Chapter 17

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by shelbywrite

by shelbywrite

I walked for what felt like hours. I realized I had doubled back to the hotel. I looked up and sighed, knowing I had to come back at some point. I sat down on the curb just in front of the big double doors. I held my head in my hands as I silently cried. What would happen now? I probably just ruined Shawn's relationship. He didn't deserve that, nor did Caleen.

I can't believe myself. Why would I do that to Caleen? I did what Cam did to me. Kissed someone who I knew I shouldn't of. So I didn't cheat, technically he did. But still. Okay so I didn't even know Caleen but she didn't deserve that. At least she didn't walk in on us. That would be different. But she didn't need to see to know.

That's the worst part. She just knew. But it's not fully my fault is it? He kissed me. Not the other way around. Maybe he just felt bad for me. But you don't kiss someone to make them feel better, when you have a girlfriend. Gosh, I just couldn't wait to go home. Only one more week. Then I could forget these boys, forget what happened, and go back to loving One Direction instead of these stupid boys.

"But Mykenna, you can't leave. We'd miss you too much." I heard a voice say to my right. I realized too late who it was, Matt. I also realized the whole time I had been thinking aloud. This sucked. Now Matt knew. This. Sucked. I turned to him just as he sat next to me on the curb.

"You don't have to tell me the details of what happened, I'm not sure I want to know. And I'm pretty sure you don't want to tell me. So I won't force you. Just tell me one thing." He said in a slow voice, making sure I understood. I mumbled a mhm.

"Which guy's ass should I beat first?" He said in a totally serious voice before chuckling. I looked up at him and gave him a faint smile. Matt reached his arm around my shoulder and pulled me next to him. I rested my head on his shoulder and tried not to cry. We sat like that, me on his shoulder and his chin on the top of my head with his arm around me.

I must of fallen asleep because when I opened my eyes, I saw Matt's face, he was carrying me with one arm under my neck and the other under my knees. He opened a door and carried me inside, laying me gently on the single empty bed in the room. The other two were occupied by Aaron and Taylor. He didn't bother turning on a light. He went back and closed the door, then came and pulled the covers over me. I was warm, and tired, and comfortable.

Matt kissed my forehead and moved over to the single couch in the room. Was he seriously going to let me sleep in his bed, and him on a couch. I sat up straight and tried to let my eyes adjust to the darkness.

"Matt? Where are you?" I asked frantically.

"Right here Mykenna. What's wrong?" I heard him whisper as he walked over to the bed. He sat down on the edge of the bed facing me. I grabbed his hand pulling him next to me.

"There's plenty of room here. It's a huge bed. I won't make you sleep on the couch. Please." My voice cracked at the last part. Matt crawled over to my left and kissed my cheek.

"Sure thing. Now, please get some sleep." I nodded and layed down. I was almost back to sleep when I felt a hand snake around my waist, pulling me towards my left. I rolled over and was met with Matt's bare chest, his arm still around my waist. I looked up to his sparkling eyes and rested my head deep in his shoulder. I could sleep like this every night. Gosh, now there was another guy on my mind. This day couldn't get any worse.