Let Love Do The Magic [COMPLETED]

Ikatatlumpu't Limang Kabanata: Una At Huling Sayaw

I can feel the warmth of her body as she caresses me and hugs me as though she doesn't want to let me go. As our bodies attached with each other, I felt the sadness for I could no longer feel the same way towards her. She's not the one I love anymore; it's Lourdes. I tried to detach myself from her grasp but she forcefully pulled me a bit closer to her. I can feel that she no longer wants to let me go. I leaned a lil' closer to her ears and tried to amass enough courage to confront her but still, I couldn't. 

I gasped a little and attempted to creep in a little closer to her ears and whispered,"I'm sorry Georgina, I re-really have to g-go," I said in a stuttering voice. I can hear her sobbing and that made me want to stay for a lil' longer. I couldn't just leave her behind here. Doing so would only make me look more sh*tty and despicable. I used to love this girl but setting her aside just like that would be an utter arrogant move.

"She's gone. She's already gone," she calmly whispered to me as she chases for her words while sobbing. I was completely confused with what she just said. What does she wanna say? 

"What do you mean?"  I skeptically asked her. I have completely removed her grasp around me and faced her directly. She just stopped for a while and stared at my eyes for quite some time. She gently slides down her right hand onto my face and romantically touched my eyes and lips -all points she claimed to love most about me.

"She met me a while ago and told me about your plan to run away with her. She forced me to meet you here instead of letting her go with you and forego with your plans. Lourdes is gone already, Forbe," she whispered to me in a really calm and shaking voice. I was completely appalled. Lourdes ditched me. Hearing that from Georgina suddenly made me feel like I've been thrown at the deepest depth I could possibly think of. It was heart-wrenching to be dumped by someone you dearly love the most and with whom you took all the risk you thought you weren't capable of doing before.

"I'm sorry, Georgina. I have to find her," I gently removed her grip from my arms and turned my back from her. I was a few steps away from her place when she ran towards me and hugged me tightly from behind. She was bawling. I was stunned. 

"Forbe, bakit hindi na lang ako? I was the first one who came into your life before her, right? Bakit 'di na lang ako. Ako naman talaga simula pa lang 'di ba? I was the first one you chose. Bakit kailangan mo pang mamili sa aming dalawa kung ako naman 'yung mas nauna kaysa sa kanya? Please tell me what's wrong with me. Where did I lack of? I would do everything just to be more than enough for you. Forbe, I'm begging you. Please choose me. Please stay with me," she was bawling her eyes out as I was thinking of ways on how to find Lourdes. In circumstances like this, you could easily distinguish who matters more in your life. I know it was st*pid choice of me to hit two girls at a time but, I was caught in a quicksand I have no control of.  I slowly untangled her arms around me and faced her. Her eyes are all swollen as though she cried the whole day. Just by staring at those, I could see how much damage I have caused in her. I feel so sorry. As much as I desire to stay, I couldn't. It would be wrong to stay in a place you're no longer happy.