The MidWife (Completed)

Chapter 36

The Next Day.

Beyoncé

I woke up the next morning with a bad hang over. I sat up in the bed. It took me a minute to realize where I was. A hotel room.

Looked over at my phone to check the time. 11:33. I'm an hour late for work. Great just great.

Almost all of my clothes are at Kelly's house. So I just threw on whatever it is I bought the day before. After checking myself out in the mirror and doing my hair. I was on my way.

On my way to work I thought about what Kelly was doing right now. I wanted to go over there so bad. I needed to talk to her.

I pulled into the hospital parking lot and got out my phone. I decided to leave her a voicemail here it goes.

"Hey Kelly it's me Beyoncé, look I know your upset with me right now and you probably don't want to see me. But I need you to just hear me out for a minute. I'm sorry I hurt you, that was the last thing that I wanted to do. I just needed a night off to myself. Yes I could've told you but I thought I was doing the right thing by leaving you out of it. Your gonna hate me for what I'm about to say right now but I'm not gonna lie about this anymore. I have feelings for Nicki. I loved Nicki at one point in my life. But when I met you and no one else mattered. I love you. I can understand if you never wanna see me or talk to me because I know your hurting and your confused and you don't know if I'm being Genuine or not. Just know that I'll always be there for you when you need me. Uh if you get this uh give me a call or anything. Bye" I clicked the button and wiped my tears. Time to go to work.

Kelly

I stepped out of the shower and wrapped myself in a towel. That's when I looked at my phone and saw that I had a voice message from bey. I turned my volume all the way up and listened to it.

"Hey Kelly it's me Beyoncé, look I know your upset with me right now and probably don't want to see me. But I need you to just hear me out for a minute. I'm sorry I hurt you, that was the last thing that I wanted to do. I just needed a night off to myself. Yes I could've told you but I thought I was doing the right thing by leaving you out of it. Your gonna hate me for what I'm about to say right now but I'm not gonna lie about this anymore. I have feelings for Nicki. I loved Nicki at one point in my life. But when I met you and no one else mattered. I love you. I can understand if you never wanna see me or talk to me because I know your hurting and your confused and you don't know if I'm being real or not. Just know that I'll always be there for you when you need me. Uh if you get this uh give me a call or anything. Bye

The message stopped and I just took all that in. She sounded so sad and upset on the voicemail.

Well she needed to know how I felt too. So why not?

"Hey Bey, you know who this is, I got your message. Uh I honestly don't know what to say. I guess I can start by saying that You hurt me, you really hurt me. I love you too. I would've understood if all you needed was some space but no you lied to me. Did you know how worried I was about you? I was scared bey, I didn't even know if you were gonna come home or not- " I was cut off by the baby kicking  me. The kicks were definitely getting stronger. I breathed in and out. "Look I'm gonna make this quick okay because I'm gonna be honest the baby's kicking and it hurts. But I have to say this. If you feel like someone else can do something that I can't right now then it's up to you to decide whether you really want to never see me again" and there she goes again. "Stop it" I clenched my teeth. And again.

"Oh fuck"I groaned sitting down. What hell is happening? I need bey and I need her now. I decided to send her the voicemail.

Beyoncé

After finishing up one of my last patients. I headed back to my office. I shut the door   And pulled out my phone. It was a voicemail from Kelly.

Hey Bey, you know who this is, I got your message. Uh I honestly don't know what to say. I guess I can start by saying You hurt me, you really hurt me. I love you too. I would've understood if all you needed was some space but no you lied to me. Did you know how worried I was about you? I was scared bey, I didn't even know if you were gonna come home or not-" when her voice stopped I looked at my phone to make sure the message didn't get cut off or something but all I could hear was Kelly's heavy breathing.

Then I heard her voice again. "Look I'm gonna make this quick okay because I'm gonna be honest the baby's kicking and it hurts. But I have to say this. If you feel like someone else can do something that I can't right now then it's up to you to decide whether you really want to never see me again-" she stopped speaking again and that's when I was getting worried. "Stop it!" I heard her say but I don't think it was directed towards me.

"Oh fuck" she swore. Wait a minute. Kelly's on the crest of being 6 months so it can't be Braxton hicks contraction. Then it must be.

"Oh shit" I said out loud. I'm coming Kelly hold on....