Sinner's Confessions (Montero Series # 2)

Chapter Seven

Chapter Seven

[Enna's POV]

"Mikho..." Nagising ako sa init ng hininga na tumama sa lips ko.

"Hmmm..." he groaned when I tried to untangle my body sa hands niya. I was sprawled like a flattened cat on top of him at sobrang hapdi ng mga privates ko.

"Araaayyy!!!" daing ko ng gumalaw muli ako.

"E-enna?" he muttered, his eyes blinking.

"Mahapdi..." mahinang sabi ko. Sobrang nanggigil na naman siya sa'kin kagabi. I lost count how many times he took me at nagpaubaya lang ako.

"Diyos ko, ano na naman ang nagawa ko?" he gasped and his eyes widened in shock nang makita niya ang nangyari sa bed. We're lying with our bodies coiled at the foot part of the bed. Isang ikot na lang malalaglag na kami. Natanggal na yung sheet ng kama at yung mga pillows lumipad na kung saan. Buti nga hindi nasira yung bed sa harsh ng pagkakauga kagabi.

He closed his eyes for a while as if trying to digest what he saw and then he held my back bago siya bumangon kasama ako. I bit my lips sa sakit ng katawan ko at nagkatinginan kami. Our privates were still touching at nag-iinit ang pisngi ko. I could feel his doggie.

"I'm sorry..." he softly said, sounding so regretful. Nainis ako sa sinabi niya.

"You mean what you did last night! Sa dami ng ginawa natin don't tell me na hindi mo sinadya iyon?!" I howled, hating that he makes me feel like what happened to us was a mistake. Ayokong isiping hindi niya ginusto iyon. Alam ko namang nag enjoy siya. He was too hard on me pa nga but I let him kasi I thought gusto niya iyon. I just want to please him. After what I did to him gusto kong bumawi sa kanya. And he have every right to me naman because he was already my husband!

"No, I did...not...no...It's just...I shouldn't have done what I did last night. Buntis ka. I should have been careful..." He pressed a hand to my bare belly and sighed.

"Alam ko namang napilitan ka lang magpakasal sa'kin. Let's call Mikey nalang and let's ask Tito Gretch na ipawalang bisa na ang kasal natin. I will carry this baby on my own. Maghahanap nalang ako ng trabaho para buhaying mag-isa ang baby ko!" I said, trying so hard to hold back my tears.

"Hindi tayo maghihiwalay at ako ang maghahanap ng trabaho para sa inyo ng anak natin, Enna. We may have not started like how normal couples should but I intend to keep this marriage for good.We said our vows at kasalanan sa Diyos ang hindi pagtupad sa sinumpaan natin." He exclaimed and shook his head. "I just want you to guard yourself from me. Hindi ko alam kung ano ulit ang pwede kong gawin sa'yo." He held my eyes. "I'm sorry."

Tumulis ang nguso ko at inirapan ko siya. Inalis ko ang tingin ko sa kanya pero I did not move to get away from him naman.

"Enna...I'm sorry, okay? Nandito na tayo. Hindi ko naman kayo pwedeng talikuran. I've already gave up everything. Might as well make the most of this."

"You made it sound like you regret what happened last night lang kasi. I let you kasi akala ko gusto mo..." napatitig muli ako sa kanya. "G-gusto ko naman yung nangyari so there's no reason to say sorry."

He exhaled sharply. " I do, too. And I'm so ashamed of you dahil nagawa ko ulit ang ginawa ko sa'yo noon,"he sincerely said and I felt his fingers brush to my neck pababa sa chest ko. "God... I did these..." nanginig niyang sabi.

Napababa ang tingin ko doon. I have hickeys all over my shoulders, sa chest ko...At yung nipples ko, sobrang red dahil sa pamamaga. May mga bruises rin ako sa magkabilang braso but they're light lang naman. Pinigilan kong mapangiti nang maalala kong bakit ako nagkaroon ng mga ganito. Unlike last time, tandang tanda ko ang nangyari kagabi. Kung saan dumaan ang mga halik at haplos niya. Kung pa'no akong tumugon at nagpaubaya sa kanya. At kung pa'no siyang nawalan ng inhibisyon kagabi. Mikho may looked like your goody two shoe guy but he was really wild in bed. Kaya nga ako nagkaroon ng laceration last time eh. His doggie wasn't only big beyond standard--sobra talaga siya kung manggigil. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang isipin if he was always like this sa mga past customers niya.