Sinner's Confessions (Montero Series # 2)

Chapter Twenty Nine

Chapter Twenty Nine

I dedicate this chappy to Jadeleekim

[Mikho's POV]

"Welcome back, palangga..." I whispered against her lips, planting a gentle kiss when our breaths had slightly calmed.

She mewled and brushed her lips to me, her nose touching mine. "I love you... .  I' m sorry that it took me just now to do this... " her voice croaked.

"I love you too, so much. You don't have to say sorry, palangga. Naiintindihan ko..." I whispered against her breath, my eyes moistening. I buried my face even closer to her, pulling her naked body against me, not wanting to feel a single space between us. God, how I missed her so much. I felt a whirlwind of feeling towards her right now I felt like my chest would explode anytime. Kung panaginip man 'to ayoko nang magising.

Hindi dapat ito nangyari ngayon pero hindi ko na maawat ang sarili ko. I made a promise that if my Enna would be ready to make love to me again I would make it special for her. I wanted to show her what it was to be made love to again for the very first time. But I was so consumed by my overwhelming longingness for her that everything and every rational thought that I have ceases to exist.

This was what she always do to me, nagiging ibang tao ako kapag nahahawakan ko na siya. I become the Mikho that nobody knows except her.

And if only I can, I would stay like this forever. Inside her. Wrap up against her ethereal body as the familiarity of it all sinks into me. Her and my body in one, again. Just like the first.

I felt like reliving the memory again.  That first time when I met her outside a club. I could still vividly picture out how perfectly tempting she looks at that night. How captivated I was the first time I looked at her little beguiling eyes. How she made me forget about my coming ordination. How she effortlessly made me lose my defenses. That very first time that I'd made love to her inside her cute and weird looking little sponge bob car. And that very same day that I've sinned. At kung pa'no binago ang palangga ko ang buhay ko ng gabing iyon. She made me feel an unexplainable love and brought me the purest of joy that I have never experienced with anyone else. She and our first baby were the only things that mattered to me then.

I remembered how happy and contented we were living in a small apartment.  How carefree, innocent, childish, bratty, sweet, and affectionate my young Enna was. 

I remembered how I always miss her before leaving to work and how excited I was to go home just to feel her warmest hug and her sweet little lips.

I remembered how simple were our dreams was; to raise as many children as we can and to live in a humble small white house with a huge pond in front.

I promised to give her the life that I've robbed off of her by making her pregnant at such a young age.  I wanted to give her the world. But circumstances have their way of turning that world.

Marami akong mga pagkakamaling nagawa na hindi ko na maibabalik. Pero sana ibigay na ng Diyos ito sa'min. That he will bring the love of my life closer. Enna and our children.

And that He will give the life that my Enna deserves before we happened.

I DIDN'T want to withdraw my manhood inside Enna but I knew that this has to end. I completely forgot where and what we were supposed to do until we heard a ring. I made a promise that as soon as we'd be home I will worship her body like I have never did in the past. And I had to check her behind and her kitty, by then I expect that both were swollen. I didn't mean to ram her from behind. I was preoccupied with the only thought of being inside and being one with her. Hindi ko na naisip kung anong napasok ko. Good thing it didn't take me a while to realize it.

"I'm sorry. I promise to make it up to you later, palangga. Sobrang masakit ba?"

"It stings pero I'm okay. You will make it up to me later naman?" she smiled as she fluttered her eyes to me before planting a gentle kiss on my lips.

I smiled and nodded, still overwhelmed that I was seeing my old Enna again.

Sabay kaming bumangon.

I helped her with the dress that I bought, trying my hardest to keep my hands from touching her mouth-watering breasts and her bare kitty. My Enna also did the same to me, helping me tuck my still hard manhood inside my pants. I reminded myself that there will be plenty of time for us to make love later.

"Tatawagan nalang natin si Ate na hindi na tayo tutuloy. Mauuna nalang tayo sa Greneon." I was sorry for the dress that she wore earlier but I breathed I sigh of relief. Hindi narin kami makakatuloy dahil marami akong naiwang marka sa leeg ng palangga ko. And I would not let her in without wearing an underwear. I don't know what I'm capable of doing if any man will lay an eye on her.

"Hindi ba magagalit si Ate Cassie?"

"Hindi palangga," I made her sit comfortably at ikinabit ko na ang seatbelt niya. My sister planned this overnight but I did a surprise request just to make this night special for Enna. It had been a while since we had alone time on our own dahil sobrang nahati ang oras ko sa kanya at sa mga bata. At hindi ko inakala na ngayon rin pala ang pinaka magandang pagkakataong gagawin ko ito.

Sana magkaroon rin ako ng lakas ng loob na masabi ko sa kanya ang totoo. Pero sa ngayon ay uunti-untiin ko muna ang palangga ko. Ayaw ko muna siyang biglain ngayon bumubuti na ang lagay niya.

"How about our kids?" her eyes were sparkling with a different glow. The kind that I had missed for a very long time.

"Nandoon naman sila Mommy at Daddy. Will see them tomorrow," I kissed her swollen lips once again before I picked up the phone and called my sister.

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Sorry for this very short update. I will try to make up for the next.