The MidWife (Completed)

Chapter 17

Beyoncé

"Shawn?" I say shocked. How'd he find me? What is he doing here?

"You miss me?" He asked smiling

"Shawn" I sigh deeply and she shut the door so her and Shawn were standing outside. "What are doing here?"

"I think we should talk" he said

"About what?" I crossed my arms

"About us"

"Shawn there's nothing to talk about"

"Uh there's a lot to talk about" he said matter a factly

"What do you want from me" I asked

"An explanation" he said. Okay I kind of deserved that one.

"Shawn I'll explain everything but not here okay not now"

"Then when?"

"Tomorrow, meet me at the park on Francis street" I said

"Okay" he nodded "I'll see you then"

"Okay"

He walked back to his car and drove away.

I walked back in the house and Kelly was right there. Shit.

"Who was that?"

"Uh I don't know he had the wrong address" I said nervously

"Then why were you out there for so long?" Kelly asked crossing her arms.

"Uh because he wanted to know where Francis street was" I say walking away from her and into the living room.

"If something was going on you'd tell me right?"

"Yeah Of course" I smile.

"Good" she said before she turned to walk away she said "I love you"

"I love you too"

"I'm gonna go take a shower, would you like to join me" she smirked

"Is that even a question" I laughed and playfully chased her up the steps.

Kelly undressed right in front of me. I've never seen her completely naked before. But hey I'm not complaining. I undressed to and we both got in together.

The whole 4 minute shower, yes was great but I couldn't stop thinking about Shawn. He followed me here from Texas. I walked out on him two years ago not because I didn't love him but because being with him. Made me rethink my whole sexuality. Shawn was the ONLY boy I ever loved. I moved to Atlanta to start over to live the life that I didn't have to hide. Yes, before Kelly I did go out with a couple of girls and some guys.

Leaving Texas was the hardest thing I did. I left everything behind. My mom, my dad, my sister, my friends and Shawn. I don't regret leaving Shawn I regret how I left Shawn. I could've just told him the truth. But I was stupid and left him standing at the altar like a idiot. That same day I took everything I had and moved here.

If I hadn't I wouldn't have ever met Kelly, I wouldn't have known how to love someone again if it wasn't for Kelly. But now the past has come back to haunt me.

As far as telling Kelly, it depends on the situation. If Shawn and I talk it out like adults and leave the drama out of it. I won't have to tell her because I would have worked it out by myself. What she doesn't know won't hurt her. But if Shawn has other plans then I will have no choice but to get her involved. I'll have to suffer the consequences whatever they may be. Even if that means loosing Kelly.

Kelly steps out of the shower and as do I.  We wrap ourselves with towels and start drying are hair.

"What do you want for dinner tonight?" She asked

"We can just order take out"

"But I can just cook for us it's not a big deal" she says

"If that's what you want to do then go ahead" I say dryly.

"What's your problem?" Kelly asked

"Nothing" I say

"Are you sure?" Kelly asked taking my hands.

"Yeah I'm sure" I say looking her in the eye.

"Okayyyy" she walked passed me.