Sinner's Confessions (Montero Series # 2)

Chapter Nine

Chapter Nine

[Enna's POV]

"Mikho..." I whispered ng magising ako. I feel so giddy and nausated kaya agad akong napabangon at tumakbo palabas to head for the bathroom. I puked in the towlet bowl for so long hanggang sa maramdaman ko na ang panghihina ng body ko. Ang sama ng sikmura ko. Nasusuka parin ako kahit wala namang lumalabas.I sobbed and pressed a hand to my belly while limping like a gimp. Masakit na ang ulo at lalamunan ko. Ang hirap ng wala dito ang hubby ko. I'm sure he left early to look for a job. Kahit ayaw kong iwan niya ako ay wala naman akong magagawa. He needs a job for us.

Nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi rin siya natulog sa room namin kagabi. Sa living room siya natulog kahit hindi siya fit dun sa sofa. Hindi na niya ako kinausap after that pest incident. Was he mad at me kasi I tried to stop him from touching me? Pero masakit kasi eh!

Sinubukan kong tumayo pero nahihilo ako. Parang gusto ko tuloy mag smoke pero hindi naman pwede kasi buntis ako. I leaned against the bathroom wall and rested for a while. Siguro pinaparusahan ako ng baby ko dahil sa pagpupuyat ko kagabi. Pero dapat maintindihan din niya yung ginawa ko. I need to do that para matuwa ang Papa niya sa'kin.

"Baby, huwag mo naman akong pahirapan. Wala ang Papa mo dito. Tayo lang dalawa kaya huwag kang mag bad! Makisama ka naman kay Mama! Sige ka, I'm not going to feed you until you starve to death. Gusto mo ba 'yon?" I threatened my baby at mukhang agad naman siyang natakot kasi nawala na yung urge ko para magpuke. Dahan dahan akong tumayo while I dried my tears and headed to the dining. Gutom na yata ang baby namin.

I saw a paper on top of the table na nakaipit sa Sponge Bob mug ng hubby ko.

Nasa rice cooker ang kanin. Kung gusto mong initin ang ulam gamitim mo ang rice cooker. Ipatong mo sa taas ng rice ang ulam. Please don't attempt to use the gas. Kung gusto mong mag- merienda nasa cupboard ang biscuit at tinapay. Nasa ref ang juice. Keep the door lock at huwag na huwag kang magpapasok ng hindi mo kilala. You're pregnant, Enna. I expect you to stay at home. Kung may kinakailangan kang puntahan, i-text mo muna ako. I left a money inside the Sponge Bob coin box but you can't use that unless it's emergency.

I pursed my lips and smiled. "Hindi naman pala galit ang Papa mo, baby. Pero sana ginising nalang niya ako kanina. 'Di tuloy ako naka goodbye kiss sa kanya," I said while opening the top cover plates of the food in the table.

Hotdog, omelet and there are weird looking fried fishes. Salmon and Tuna lang kasi ang kilala kong fish. Binuksan ko yung takip ng isang pot and I saw fishes inside that somehow smelled sour. I don't usually eat this kind of breakfast. I'm used to Continental or American breakfast. May executive chef kasi kami sa bahay so we can have whatever food or type of meal we like.

Since our baby is starving. I have no choice but to eat. Mukhang nagustuhan naman ng baby namin yung food kasi naka three servings ako kahit hindi ko na ininit yung food. Masarap ang luto ng hubby ko! And the baby kinda likes the sour fish na may sabaw. Naubos ko nga eh. Weird.

"Ayan! You're full like a pig so don't make me puke again! " I told my baby after I brought the plates to the sink and washed them kahit hindi ko alam kung pa'no. Pagkatapos ay pumasok ako sa room at kinuha ko yung phone na binili ni Mikho for me. It's a cheap smart phone pero mukhang totoo. The Manong outside the mall yesterday sold it for only five hundred so my hubby bought it for me kasi mura.

I smiled and composed a message for my hubby. I'm glad my phone has emojis.

Me:

Thanks for the food. Ang sarap! Our baby likes the sour fish. Naubos nga niya eh. 😋🤤