Destiny

The Return of Rian

Semalaman kmi diam ja. Dia tingu sya, sya tingu dia lepas tu sya tingu tmpt lain. Mami pn xbnyk ckp. Entah apa dorg pnya persetujuan a.k.a perjanjian ni. Mami mcm knl btl sama dia. Hairan sya.

'Makan bnyk skit Rian. Syr kg ni jarang mkn kalau d kk. Kmi x kfc mau kasi hidang kalau d kg.' Mami senyum2 smbl suap makanan.
'Jangan risau anti. Sya ok ja. Syr kg lg sdp, buli tmbh nasi berkali2.' Rian tersenyum lebar. Dia tingu sya lg.

Mau muntah sya tingu gaya dia. Btl ka tu? Mcm mengampu c mami ja ni. C mami ni pn bikin gerigitan. Taukah dia apa lelaki ni sdh buat dgn sya? Asal sya mau bercakap pandai seja c mami cuba potong ckp sya.

'Mi..'
'Bah Oyyo, kau pn makanlah bnyk. Mami nmpk kau mcm ada kurus sdh.' Mami kasi surung tu lauk pucuk ubi tmpt sya. Gosshh! Kenapa baini dua org ni? Btl2 xbuli sya agak apa yg ada d fkrn mami. Hilang selera sya. Padahal sbnrnya sya mau mkn lg.

'Sya kenyang sdh mi.' Sya bdri p cuci piring d sinki. Terkulat2 Rian tingu sya. Peduli! I know I kind of rude but who cares? Paling2 mami denda sya kasi kurung anak ayam dia tu bisuk2.
'Jangan kau ambil hati ah Rian. Mgkn c Oyyo dtg bulan kali tu.Moody sikit.' Atukkoii c mami. Bila lg dia pandai ispeaking ni.

Moody? Entah mana dia bljr tu perktn. Sya dgr juga tu biarpn dia ckp palan2. C Rian apalg tahan2 sdh ketawa. Bikin panas! Saja sya kasi keleting kulating ting tong tu piring. Mo tunjuk perasaan tp xkana peduli. Mami sma Rian makin rancak berbual pla.

Damn u IAM!! Ya, yg mami panggil2 c Rian itu c Liam Adrian Leoh. Sya lupa middle name dia. Lgpn jarang org pggl dia dgn nama tu. Now he earn million point from my mum. I really want to know how he do that! Mcm sya jd anak tiri sdh sebaik dia dtg sini.
Mami pn kesukaan btl. Baik ja layanan dia. Masa zaman kegemilangan c Don, susah pyh tu Don ambl hti mami. Sekali Iam, mcm geng pla dorang. Nmpknya team koruk expanding sdh.

Tok! Tok! Tok! Sya dgr pintu bilik sya kana katuk palan2. Biar! Sebaliknya, sya mingkuluput dlm selimut ja.

'Bella! Its me. Can we talk? Buka pintu. Please, open this door.' Sya dgr juga tu sayup2 suara dia bckp.
'Yes boss, apa kau mau? Sdh sya resign ni. Kau pn mau kerja kg ka?' Mau ja bah sya jwb dia bgtu.

'Ai Rian kau blm tdr lg? Kanapa kau bdri sini seja?' Sya dgr suara c mami sayup2 dari luar. Konpom tergagap2 laitu dia menjwb.
'Sya mau tnya Bella sesuatu baitu anti. Tp mgkn dia sdh tdr.' Pandai dia kelentong c mami. Yakin btl dia ah. Xsemudah itu untk pujuk sya. Btl kaitu? Cuba dah kalau ada 100 bouquets of roses, terpujuk ka x. Nsblah teda. Syg ja kalau ada kana buang sana sungai atau bg itu munyit2 sana hutan.
'Oh bisuk jala. Biasa c Issabella tu tdr lmbt, xtau ni mlm awal pla dia tdr. Panat kali dia jaga rumah sma tulung kurung tu ayam2 ptg td.' Pandai btl oh c mami kasi malu sya. Makin sya gerigitan.
'Kalilah kan..' Sya dgr bunyi tapak kaki dorg kasi tggl sdh bilik sya.

