Destiny

The Broken of The Promise

Sya menggeliat kecil. I think I have a long dreams. Sya peluk kuat tu bntl peluk. Errkkk tis is not a pillow! I think a human. Laju sya buka mata. Yes! He is sleep next to me. Otomatik sya tingu bju sya, I am still in my dress.

Laju2 sya bgn. Sya tingu tu muka dia. No, no, no! Why him? Again and again?! How could tis happened?! Sya pigang kpla sya. Last sya ingat, ada perempuan tertumpah makanan d bju sya then sya p toilet. Thats it! Sya jd cemas. I have no idea how I end up here. Now, Im in a room in the hotel I guess. But, why is always have to be him? Sya raup rmbt p blkg.

'Don, wake up! WHY we r here?' Sya guyang2 bahu Don. Menggeletar slrh bdn sya. Sya cemas dan bingung.
'Errhhh..' Don xmau bgn. Mcm dia pn kesiukan btl tdr. Damn u Don! Sya mau panik separuh mati sdh dia masi lg ada hti mau tdr.
'Don!!!' Sya teriak smbl pukul bahu dia kuat. Terbgn terus dia. Cepat tu kpla dia pusing tgk sya. Basar mata dia. Mcm mo tersembul keluar ja.
'Bell?!' Berteriak kecil juga c Don. Dia tingu sya n tingu sekeliling. Look like he also dont know why he is with me now. Kami sma2 blur.
'Where we are?' Dia raup muka dia balik2.
'I dont know, hotel maybe.' Sya agak2 ja.
'What?!' Terbeliak lg mata dia. Sya buli nmpk even Don try hard to get me I dont think he will do something like tis.
'You not doing anything to me kan?' Sya pandang Don lg. We both are still fully dressed.
'How do I know tat? Maybe not maybe yes.' Sumbing tu senyuman dia. Dia kasi dkt kpla dia d muka sya.
'Stop it Don!' Sya tulak kpla dia. My head about to burst. Sempat lg dia main2 bgtu.
'Sya main2 seja bah Bell. I am sorry, I also dont know why I am here with u. Trust me once.' Don serius sdh.
'I also have no idea, last thing I remember, I was with Emily.' Sya kasitau ja Don, apa yg sya tfkr.
'Way..way..wait, Emily?! I think I heard that name bfore. I think I also meet her last night. I thought it was u. You said u change ur mind..'
'Crazy! Thats not me Don! How could u dont even recognize the real me.' Sya tulak dada Don. Now I know, ini semua gara2 Emily. She planned it properly. Shit!
'Kijap Bell, let me think..' Don pigang kpla dia. He try hard to think.
'Don we need to leave!' Sya mau bdri sdh. Sya xbuli bgni, akn mengundang salh fhm. Sya mimang xfkr bgtu tp org xkn fkr sebgmana yg sya fkr.
'Aargh!' Don merengus kasar smbl kasi surugau rmbt dia. I think he also still cant remember well. Then dia buka bju dia. Gilakah?!
'Don wat u doing? Put u shirt on, now! I will leave!' Awkward terus sya tingu dia buat bgtu. Apa bah c Landon ni cuba buat, bikin tmbh perasaan seram dlm hti sya.
'I am hot, I need to wash..' Dia ambl tu tuala dlm loker terus dia pg masuk dlm bathroom. He still hve time to wash in tis kind of situation?! Silaka btl c Don ni. Sya menyumpah sdh dlm hti.

Tok! Tokk!! Tokkk!!! Tiba2 ja pintu bilik kana ketuk. Now what? Makin lg sya cemas.
'Bella! Open this door.' Sayup2 suara org pggl nma sya dri luar. Siapa? How they know I am here? Sama nama kali dlm hti sya. Pdahal sya mundar mandir sdh smbl gigit jari. Sya pasti ketukan pintu tu d bilik sya n Don kana buang tnpa kmi sdr. Angkara siapa pn sya xtau. This is really insane. Its drive me nuts!

Bang! Bangg!! Banggg!!! Tu pintu mcm kana tulak bahu kuat2. Sya xbrni mau buka. Iam? Sya mula teringat Iam. Kalau dia nmpk situasi ini, mst dia salah faham. Amarah dia psti membuak2 mcm magma yg menggelegak.

'Bellaaa!!!! I said open this door! I know u r inside!!' God! Jelas sya dgr tu suara. Iam! No! Sya mau menangs sdh. I am with Don now. What shud I do?! I have no where to run. Mcm mana pla Iam tiba2 d sini ni? Tidaaakk!!!

Take a deep breath and calm down Issabella! I close my eyes, I sense bad things will hapenned.

Bergegar2 tgn sya pulas tu pemegang pintu. Bru skit sya buka kana tulak luas sdh tu pintu dri luar. Tertolak sya d blkg. Iam! Muka dia mcm tu serigala tgh memburu anak Coyotite. Merah tu muka dia, marah. Yg paling marah sya pernah nmpk.

Emily! D blkg dia Emily tersenyum mcm yg bru dmahkotakan sbg ratu. Punya membara hati sya tgk muka dia. Sinis btl air muka sma senyuman dia. 'Goodbye Issabella' her face telling me that words. Dia peluk tubuh ja d luar jd pemerhati. Mau ja sya timbak dia kalau ada gun msa tu. B***h!!! She is really f*****g shit!

