I Love You because... [GxG]

June 24, 2017

Lately, the demands at work have been overwhelming. These already get the toll on us. Oo, affected tayo - ako, most especially.

Masyado kasi akong competetive at work kahit wala namang competition. Alam mo 'yan. Dahil na rin siguro 'yon sa pagiging OC ko. So imagine my being OC plus being competitive plus the demands from the bosses. Masyado kong na-stretch ang self ko which have caused me to be more irritable than usual. Consider the fact na rin na I'm already done with the craving week sa menstrual cycle. Nasa sensitive week na ako. So, ang sensitive ko sa maliit lang na bagay. Kawawa ka tuloy. Ang grumpy ko 'di ba?

Kaya ang tagal ko rin mag-update sa Wattpad. Ang dami kong ginagawa eh. Buti na nga lang may long weekend eh. Kaya naisingit ko pa 'to.

Alam ko hindi mo naman 'to mababasa pero one day you will. Anyway, I just want to let you know how truly amazed I am with how you have put up with me all these years especially lately. 😅 We have to admit there have been days when we no longer talk like we used to. Kaya nga naririnig mo ako lately kinakanta ko 'yan.

May mga moments kasi na feeling ko ako lang 'yong may need sa'yo and I forgot na kailangan mo rin ako; na overwhelmed ka rin sa work kasi truth is, mas maraming demands sa'yo. Minsan 'di ko lang siguro inaappreciate ang mga maliliit na bagay na ginagawa mo like how you always prepare food for me kahit na minsan napag-aawayan natin ang unahan natin sa pagtanong kung saan magdi-dinner. Kasi, even that simple question irritates me these past few days. Alam kong ramdam mo 'yon na para bang I'm always at the end of my rope.

Hindi tayo nag-usap bago natulog the other night. You even asked me if may galit ba ako sa'yo kasi hindi kita kinakausap. I just said wala and that I was fine when obviously I wasn't.

Pero, the next day, nauna kang nagising. I intentionally hid under the sheets. Ayaw kasi kitang makita not because I really didn't want to pero dahil I was guilty of treating you unfairly na parang ang gusto ko na lang palagi ang masusunod. May boss ka na ngang cause of stress mo, may isa ka pang boss sa bahay (ako) who also demands quite a lot of time and attention from you. LEO kasi - pabida, attention seeker. Sorrrrrrrry na! 😇

Pero, you took off the blanket over me, laid next to me, moved my head to your arms para gawin kong unan, and hugged me. Ako? I just melted and hugged you back. 😊😍

Tapos, ang sarap pa ng niluto mong lunch - garlic chicken and pork sinigang for dinner. Ang sarap na may personal chef ako. Kaya ako tumataba eh. Ngayon, nag-iihaw ka ng pork. Ang spoiled ko talaga sa'yo.

Thank you love. For 11 years, hindi araw-araw blissful pero you always make sure to make me feel your love. Maldita lang talaga ako. ✌🏻 Pero, alam ko, in my sane days, napapasaya naman kita. 😂😂😂

P.S.
Your morning greeting earlier is definitely a good starter and mood booster for the day. 😘