Destiny

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Mcm nervous pla sya mo jumpa Owen. Risau juga penerimaan dia mcm mana. Seminggu sdh kan sya xtunjuk muka sma dia. Kalau dia merajuk, konpomlah tpksa kasi tingu koruk drumah. Kalau itupn xkana reject.

'Jom!' Iam mo turun sdh.
'Wait..' Sya tahan tgn Mr Liam.
'Why?' Berkerut dahi Iam tingu sya.
'Mcm sya neves pla. Mcm mana kalau Owen benci sya?' Tiba2 sya pndi tfkr lain2. Mana tau Owen kasi tempias perasaan xpuas hati dia sma sya juga.
'Bellaaa, wat r u talking about?' Lembut tu suara Iam memujuk sya.
'I am just..'
'Just wat?' Dia xbg sya chance untk fkr benda2 pelik. As if..
'Worried. How if..'
'Shhh! No such things as u think Bella. You shud know how Owen love u. Dont u remember?' Ada btl juga kata2 Mr Liam. Sya pn xtau knapa sya risau. Stop thinking nonsense Issabella!
'Okay.' Sya akur. No more words, end of argument.
'Good girl! Lets go.' Iam sempat usap rmbt dpn sya.

Kami jln beriringan masuk. Sepi ja tu rumah. Parents Iam pn x. Jd siapa jaga Owen?

'Hi guys..' Sapa satu suara dri tangga atas. Sya dan Iam mendongak sama2. Sarra. Aunty Owen yg cumil. Ya, last sya nmpk dia masa birthday Owen. Tiba2 muka Don muncul d minda sya. I wonder if Sarra knew.
'Hi Sarra. How r u?' Sya balas pelukan dia.
'I am good. U?' I can sense she knew something. But she act just like nothing. Rasa bersalah pula sma Sarra. I will need to talk to her after this.
'I am good too.' Sya senyum.
'Owen mana?' Iam tertingu2 sana sini. Mencari kelibat Owen.
'D laman blkg. Mcm biasa, at his favourite place. I tried, but he so stubborn. Maybe Bella can persuade him.' Sarra menjuihkan bbr ke arah laman blkg. Terkandung nada putus asa dlm getar suaranya.

Sya pandang Iam. Iam raup rmbt. Dia ggt bbr sesaat. He must be worried. Kasian Owen slu jd mangsa keadaan. I am sorry Owen!
'You wanna go together?' Sya tarik lengan Iam. Dia angguk saja tanda setuju. Sarra tingu kami ja p jln d laman blkg.

The same scene. Owen with his jacket. Jacket yg sya kasi as a present. I know he need a hug. Sana dia d ayunan lg. Cara dia menenangkn dri laitu. As expected from the big little boy. Mau jatuh air mata sya tingu dia. Tgn kici yg mengayun buaian yg slu sya pigang2, i miss to hold them. Laju2 sya jln p dkt dia. Sya kasi tggl Iam ja d blkg.

'Owen..' Sya pggl Owen dgn nada suara rendah. Otomatik pandgn dia terus ke arah sya. Terkejut skit tu muka dia. Balik2 dia kedip mata. Kurus sdh sikit tu pp pau dia. Bru sembuh dri demam lg.
'Mumm..' Tp mcm yg xsuara dia keluar. Terus dia lumpat turun dri ayunan. Sya xtggu lama, sya terus dukung dia.
'Mum so sorry. Mum rindu Owen.' Air mata sya berguguran sdh. Sya peluk Owen ketat2.
'Where mum going? Mum not going to leave me again right?' Kuat dia peluk leher sya. Mcm mo sesak nafas sya ja. Sya teringat kali pertama kmi jumpa. He did the same things. Takut sya kasi tggl dia.
'No. Mum not going anywhere without Owen.' Sya kiss kiss kpla n his face. With love, all my heart. Terasa mama2 sdh sya.
'Janji?' Dia kasi keluar jri kelingking dia yg cumil. Pinky promise again! Mana lg dia belajar ni..
'Janji syg.' Sya ikut ja yg dia buat. Terubat sdh rindu sama ni budak tua. We hug again with a big smile.

'Ehem!' Mr Liam berdehem kecil. Okay, terlupa pla c daddy sana.
'Dad, mum is back.' Sya kasi turun dia. Skg dia mo manja2 pla sma dad dia.
'Yes. Mum will stay with us soon. So three of us can always together.' Iam kiss kpla Owen. Gulp! Sya tertelan air liur. Inda!  Inda! Sya yakin sya inda silap dingar ni (mcm itu Kupi2 FM pnya iklan). Apa mksd Iam? Terhenti tgn sya yg usap2 kpla Owen.
'Really? Dad going to mar..'
'We talk about it later.' Iam tekup mulut Owen. Apalg rencana ini anak beranak ni? Mar?? What mar?! I have no idea. Yg pasti bukan Kak Mar drama tv3 tu.
'Oppss! Sorry dad.' Owen tekup mulut dgn tgn. Comel.
'What r u guys talking about?' Sya angkt kening sblh. Sya tingu Iam dgn muka 10sen. Harap2 kana bg 50sen.
'No! No! No! No! Dont lie...' Aik dorg p nyanyi tu lagu Black Eyed Peas pula. Owen kasi guyang2 lg jri telunjuk dia. Mcm gaya c Lonad ni. Konpom Lonada yg ajar ni.