'Iam, I..I..I..can explain this..' Bergetar bbr sya bckp. Begagar slrh bdn sya. Iam tulak sya d tepi ja. Dia tingu2 sekeliling.
'Then explain it now, Bella!' Dia tunjuk tu baju Don ats katil. Don lg satu, btl2 bikin s**l hdp sya. Xhabis2 dia kasi masalah jiwa.
'Iam, this not wat u think..' Sya paut lengan dia. Berkaca2 sdh mata sya.
'Bell, apa bising2 ni?' Don keluar hnya dgn slr dia smbl lap2 rmbt dia dgn tuala.

Gerakan dia terhenti bila dia sdr Iam tgk dia tajam. Sya pndg Don berharap dia kasitau semua ni salah faham ja. Angkara perempuan puaka yg sdg tersenyum menang, Emily. It was Emily! Sya yakin semua ni gara2 Emily. Dia ja yg suka cari pasal sma sya. Rival, my rival!

'Kurang ajar!!!' Laju Iam acu penumbuk p muka Don. Don smpt tahan. Bertulak2 lg dorang. Again! Bergegar2 lg bdn dorg marah. Sya menangis sdh. Lemah lutut sya berhadapan dgn semua ni.
'You know kan she is mine!' Sya dgr Iam tekan suara dia.
'She come to me, I didn't do anything.' What??!!! Terputus terus tu tangkai hati sya, kana cantas2 ulang kali. How could u Don.

Dada sya mcm kana tikam samurai tembus terus d blkg. Sya jatuh terduduk. Don why u do this to me? Thats not I want to hear! You use me Don!

Bukk! The winner is Iam. Don terundur d blkg. Dia pigang tepi bbr dia yg terkena tmbkn padu Mr Liam. Pecah n berdarah skit.

'And you..' Dia renung sya tajam smbl tunjuk sya. Iam no! I have enough of all this.
'Iam! No,semua ni salah faham. Please believe me..' Laju sya merangkak dkt Iam. Sya pigang kaki Iam.
'Let me go!!' Kasar suara Iam. Mengongoi sdh sya ngs. Berjurai2 air mata sya, mengalir tnpa henti. Sakitnya hati teraniaya hnya Tuhan yg tau.
'Please Iam! Listen to me first..' Sya masih cuba untk merayu, mana tau dia lembut hati.
'Apalgi kau mau?! U come to him kan.You r no different Bella, you r just the same s**t women out there!' Terlepas tu tgn sya bila dia ckp bgtu. Hina sgtkah sya?! Mcm mana sya mau bela dri. He dont even want to hear my explanation. Sampai hti dia ckp sya bgtu. You shud know better Iam, I am not!

Terus Iam jln seja kasi tggl sya. Langsung dia xtoleh pun. Sya rasa kana pancung ja msa dia berlalu bgtu. Hati sya btl2 terkesan tp sya xmampu meyakinkan Iam. He trust Emily instead of me and blinded by her trick. Emily smpt tersenyum menang. She walk arrogantly in her cat walk. Damn u Emily! You will get a sweet revenge from me soon! Mark my words!

Setakat itu sajakah cinta Iam utk sya? Sedalam tu jakah kepercayaan Iam untk sya?! Janji2 dia terngiang2 jelas d tlnga sya. Now we hurt, and he leave me like this. He said to stay each other but he leave me in the end. Jiwa sya hmpr mati dia kasi tggl sya bgni. Seoalah2 sya dgntg xbertali.

'Aaaaarrrggghh!' Sya meraung dlm tangisan. Sya tekup muka dlm tangisan yg kedengaran.

Sya teringat beachy windy kisses kmi beberapa hri yg lepas, evry sweet moment kami menari2 d minda sya. How come Iam can forget it in a second?! Sya tumbuk2 dada sdri smbl meraung2 nangis. Untk kali ni sya kalah. Air mata sya mengalir deras mcm tu sg Padas sdh. No words can expressed my feeling right now. The pain is too deep. Sya rasa mcm tu merpatih putih yg kepatahan sayap.

'Bell. Is ok, I am here.' Don peluk bahu sya. Dia kasi rapat kpla sya d dada dia. Sya xmampu mau mlwn balik. Seluruh bdn sya lemas. Sya hanya mampu menangis xberlagu. Basah melecun tu dada Don kana hujan air mata sya.
'Why Don?... Why?' Sya tumbuk2 dada Don pdahal sya rasa tulang belulang sya msa tu btl2 lembut, lemas n longlai. Seperti tulang sya hncur lebur sebgaimana hati sya hancur berkeping2 kana ampas2 d batu.
'I am sorry Bell. I am here. No worry..' Makin erat Don peluk sya. Dia kiss2 kpla sya, kasi calm down sya. Sya mau Iam, bukan kau Don. Kalaulah sya mampu luahkan kata2 tu. Tp mau bckp pn sya xtenaga sdh. Semua kata2 sya tersekat sampai d halkum ja.

Are we breaking up? Sya teringat gaya Iam kemarin, mcm yg itula kali terakhir kmi akn jumpa. Xpernah dia act bgtu, pggl2 nama sya dgn cra bgtu. The kiss, I dont feel it a goodbye kiss. It full of love, our love. Atau sya seja yg xmau terima kenytaan?! Probably..

I feel I am half dead now! Jangan kau ucap selamat tinggal, jangan d ucap selamat tinggal...