dr cinta sama Virus msa d hospital dua2 pn xmau akun kalah. I can feel Don want to try win my heart once again. Harap2 sya perasan sejala hahaha

Tok! Tokk!! Tokkk!!! Pintu kana ketuk2. Terbang semua yg sya fkr. My mind out of words.

Terus sya tingu d pintu. Palan2 tu pintu kana buka luas. Owen! Sya nmpk jri kici dia pigang tu siring pintu. Dia liduk2 kunun lg dgn separuh muka dia.
'Why Owen? Come here to mama..' Sya bilang. Dia senyum tayang gigi. He look fishy..

Palan2 dia masuk. Dua2 tgn dia d blkg, I think he is holding something. Makin lebar tu senyuman dia. Uikk hensem oh Owen, kalau sya budak sya mengurat dia oh hahaha kici2 sdh nmpk kehensoman dia. Sya liduk2 lg d pintu kalo ada bapa hensem, tiada. Hurmmm dia merajuk laitu, biar dia p kasi bersih tu dapur saturang..Kotoh!

'Close ur eyes..' Apa pla bdk kici ni buat? Sya try2 tingu tp pandai kunun Owen tapuk2. Kalau sya bdri nmpk jga tp sgja sya xmau buat bgtu, kasi manang ja c Owen.
'Ee mum ni..Owen said close ur eyes, now!' Dia bilang smbl dia tintin kaki, guyang2 bdn dia.
'Bah yala..' Sya buat ja. Mana tau sya kana bg kereta mainan Ferrari.
'Then put both ur hand on ur lap.' Apa bah game c Owen mau main ni. Setau sya hide n seek bkn bgni..
'Now?' Sya pura2 lg tnya. Sya mo cubuk2 buka mata sikit gia nga tgn Owen masi d blkg dia.
'Dont cheat..I saw mum peek a booo..' Darn! Kedapatan pla sya, c budak pnya sight ni buli tahan.  Terketawa tus sya.
'Bah cepatlah, nti mum buta cant saw Owen ni.' Entah dri mana game dia, jgn2 bapa dia yg ajar..
I feel Owen put something like a box on my palm hand. I have no idea what is that..
'Tadaaaa..mum can open eyes now..' Palan2 sya buka mata. Tus sya tingu apa d tgn sya. Yes, a box with a red ribbon.
'For mum?' Sya tnya lg.
'Yes..for my lovely mum..muahhh!' Owen pigang kpla sya then kiss dahi sya. God! Bulikah sya nangis?

Tus Owen p lari keluar sana pintu. Sya biar ja,sya buka tu kotak. Baju. A dress I guess in peach colour. I shud knew this come from who..

Ada kad kici. Terus sya buka n baca.

Bella,
No words can express my <3 to u,
Stay with me,
Stay with us,
Forever!

P/S: Wear this on Owen's birthday.
With <3 , Iam.

Terus sejuk hati sya. Manis2 lg mcm ais krim vanilla. Why so sweet? Coz sugar is everywhere..

'Dad, u can come out now..' Sya dgr Owen pggl Mr Liam. Tekaan sya tepat. Palan2 Mr Liam masuk. Sya tingu dia, sorius. Sya tutup tu kotak, sya letak d tepi. Sya bdri.

Jd dia p tapuk sana d luar ja. Pandai dia suruh Owen, Owen pn ikut ja. Like dad like son. xtau apa dia rasuah Owen ni..
'I am sorry about just now..forgive me.' His eyes full of love.
'No, dad! Stop..' Aduhh lupa pla ni bdk kici. Tgn Mr Liam yg bru mau paut pinggang sya terhenti. Otomatik kmi tingu Owen sdh.
'I am sleepy. I need go to bed now..'
'So wat mum need to do for Owen?' Sya tunduk kasi dkt muka sya sma Owen.
'Good night kiss.' Dia tunjuk pp mungil dia.
'No problem my little boy.' Sya usap kpla Owen.
'Dad too..' Sekaligus kmi kiss pp Owen, Mr Liam sblh kiri, sya sblh kanan.
'Bah mum hntr Owen d bilik.' Sya mo pigang tgn dia sdh.
'No, Owen can go by myself..' Pura2 dia tepuk2 mulut dia menguap. Sya perasan dorg berhint2. Aikk berkomplot dorg ni kali ah..
Sya tingu Mr Liam. Dia jungkit bahu. buat2 xtau..
'Good night dad, mum.' Terus Owen lari lumpat2 keluar. Sya tingu ja dia smbl garu kpla yg xgtl.
'Is that ur teaching?' Sya angkt kening.
'We call it teamwork.' Dia senyum.
'Appologize accepted. I am sorry too.' Sya bilang terus peluk dia. Mls sya mau makan hati lama2, sdri rasa pait. If u can compromise why not?

'Dont ever doubted my love to u Bella.' I hope so. Dia tatap mata sya penuh cinta. Adalah karang org muntah hahaha
'Tq..' Sya paut leher dia sdh. Kepala kmi bersentuh sdh.
'Kasih dterima.' Dia kiss kijap my lips. We smile. Then he kiss me back longer. We kissed to the moon and back.

Fon sya ringing.

'My fon..' Sya mo tingu sepa call.
'No! Not now..' He kiss me back and not giving me a chance to move.

Sorry Don! Don is meaning dont...