Destiny

Beachy Windy Kissess

Susah mo kasi faham n explain sma budak 5thn hal2 org dewasa ni. Biarpun sya rasa Owen kdg2 bfkr mcm org dwsa tp memandangkan umur dia yg masi setahun jagung pn belum biarlah. Let him enjoy his kids world happily. Let him draw the rainbow in his kids book before he really grown up.

'Owen, promise to mum. Remember, without Owen real mum we both also never ever meet. Mum know, Owen is a good boy.' Sempat ingatan sya singgah msa sya kasi calm down Owen. Sya cuit2 pp dia.
'Okay mum.' Jawapan dia tu ketara btl dia xikhlas. Xapala, Owen masi kecil, mgkn satu hari nnti dia akn fhm. Dia tunduk ja. Sya usap2 ja kpla dia lembut. How I wish, I am his real mother too. I’ll try my best as I already given this opportunity to do so. 

Everything back to normal. Sng hati sya tingu Owen lumpat2 sdh kegembiraan. Mr Liam bawa kmi pg jalan2 picnic sana pantai. Sya nmpk few family pn picnic2 juga. The place that I always love. The beach, the windy day and the smell of ocean. How fresh!

Sya bawa ja juice with ice cube untk kasi sejuk tekak mana tau matahari makin terik. I bring some slice fruits and kimbap. Paling sng mau buat sma mau bawa itu sushi Korea, simple filling already good enough. Owen love it so much! Sengaja sya kasi size xxxs spya satu kali ja masuk dlm mulut. Kamurang mau bljr buat ka? Sya minta ajar c Eva ni buat..

'Owen dont go so far, be careful.' Sya teriak kecil dlm nada yg lembut. Owen lambai2 ja kasi sign ok. Deiii kici2 lg pndi sdh dia mengurat tu budak perempuan kici. Sana dia buat istana pasir sama budak perempuan cumil kana tocang dua tu rmbt dia. Her mum just look at me and smile. I smile to her back. Family things! Happiness is evrywhere.
'Thank u honey.' Ular hensem melingkar lg d pinggang sya dri blkg. Dia p sisip rmbt sya d tlnga yg melambai2 dtiup angin sepoi2 bhsa tus kana muka dia.
'For what?' Sya lirik dia dari tepi ja. Lebar tu senyuman dia. Sempat lg dia kiss lips sya sesaat. I am in a garden of Eden, now.
'For come to my life, for everything.' Dia lentok dagu dia d bahu sya.
‘Thanks for loving me back.’ Sya pigang dua2 tgn dia yg melingkar d pinggang sya. I don’t want this moment end. Kalaulah msa itu boleh berhenti. I am start to scared for tomorrow. Esok itu misteri, xsiapa yg tau. Please be positive, Issabella!
‘You pergi tgk Owenlah, I’ll prepare the food here.’ Sya lerai tangan Mr Liam dri pinggang sya.
‘Oh not now..thats too fast..’ Kan apa sya bilang kalau dia sdh mula, gula2 berjatuhan dari langit. Dia kasi kamas2 anak2 rmbt sya d tepi2 muka sya. I smile in happiness. Bunga2 cinta mekar penuh berkembang-kembang.  
‘We still have plenty of time, baby..’
‘Baby? Hmmmm baby..’ Dia tingu sya then palan2 tgn dia pigang pinggang sya,  dia tarik sya balik dlm pelukannya. Okay, I think I cant run away anymore.
‘Now what?’ Sya ampai tgn sya d bahu dia sdh.
Dia senyum sambil tarik lg rapat bdn sya. Dada kami bersentuhan. We breath out together. Slowy, he pull my head. Right now, his lips already on my lips. Sya pejam mata. Feeling his loving kiss. Gentle and soft.

‘Mum!’ Sya rasa hujung baju sya kana tarik2. Sya buka mata, terus otomatik sya tulak  bdn Mr Liam. Skit dia terjatuh. Sorry baby, spontaneous reaction! Sya tingu belakang, Owen with a little cutie girls. Amboi! Girlfren ke Owen? Capat juga dia pancing ni. Such a good bait! Tengoklah gen siapa kan..
‘Ehem!’ Mr Liam berdehem kecil smbl tingu tmpt lain. Malu kali dia budak2 cumil ni nmpk kmi kissing2 so in love. Merah juga skitlah pp sya. Kalau Owen, mgkn ok skit, tp ni ada lg anak org yg xkurang cumil. Kacau daun betul dorang ni.
‘Yes, my little boy. Anything?’  Sya duduk membongkok sdh. Sya pura2 xnmpk sdh Mr Liam. I saw him going somewhere, mcm p toilet. Sorry baby, ur real baby is here!
‘I am thirsty, Tania too..’ Oh jd budak perempuan ni Tania pla nama dia. Beautiful name mcm orgnya juga. She is look like half-blood princess. Baka kacukan yg sgt menjadi. Beautiful! Senyum2 malu c Tania. Melambai2 tu rmbt tocang dua dia. Sya tgk2 sekeliling, xnmpk sdh mama dia td. Owen, u have a big responsible. Jaga anak org bukan sng oh..
‘Here..’ Sya p tuang air dlm gelas untk budak2 tu.
‘Thanks mum.’ Owen minum habis terus satu gelas. Nmpk btl dia haus. Itulah dri td sana d pantai main2. Nasib windy xberapa panas.
‘Thank u aunty.’ Cute ja c Tania sya tgk msa dia hulur balik tu gelas sma sya. Merah2 sdh tu pp dia, kena panas. Mau2 sunburn sdh tu. She is too fair jd ketara sgt tu merah2 mcm blusher.
‘You’re welcome kiddo.’ Sya gusuk2 kpla dorg.