Simon's POV
A life without Olajide Olatunji would be hard at first. The pain wouldn't go away. I would believe it was all my fault. That I could have done more than just watch, maybe I could have prevented it.
Then slowly as the days would turn to weeks and the weeks to months and the months to years, the pain would finally subside and become a dull ache every once and a while.
I would have a new life. With Tobi, who had finally accepted his sexuality. We would move into a large home in Hertfordshire. It would have a half soccer pitch in the back. We would adopt a kid. We would name him Olajide. He would be best friends with Leia Payne, Ethan's child. They would go to school together and play together and eventually date.
YouTube would be gone, and we would all go into our separate careers. I would go back to school and go into graphic design. Tobi would become a fashion designer. Callum Airey would become an advocate for safe driving to prevent less accidents like his and JJ's.
The pain would be gone. I would be happy again. I wouldn't cry every time I heard his name or saw something he liked. I would think of our relationship as a bittersweet memory.
Do you know how when someone is about to die, their life flashes before their eyes? Well, that happened to me. Except I wasn't the one dying. I saw my future without JJ, and I knew it would never be.
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Watcher (KSImon)
FanfictionSimon had always been on the outside at school. He always watched the others. That is about to change, quite fast, in fact. He meets Olajide, another person with so many secrets to hide.
