Sinner's Confessions (Montero Series # 2)

Chapter Twenty-Two

Life isn't perfect. Regardless of how much we want ourlives to be perfect sometimes there are situations na nagiging biktima tayo ng imperfection sa mundong ito. The world isn't perfect, so as we. The only perfect and absolute in this world is God. I won't take back what I've written because it's how this story's supposed to go. I want to give you a flawed character, a flawed plot and a flawed story. I won't force everyone to read and like this story dahil alam ko kanya-kanya tayo ng gusto. I may not have all the knowledge and experience in this world to write the best stories, but I know one thing, and that is to write. I write to tell stories. I write to share. And I write to express.

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Chapter Twenty-two

[Enna's POV]

"Palangga? Hindi ka pa ba tapos?" Mikho was worriedly knocking the bathroom door pero hindi pa kasi ako tapos. I want to get rid of Ashton's touch. Bakit hindi sila matanggal? Kanina pa ako nag i-scrub pero ayaw matanggal.

My tear fell habang kinuskos ko ng kinuskos ang balat ko until there were already scratches in my skin. I can't do it with Mikho. Bakit hindi ko kaya?

"Enna?!"

Napaatras ako ng bigla bumungad si Mikho sa harap ko. I was naked kaya tinakpan ko ang katawan ko. I can't even looked at him in the eyes.

"Palangga, ako ito," he said when I tried to hug my own body. Lumapit siya at niyakap ako ng mahigpit. "It's me, palangga...ssshhh... " he kissed and carressed my hair.

"Ayoko nito...bakit ganito..." I started to scrub my skin again but he stopped my hands. Hinila ko iyon mula sa kanya but he held it still and brought them to his face.

"Look at me, Enna..."

I pursed my lips to keep myself from sobbing. Pinilit ko muling tingnan ang hubby ko. Namumula ang mga mata niya. I knew he had been crying.

"Do you still see me as I am?" he brought my shaking hands to his lips.

I nodded my head and try to take hold of my sob. "I'm sorry..."

"Stop saying sorry, palangga. Wala kang kasalanan..." he dried my tears and kissed each of my eyes. I tried to breath in when his kiss reached my nose hanggang umabot iyon sa labi ko. He gave me a gentle kiss, pinilit kong inalis sa isip ko ang mga masasamang imahe pero ang hirap. Humagulhol muli ako and my hubby pulled to hug me again. He soothingly ran his hands on my back hanggang sa kumalma ako. Pagkatapos ay maingat niyang tinuyo ang body ko with towel and he helped me get dress. Pinigilan ko nang umiyak kasi sobrang sakit na nakikita kong tahimik na umiiyak ang hubby ko habang binibihisan niya ako.

I TRIED to close my eyes. My hubby's behind me at nakahilig ako sa dibdib niya. I was counting his heartbeat habang nilalaro ko yung kamay namin. I don't want to think about anything else but us. Sobrang miss na miss ko na siya pero 'di ko kaya. I felt like I'm not used to this body anymore. My body only knows his touch pero ngayon bakit ganito?

"Palangga..." bulong niya

"Uhmm bakit?" tanong ko.

"May ibibigay ako sayo, "he let go of our hands together. May kinuha siyang kung ano at dinala niya iyon sa harap ko.

"Palangga... " nanginginig kong sabi. It was a couple ring with a silver and gold band. It looks so simple but for me, it was so beautiful kasi bigay ng hubby ko.

"Isuot na natin?" he asked and I nodded. He gave me his ring and he held mine. "Pwede ba akong tingnan ng palangga ko?"

Gumalaw ako at dahan dahang bumalikwas para humarap. Sinubukan kong salubungin ang mga mata ng hubby ko. This time pinilit kong matitigan siya ng matagal kahit mahirap. His eyes looks so tired at nangayayat ang mukha niya pero he still was the most hottie man for me. At kahit ang bad bad ng nangyari sa'kin I was still thankful that he still looks at me the way he looks at me noon. Alam kong mahal na mahal ako ng hubby ko. Nawala lahat ng pagdududa ko with that pictures na nakita kong magkasama sila ni Andrea.