Crimson Pack

Chapter 33

Aria~

Staring out of my window, watching the guards preparing the car for Blake and Allison. Xavier and his parents appear. About a minute later, Blake, Hugh, Xenia and Allison come out of the house. Allison looks around her. I guess she wants to notice every single thing about this place before she leaves. Her eyes find my window, however she can't look through the glass.

Xavier says something to Allison and she nods, then steps inside the car. Blake joins her after giving Xavier a hand shake. About a minute later the car disappears from my vision. I am left watching the iron hate closing back up.

So many things have happened. I have discovered things that I never thought that I would. I have seen things that I shouldn't have. So many things have changed since I got here. You know what ? I've changed. I am not the same person as I was about a month ago, because I don't want to be walked over. Now that I found a good friend, she left me. That's why I distance myself from people. Because in the end, they're all going to leave. Now I am left here with Emerson. The meanest girl I have ever met. However I don't care about what she says. It does affect me sometimes but I don't take it personally.  It says nothing about me, but a lot about her.

I am tired of everyone in here telling me what I can and what I can't do. I just want to get out of here. Yet I have to stay in this place that I now call 'home ' for as long as I have to. But this is my life, isn't it? What if he doesn't choose me... I will have to leave and then I will realise that I wasted my time, being trapped in a place. I know what I want to do. I leave this place just for a few hours. I will do that for myself.

I open my door, Stuart is standing outside as usual.

"Let's go outside " I tell him

"Hello to you too" he says and I roll my eyes.

"Can we go outside? " I ask him

"Sure I guess" he shrugs and follows me outside.

"Are you alright? " he asks me

"No " I say

"Why not ?" He asks me

"I am fed up " I tell him

"With what?" He asks me

"With everything" I tell him and keep rushing down the stairs.

"Looks like you're not okay " he says

"What did I just say ?" I tell him

"Take it easy Foxy " he says

"Stuart it's not the right time " I tell him

"What can I do ? You seem upset and I don't know why " he says

"I feel trapped Stuart. I need to spend some time without having anyone to tell me what to do " I tell him

"Aria I know this is difficult for you and I know that you don't want anyone to tell you what to do but you need to calm down " he says

"This will be over soon " he adds

"No, I just want to go somewhere alone " I say as I step outside the house.

"Are you crazy ?" He shouts and grabs my wrist.

"No, I am fed up " I say 

"You can't leave Aria. They'll see you. They'll believe that you're not going to get back " he whispers this time.

"They won't even notice it " I tell him

"Are you out of your mind ?" He shouts once again.

"Stop yelling!" I whisper