The End of Fifth Harmony (Camren Fan Fiction) *COMPLETED*

Chapter 31

Lauren POV

   FUCKING BITCH! How very dare she even try to say anything after she ruined everything for me... for us. Trying not to destroy anything in my room, I clenched my phone for a while before I loosened my grip. Breathing rapidly, I managed to go back to my messages and scrolled down. Passing the messages I had already seen, I see what I'm looking for. Miss call from Camila. I swear, if she knows anything, those who stopped us from happening are going to pay. Friends or family, no one comes in between Camz and I and gets to live to tell the tale. 

   Finding the courage to call her, I held the phone to my ear, prepared... what was I saying? I wasn't prepared for this! I know she's was going to pissed - FUMING actually. 

"So it's now you answer?" she said spitefully. I sighed. 

"Camz, I can explain-" I started off before she interrupted me. 

"EXPLAIN?! What can you explain? You were being a jealous bitch and you thought that you could get your way by framing someone, huh?"

"Camila! Don't say that. I didn't mean to do it. You were ignoring me and I loved too much to let it go so I did what I could to have you."

"Don't start talking about love to make me feel pity for you-"

"I don't want you to pity me. I know you hate me but I love you. I couldn't handle the fact that he had you and I didn't. He doesn't deserve you!"

"Why? Why doesn't he deserve me?" 

"Because you don't love him. You love me."

"I don't love you." she snapped. 'I love Lauren and until she comes back to me, I'll be with him in the meantime.' She can't do this to me! Tears streaming down my face, I say,

"I AM LAUREN! IT IS ME! You can't leave me, Camz!" I cried. 

"You're not. Lauren would never leave me feeling like a fool. Lauren would never frame someone. The person who left me feeling like a fool and framed someone was somebody else, not my Lauren." I shook my head. 

"Camz, please. I am Lauren! Lauren would do anything for you and if it meant doing something not-Lauren to make sure you're hers, she would've done it but not out of spite, out of love." she scoffed. 

"My Lauren would never do that. My Lauren's called Lauren Michelle Jauregui. I think you're talking about another Lauren because I know my Lauren. My Lauren wouldn't let jealousy get to the best of her because she knows better than that." 

"No! That's not it." I whimpered. How could she talk so casually whilst I was here, convincing her I was still me? How could she?

"What is it then?" she asked. Bawling, I replied. 

"I am the same person. I love you Camz but yet you can't see that!" I wiped the tears that were falling down my cheeks. 

"And you're right, I can't see it because you're a phony and you're not Lauren. Where is she? Where is Lauren?"

"I'm here! I'm here!" 

"No you're not! Good bye phony." she said before hanging up. 

   My heart was no longer in its place. It had gone somewhere else and had ran away from me. It was in hiding, leaving the phony Lauren and searching for the real one. All this wasn't my fault, it was his. It was his fault for existing. It was his fault for living in this city and it his fault for talking to Camz. If he knew his boundaries, then none of this would've happened. If he didn't speak to her and if he didn't go out with her then I would've never pushed myself to come up with the stupid plan in the first place and it would've been easier to tell Camz my true feelings.