Destiny

Stay With Me

Even if he not asked me to stay, I will stay coz I am confident Iam will come to me.

'You shud know my feeling..' Sya masi teresak2 kcl d dada Iam. I know he even hurt.
'I know. I am sorry Bella. I am just too emotional. I cant imagine if u really go..' Iam usap2 kpla sya. Mau juga main tarik tali. Kalau cinta kata cinta, xjuga sya tertggu2 mcm pungguk rindukn bulan.
'You ok?' Sya lerai pelukan sdh. Iam lap sisa2 air mata sya. Sya usap2 pp dia. I look  evry inch of his face. Lebam sana sini sdh. Tepi bibir dia berdarah skit. Itulah tunjuk taiko kan.
'I am hurt very much here.' Dia letak tgn sya d dada dia.
'I know. Sorry Iam..' Sya bisik perlahan.
'Not ur fault.' Pertama kali sya nmpk semua sisi dlm dri Mr Liam mlm ni. I dont know he can be a gangster hahaha Juga pertama kali sya nmpk Don samseng bgtu. Buli sdh dorang apply masuk Mafia ni..
'Wait, seat here first..' Aikk skg ni sepa yg luka sya ka dia? Tp sya duduk ja.

I saw he picked up my heels. Sya tersenyum dlm haru. How come he still can manage to do tat in tis situation? Sya xsdr pn sya berkaki ayam sdh td, patutlah sya terasa pndk btl. Xpn sya ingt sdh mana sya tertggl kst sya.

'Here..' He kneel down then dia kasi pakai tu kst d kaki sya, dua2 kst sya.

Sya tingu ja stp gerak geri dia. I love the feeling. I am so touched! Mcm mana sya sggp mo kasi tggl dia kalau bgni? Mati pn sya xmau. Sempt lg dia hibur hti sya dlm keadaan dia plg sakit.

'Now u r my Cinderella..' Dia kucup tgn sya dua2. Mata sya hujan lg. Malar menangis c Issabella ni. Btl2 fragile..
'Iam, I love u.' Sya bilang dlm getaran d bbr. I wont never hide of my feeling to him anymore.
'I love u too Bella, always..' Kmi bdri berpelukan sekejap. Sya pndg muka dia lg. Sya sentuh tu tepi bbr dia.
'Awwuuch!' Mr Liam mengerang kesakitan. Laju sya kasi alih tgn sya. Itulah td bkn main hbt lg bertumbuk sgla. Nasib xbertarik rmbt tp ni women style ni hahaha
'Opss sorry. Itulah, tunjuk kuat kan..' Sya kasi main2 dia lg. Sya kasi grin face.
'For u I can do anything..' Huh! Lelaki suka btl kasi settle problems dgn kekasaran. Xbuli ka runding scra baik?
'Tp bukan bgni. Lets go inside, rawat ur luka dlu.' Sya paut lengan dia. Dia xmembantah, ikut ja mcm kerbau d cucuk hdg.
'All right mam!' Smpt sya ketawa. Kami jln beriringan masuk dlm rumah.

'Mana ur first aid?' Sya tingu2 d corner2 dlm tu living room. Mr Liam duduk d sofa sdh.
'There..' Dia tunjuk sana rak tv yg d aaaats. Mksdnya tggi yg susah sya mo gapai.
Sya jongket2 kaki sdh tp sya xdpt ambl. Another short girls problems. Sya cuba lg.
'Aaaarrrh!' Sya terjerit kecil. Tiba2 bdn sya floating in the air. Mr Liam angkat sya.
'Bah ambl cpt. I cant hold longer..' Sepa jga suruh bli rak yg tggi. Cpt2 sya ambl tu first aid box.
'Aaah put me down now.' Sya rasa mcm mo jth. Sempt lg baini kmi shooting drama sebabak Hindustan.
'What happened?' Mama Mr Liam turun dri tgga. Dia tingu2 kmi. Adui pnya sya malu.
Cepat2 sya kasi lps tgn Mr Liam yg pigang pinggang sya. Mr Liam mcm biasa xpandai malu.
'Iam what happened to ur face?' Cepat2 aunty Daisy dkt Mr Liam. Dia belek2 tu muka Mr Liam. Sya diam ja, sya letak tu first aid box ats mija. Sya buka then ambil tu cotton buds.
'Jatuh td..' Mr Liam berbohong. Nsb xorg lain perasan selain sya n Sarra.
'Are u sure? Where did u fall to? U ok kaini? Need go to clinic?' Punya bnyk soalan aunty Daisy. She look worried. Tua2 bgni Iam msi lg anak mama rupanya.
'Not too worry mum. I am ok. Luka skit ja ni, tersadung td d tgga terus jth..' Mr Liam tambah perisa lg, biar cukup rasa sdp d dgr. Padahal bru ja dia hbs sparing td.
Tp aunty pandang sya pla, mau minta confirmation. Mr Liam hint2 sya jan kestau, dia geleng2 kpla.
'Errr ya aunty, Iam tolong sya td tp dia pla yg jth..' Terjebak sdh sya jd rakan subahat Mr Liam. Sdhlah sya xpandai tipu hal2 bgni.
'Kmu dua ni lain mcm saja. Satu ckp trsdg jth tgga, satu lg bilang tlng tp jth. Then u luka mana x Bella?' Aunty Daisy tingu2 muka sya. Sya nmpk Mr Liam pigang2 dahi. Siou Iam, xpndi kio sya menipu. Gagal! Terpaksa ulang ni kalau ada exam.
'I am okay aunty. Hows Owen?' Tiba2 sya teringat Owen. Buli kasi alih2 po perhatian aunty Daisy. Ya, Owen tdr sdh mangkali. Sarra pn xsya nmpk. Mgkn dgn Don.
'He is sleeping. Mgkn esok2 oklah tu. Dia terkejut skit.' Pait tu senyuman aunty Daisy. Poor my baby Owen!
'I am sorry aunty. Kesian Owen. I also cant do anything.' Harap2 bisuk my baby tua ok sdh.
'Is ok Bella, bukan salh u. Then how about Emily?' Aunty Daisy tingu balik Mr Liam. Tersentak sya sesaat, hmpr2 terjatuh tu penutup botol Dettol dri tgn sya.
'I sent her away..' Mr Liam hntr dia pulang ka? Terjentik cemburu d hti sya.
'I asked her to go bck home, kalau x I wont give her chance to meet Owen again.' Dia sambung lg kata2 dia td.Kasian Owen, balik2 jd mangsa. Patutlah xnmpk Emily, balik sdh pla. Kalau x, jgn2 ada kmungkinan kmi pn bertarik rmbt. WWE female category.
'Hurmmm she shudnt come in the first place. Do u need mum help?' Dia usap2 bahu Iam.
'Is ok mum. Bella is here, will be okay..' Sya pn angguk2 ja.
'Bah then mum go upstairs dlu. Bella please take k of Iam.' Sempat lg mama Iam berpesan. If she not say it I will take k of him too.
'Sure aunty..' I nodded again bfore she left us alone.
'You cant lie..'
'Sorry. Mimang sya xpndi tipu. Bkn mcm u..' Sya sindir dia lg. Sya tekan2 lembut tu cotton buds yg sdh sya celup dgn air Dettol d stp luka2 kcl d muka dia.
'Ouch! Pedih..' Mr Liam tutup mata, berkerut sdh muka dia tahan sakit. Tadi msa bergusti xpla kesakitan.
'Tahan ja. Sakit skit ja ni.' Sya kasi sng hati dia.
'I prefer a kiss.' Dia snym nakal. Yg itu dia sukalah..
'Nah..' Sya kasi peek kiss d lips dia.
'Thats not fair. Gantung..' Sedih tu muka dia. Apa buli buat, he is the one ruined that opportunity. If u get wat I mean. Cant kiss hard, his lips is hurt. Luka pecah kana buku 5 the Don.