Mami!!!! Mau ja sya teriak, tp dlm hati ja. Berabis sya tapap2 bantal sma kasi hantak2 kaki sya d tilam. Bikin malu sma gerigitan sya sma mami. Bisuk sya xmau tulung dia kurung tu anak2 ayam dia tu. Sya marah sdri dlm bilik. Another night I was sleeping in a bad mood!

Awal pg lg sya bgn. Terus sya turun p sungai. Sya cuci2 muka. Punya sajuk. Lepas tu sya duduk2 ats batu smbl main2 tu air.

'Hurmmm..' Sya pejam mata smbl hela nfs pnjg. Apa dia buat sini? Mami malah suka dia. Mana dia tau kg sya? Campin juga dia cari. Dia minta petunjuk dri team koruk mangkali. Sya rindu tp sya takut mau mengiyakan. Malar hati sya menafikan.

Buk! Buk! Buk! Sya umban2 batu2 kecil dlm air sungai. Sesekali sya umban ats permukaan air. Tus tu batu melompat-lompat dua tiga kali sblm tenggelam dlm air.

'Bell, sya fhm kalau kau xdpt terima Don semula. Takkan semudah itu juga kau mau kasi lupa c Liam kan? Bukan kau cinta mati sma dia ka?' Terngiang2 conversation sya sma Sophie. Silaka c Sophie, smpt lg. Cinta mati, ayat itu bah.

'Xtaulah Fiee. Sya buntu. Dluah mati ibu, dtelan mati bapa. Sya bkn xsyg dia sdh tp..'
'Tp apa lg Bell? Ego juga kau ni kan..'  Nada suara Sophie xpuas hati.
'Bukan begitu. Hati sya berbelah bagi. Sya cuba stay, tp Iam xbg peluang. Sya xtahan sdh balik2 sakit hti ja sya dpt. Ya, I stil love him.' Sya mengaku jga dlm keterpaksaan. Kalau lelaki ego, perempuan pn ada ego juga.
'Bell, sya xdpt tulung kau buat keputusan. Kau ja tu yg buli buat. Apapn I hope u make the best choice.' Sophie tepuk2 tgn sya. I love that Sophie always support me and listen to me.
'Thanks Fiee.' Sya cuba senyum. Wajah Iam n Owen silih berganti mengisi ruang fikiran sya. I love them both, very much up until now.

'Bella..' Sya masih fkr itu suara Sophie. Sya biar. Tiba2 ada tgn melingkar d pinggang sya. Terkejut sya. Xsmpt sya elak.
'Bella, I am so sorry. I was wrong.' Makin sya mo meronta,makin dia kasi kuat tu pelukan dia. Desah nafas dia kedengaran d telinga sya.
'If u come here just to making fun of me, u can go back Iam.' Sya copy paste balik dialog dia dlu sma sya.
'Bella, jgn bgni. I am sincere to apologize. I miss u, I love u. Perasaan sya lngsg xberubah. I just too angry last time. Please, give me one more chance. Dont u feel me too?' Now, dont u feel me too Iam? Bila sya merayu mau bela dri. U didn't trust me at all!

