Mistaken

Fuck Up

I try so hard, but I'm never good enough.
No matter what I do, I'm just another fuck-up.
I can't fix it because I have the worst of luck.
Hey, guess what, life really fucking sucks.
You can try to save me but I'm too far gone.
My best friend just told me I've done it too long.
I knew it was bad, but I didn't know they'd give up.
Oh well, I guess my mind is really fucking fucked.
I wish I could get better, but after four years it's a habit.
I said I could get better, but they just won't have it.
Is it bad that this doesn't even really fucking bother me?
At this point I hope that my thoughts will fucking slaughter me.