Terdetik juga d fikiran sya, is Don okay? I just concern as a frens, msa sya sakit he help me too. Not more than that. I thought we can be a good frens. I was wrong..

Lepas sya sapu ubat d luka2 kcl Mr Liam sya kms balik tu first aid. Sya letak d tepi ja.

'Here. Lay down on my lap.' Sya tepuk2 riba sya.
'I love to.' Mr Liam baring d riba sya. Dia pandg sya, sya pndg dia smbl usap2 pp dia. 'Sakit lg?'
'No! Coz u r here..' Dia raih tgn sya then dia kucup lmbt. Sya kiss dahi dia lama. He close his eyes. Sya usap2 kpla dia. Few second after dia baring mengiring sdh. I think he is sleeping. Panat gusti td kan, xterkira sdh berapa point dorang..

Tak! Sya dgr pemegang pintu kana pusing dri luar. Palan2 pintu kana buka. Siapa? Mcm dia xjd masuk. Lepas dlm beberapa minit bru kna buka balik tu pintu.

Sarra! Sya nmpk muka dia layu sdh. Penat btl sya nmpk dia. How pity!

'Hey Bell..' Dia duduk d dpn sya. Dia smpt lirik Iam yg mula lukis peta dunia sdh.
'Hey Sar. U ok?' Dia lentok kpla dia d sofa.
'I am ok. Just little bit tired. Iam? I think he is ok since he sleeping on ur lap.' Ya, I noticed how tired her expression.

Tersipu jga sya dgr Sarra ckp Iam bgtu. She is too straight forward.

Mau tnya ka x? Mau tnya ka x? Naluri sya bertingkah2. Tanya jalah, tnya ja pn. Sekadar ambil tahu kalau xmau peduli.

'Errr.. if u dont mind can I ask something?' Tergagap2 sya ckp. Sya ragu2 jga. Risau Sarra fkr lain2.
'I knew, Don love someone else. But I never know it was u. Kecil kan dunia ni..' Tersentap kijap hti sya. Sarra tau rupanya. 'Sorry Sarra, I dont know. But we are over.' Sya pndg Sarra dgn hrpn dia faham. I dont know her Don is the Don was mine once upon a time.
'Never mind Bella. I knew, its just one sided love from the start. Bertepuk sblh tgn xberbunyi kan..' I am impressed! Sarra so open, positive and cool! How strong she is. I adore her so much! Bukan mcm Emily, meroyan xtentu pasal bila kana reject.
'I hope he will open his heart for u.' Sya xtau mcm mana mau kasi sng hati Sarra. Sya sdri xsgka kmi brjumpa lg dlm keadaan bgni.
'Thanks Bella. Just remember my brother really love u, I never saw he act like this bfore even when he is with Emily back then. Sya naik dlulah. Tired n sleepy. Palan2 kau. U better wake him up..' Sarra bgn bdri smbl senyum. Dia tepuk2 mulutnya yg menguap ngantuk. Cute! Mcm Owen slu buat. The genetic is there, no wonder.
'Good night.' Sya pn snym kcl.
'Night.' Sarra angkt tgn then naik p ats.

Im not sure Sarra's words is a warning or just a reminder. Tp sya nekad. I will stand and protect what is preciously belong to me.

Lets do that Iam, lets stay TOGETHER even we hurt each other.