Beyoncé works as a personal doula for women. Coincidentally Kelly is in need of some extra help when she finds out she's pregnant and she feels totally alone. Can Beyoncé be just the person she's looking for. Maybe.
So today Kelly and I are going shoe shopping because Kelly was complaining about her feet hurting and she needs more comfortable shoes. Her feet and ankles are starting to swell along with her face and hands. She's well into her 6th month and these next few months are crucial.
I gotta stay on top of her. Not literally but I need to make sure she does what she's supposed to do.
"Bey what about these?" She asked
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"No" I say
"But I don't wanna wear flats" she pouted stomping her foot like a five year old.
"Too bad"
"It's not like I can bend down and put my shoes on myself anyway, I'll just go barefoot" she said
"You were complaining about your feet hurting earlier and now you want to wear these six inch heels"
How does that make sense?
"I like feeling tall" she said.
"Your not getting these and that is final" Even though I'm not a mother. I was raised to have motherly instinct from day one. It comes from taking care of Solange when we were younger.
She stomped her foot at me and turned to go back to find some shoes.
"What about these" I heard Kelly say out loud.
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(A/N: Those shoes are the ones Kelly picks up)
I was relieved to see they weren't another pair of high heels.
"Yes! You can get those" I say as she picks up the box that was her size.
"I want grey" she says and we go to check out.
As we check out. I look over and I see a woman who looks a lot like Nicki. I glance over again to make sure it wasn't. I don't think to much of it.
"Baby just relax" Nicki said as her hand was cupping my face and her thumb stroked my cheek.
"Nicki, I don't know about this" I said uneasily.
"Baby it's been two days and she hasn't called you or anything, she obviously doesn't care anymore" Nicki said "Who are we hurting"
"I guess your right" I say thinking about. Kelly and I aren't together so why would it even matter if I slept with Nicki.
So I did
"Beyoncé?" Kelly said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?" I ask looking at her.
"Are you okay?" She asked concerned.
"Yeah I'm good"
"Okay then lets go" she reached her hand out to me. I grabbed it and we walked to the car.
Why am I thinking so much about Nicki. I'm with Kelly. Nicki used me so why do I even care about her? I couldn't even answer myself. Because I truly don't know know why.
