Destiny

The Virus of Don

Gara2 Don memunculkan diri drumah sya, demam terus sya. sakit sendi2 tulang sya mcm kana denggi. kepala sya berdenyut2. Mcm Don bawa virus pula, tus sya kana jangkit. mcm logik jugalah. Virus cinta! Nasiblah boss kasi sya sick leave juga, cinta hati kan hahaha what an advantage if the boss is ur love but I know the limit. bukan pla sya minta jd bgni, xorg yg suka sakit. so do I. entah kenapa tindak bls antibody sya tiba2 turun d tahap 0 lepas nmpk Don. btl2 pembawa virus c Don ni tau..

Paling kasianlah Mr Liam. Dia berkeras mau teman sya pdahal balik2 sya ckp sya ok. sya mingkuluput ja dlm selimut. sya rasa bersalah lg sma dia. About Don and trouble him today. gara2 sya dia xdpt p kerja, sya dgr2 dri td dia ispeaking Mandarin d fon, bnyk btl peminat dia ni tp sya rasa dia reject call saja. his fon keep on ringing tp dua tiga call seja dia jwb..

'U pulanglah dlu. I am ok..' sya ckp dri dlm selimut ja. mau2 banjir sdh tu mata sya. jangan nangis Issabella, bida tu muka kau..
'Bella, jgn bgtu. let me stay to accompany u. takkan sya pn kau mau halau juga..' Ayat terakhir dia tu mcm ada mksd tersirat..tp sya xmood mo tnya.
'Sya ok jga ni. baliklah dlu..' Mcm udang bah sya dlm selimut, berkulut.
'Thats how u said u can handle urself? mau bgn pn xlarat..' Pandai juga membebel pla ni lelaki bilang hti sya. terharu juga sya dia sggp teman sya tp dia xpdli tu koruk sya juga tu. nti Loca sma Lola kebulur lagi. masa2 kecederaan bgni ada lg sya tfkr koruk sya, one of my priority kalo drumah..

Mr Liam p tarik sdh tu selimut sya. sya tutup muka sya pakai tgn. Sya diam ja. Dia baring d sblh sya. dia peluk sya dri blkg, dia kiss bahu sya. terharu sma rasa bsalah sya bertimpa2. air mata sya mengalir lg biarpn sya berabis sdh tahan, I dont wana cry. nga beginilah kalau sya sakit. cengeng btl. ask me how I feel, I will cried like the the river flowing non stop..

'Sudahlah tu ngs. nti tmbh sakit. xnampak sdh ur eyes. xlawa sdh.' Mr Liam usap2 rmbt sya.
'So u dont want me anymore?' suara sya tenggelam timbul. sya meronta mau lepas dlm pelukan dia tp makin kuat pla dia peluk sya. smpt lg sya mau merajuk 7 saat.
'Who says? jgn fkr bukan2 dear. if I dont want u anymore then I wont be here for u.' Ada btlnya juga apa yg dia ckp. Dia lgsg xtnya pun kenapa sya jd bgni. Sya lap2 air mata sya lg. Masi lg sya membelakang Mr Liam. I am sorry Iam bilang tu hati sya.
'Dont u wana know?' Sya pla yg curious kanapa dia xtnya apa2pn. mgkn kalau org lain mcm tu bara api kana tiup angin sdh terus marak. tp Mr Liam cool seja. Dont he curious?
'Tell me when u r ready.' As expected, jwpn yg matang. Makin sendat dada sya. I feel I am the bad person! yes, I am! sya mau dia marah sya tp kana syg2 lg adalah.
'I am sorry. I love u.' Sya pusing menghdp dia sdh. sya kasi benam muka sya d dada dia. How I feel safe so close to his heart. I can hear his heart beat inside.
'I love u always, Bella. no less but always..' Dia kiss ubun2 sya. I feel so loved.