'Emily is always waiting for u. I ask u to let me go. You the one asking for that. I already begged u to let me go. Apalg yg sya perlu buat spya kau xkasi sakit hati sya lg? Sya xmampu bela diri, I dont have a proof to prove I am innocent.' Sya kasi keluar semua apa yg sya simpan selama ini. Dia fkr dia seja yg terluka?! He totally wrong. Kalaulah dia tau jalan yg sya lalui pn bnyk duri yg tersembunyi.
'Please Bella. I said I am wrong. I am too jelaous and too stupid to realize thats all Emily's doing. Now, I know. Thats y I came all the way here. Lets go back together sweety..' Dia kasi lerai pelukan. Dia kasi pusing sya mghadap dia. Mengalir lg air mata sya. Why he takes so long to found out I wasnt lie? When I said its a misunderstood, he shud trust me in the first place.
'Idiot! You r really an idiot!' Sya tumbuk2 lg dada dia. Air mata sya xtertahan sdh mo keluar. Sya rindu dia dlm marah.
'I know. Thats y I come to get u back. Hit me as u wish.' Iam berserah seja. Kalau sya r***l dia pn kali dia xkisah tu hahaha Buduh!
'I miss you!' At last I cant longer hold my feeling anymore. Sya peluk dia. He even hug me tight. Dia cium2 kpla sma dahi sya. Down to my lips. We kissed gently for a long. Sungguh rindu kmi bertamu lg. Sungguh rasa cinta kmi masi teguh, seteguh karang. Kalau sya terus ikutkan ego, sya harus bersedia untk terus menderita. Smlm jual mahal skit, ri ni ada diskaun as he really sincere to apologize and come all the way here too. Surprised and impressive. Btl2 sya xsngka dia dtg cri sya d dsini. Nti sya tnya how he know I am here.

Sama2 kmi duduk d atas batu. Sya lentok kpla sya d bahu Iam. Iam rangkul bahu sya. Tgn kiri dia genggam tgn sya. Kmi mcm tu merpati dua sejoli sdh balik. Senyum2 sya tingu tu burung cip2 d dahan pokok. Bagaikan turut tumpang gembira dgn kebahagiaan kami yg kmbli bersinar. Kdg2 sinar mentari dilindungi awan2 yg berarak tebal. Tp pasti suatu masa, awan2 tu pasti berlalu.

'I am sorry that I came late, Owen..'
'Kenapa Owen?' Xsabar sya mau tau. Xsdp hati sya terus. I am too negative.
'Owen sakit, demam. Banyak hari dia meracau. He keep on looking for u.' Terus sya dongak tingu Iam. Sya duduk dgn posture tegak. It can be Emily. She is Owen real mother.
'Emily..'
'She never care. I tried to ask her to come but she never came. I was stupid to believe her act and what she done to u.' Iam tarik nafas dlm. Sya pndg air muka dia yg suram. Betullah kata Lonad. I just realized, wajah Iam sdh ditumbuhi jambang2 nipis. We both in deep pain.

Emily mimang btl2 cilaka. Dia dtg merayu dgn sya kunun mau berbaik sma Owen. Taik palat btl tu lidah dia. Lidah bercabang. She dont deserve to have Owen. I dont really understand WHY she dont even care her own baby. Dia kasi hancur hubungan sya dgn Iam. She got the chance untk ambl hti Owen tp rupanya ckp dia xserupa bikin. Wait my sweet revenge Emily! We will meet soon, so soon.

'I believe, mum that Owen call for is u, Bella.' Dia genggam tgn sya. Punya kasian Owen. I feel want to cry. Sya dpt imagine how suffer that budak tua. Poor my little boy!
'I am sorry that I am not with u and Owen..'
'Shhh! Not ur fault Bella. The fault is mine. I tortured ur heart. I betrayed our promise.' Dia letak jri telunjuk d bbr sya. Then dia tarik balik sya dlm pelukan dia.
'I am sorry too. If I told u I am meeting with her, things wont be so complicated.' Sya pn say sorry juga.
'Is ok honey. I am here now. I love u more.' Bisik Iam lembut d tlnga sya.
'I love u too.' Sya balas ucapan cinta Iam. Kiss, kissess and kissed. Manis baitu chocolate Kisses. Kami tenggelam dlm gelora asmara yg xbertepi.

Now, everything back to basic. Back to normal as we are bfore. Love is in the air!