Mistaken

Wellbeing

You've seen the scars of my body, heart, and head,
You can keep on speaking but I'm already dead.
Giving love is worthless when you're gonna take it back,
When it comes to breaking hearts, I guess you have a knack.
Alive in this world, but you're afraid of actually living,
How can you take back all this love you've been giving?
Sleeping in the evening and working during the day,
You're using that as a reason to dismiss all that I say.
I'm giving you advice, trying to be just a friend.
But I can't even do that because you won't break or bend.
I seriously miss you, you're the only one I trust.
But you're throwing that away because all you feel is lust.
I miss the way you used to be around when I needed you.
Now I'm sitting here, and I'm just trying to make it through.
I really wish you'd see how much this shit is hurting me,
But you can't do that when you only think of your wellbeing.