'Maybe u shud go.. nanti Owen cari u mcm mana?' Sya xbuli juga pentingkn dri. I am adult, Owen just a kid.
'Owen ok ja tu..he know his dad is working. but I think he will look for u more than me.' Yg ini sya akun, manja Owen dgn sya lbh dri bapa dia. I feel like I am his real mother already. I knew, Emily is his real mother which is cant be replaced by anyone.
'Then the office..' Sya xmau kerja dia terganggu sebab sya. Another way!
'Is ok, Lucy there. evrything gonna be allrigt. we have Mrs Lonad there too..' Terketawa sya dgr nama Lonad Lonada. Okay! I just give Lonad new name. Now, I run out of idea. Hbs sdh idea sya mo halau dia. Talking about Don pun buat kpla sya berdenyut sdh. I will tell evrything to him after I feel better.
'Do u still want to sent me away?' Dia usap2 pipi sya.
'Yes..I mean no.' Tersasul sasul lg sya. Dua hati juga sya, I wana be alone for a while but still I wana be with him too.

Perasaan sya ok2 sdh skit. tp bdn sya masi lemah. xsgka btl pertemuan mengejut sya sma Don beri kesan mendalam dgn sya. Nasib ada doktor cinta.

'Cry only on my shoulder. remember tat, dont do it to other man..' Mcm sya tergigit lada dgr dia ckp bgtu. Pedas..
'I will..' Sya bilang ja pdahal sya mcm xyakin sdh dgn apa yg sya ckp. U better be Issabella!
'Thats my girl.' Dia kiss lips sya sekejap. Then dia kasi rapat balik muka sya d dada dia. Sya peluk dia. Sya pejam mata.
'I am sorry Iam, I couldn't tell u now.' Kata2 itu tersekat d halkum sya ja.

Bahang demam sya buat sya rasa xselesa balik, mau tertdr lg mata sya. Lemas.

'How nice to cuddle wit my dear..' Sayup2 ja suara Mr Liam sya dgr sblm fikiran sya mati dan gelap.

Petangnya sya terbangun. pnya lama sya tertidur. sya rasa dahi sya dgn tpk tgn sya, xterlalu panas sdh. sya rasa blkg sya mcm bpeluh skit sdh. I guess I am feeling better now. Sya bangun, sya tingu sblh sya, sekeliling sya. Where is Iam?

Sya tarik tepi tu selimut sya. sya duduk d birai katil kijap, mcm kpla sya masi lg berdenyut sikit. Sya pejam mata, sya raup muka sya. Palan2 sya berdiri, terus sya p bathroom cuci muka.

Sya tingu2 d living room x orang. Mgkn dia pulang sdh sya bilang. Sya p mija, sya nmpk d akuarium ada sticky note kana tampal. On the spot I knew its him. Mau juga dia lakat bah sana d akuarium. mentang2 geng koruk the TRIO L, sya tingu dlm akuarium, smpt lg dia kasi geng dia mkn ah..

Bella,
I need to go, urgent matter happen at office. I will be back later. Makan tu bubur, I cook with <3 get well <3 more <3

Iam.

Tersenyum sya mcm tu kerang busuk bca tu <3 note Mr Liam. Sya cubuk2 dlm tudung saji ada  tupperware bulat d dlm. Bubur <3 Mr Liam laitu. Sya kasi panas then sya makan. Sedap! He is a great chef. atau mimang sdp kaitu kalau c cinta yg masak? Jawab dan bincangkan (20 markah) hahaha

Iam Vs Don. Doctor cinta Vs virus cinta siapa lg hebat? muka dorg dua silih berganti limpas2 d minda sya.

Iam the one unlocked my heart with love. I think he know something but he still act cool like nothing. How cool!

While Don break my heart with pain and claimed he will reveal the truth. What kind of truth? How secretive! Sya pn xtau. Rasa ingin tahu sya meluap2 pla skg. Sya xpdli sdh tu kpla sya yg berdenyut mencucuk-cucuk sel2 otak sya.

I need to know it! Sophie, only she can tell me the truth I was curious for..