Emotionless

Geek Alert!

It was the third day of school already. My math teacher Mr.Sherbert put the tables in groups. This is just my luck. I sat in a random group. And a girl with familiar bright red cheeks sat next to the chair that was in front. Wait? Isn't that Amy? I hope that's her name. "Hello!" She said. "Hi...." I said awkwardly. "My name is Alice! What's yours?" She said. Shit! It wasn't Amy! Good job Evergreen.....good job......."My name is Willow." I said to her trying to play it cool. "Wait? Aren't you the girl that hanged out with Kyla, Sara, and Gloria?" She asked. "Yea I was." I said to her. "Who would've thought you be here!" She said.

The math teacher interrupted the class conversations to assign us group work. We had to figure out how much money Pablo had left over. We had to draw Pablo and a horse. Okay this isn't so bad. We were given paper and colors. I volunteered to draw the horse. After I was done Alice drew Pablo but as a stick figure of course. We gave him boots and named him Pablo Fab and his horse Ublous. Because we said that Pablo was fabulous. After we finished drawing and solving the problem we started coloring the fabulous Pablo and his horse. However, I thought I can try to bring up a conversation with Alice. This is my first time so I hope it goes out well!

"So....do you like anime?" I asked her. Alice stopped coloring and looked me straight in the eyes. Dare lord did I said something I shouldn't say? How do people make starting a conversation so easy!!! "Hell yea I do!" she said excitedly, "I've watch Black Butler, FairyTail, Naruto, and let me tell you this! Naruto is Bae!" She kept listing off of every anime that she loved, most of them I recognized. She continued listing and listing and I feel like I have awoken something that really shouldn't been awoken for a reason like this. There's goes me starting a conversation......She did most of the talking and I guess fan-girling? When class was over, Alice asked if I can join her for nutrient and lunch. I really didn't want to intrude on anything but she insisted so I gave in. She was nice and fun to talk to. She recommended me some anime's to watch like Your Lie in April. She isn't that bad.

I wonder if she's also friends with that Harper Annlee? It would make sense if they were. She's nice like her but more mature in a way I should say. I never meet someone like her before. Usually girls worried of how they look. She doesn't and so does Harper they aren't afraid to be themselves. Things are different here. No one judges anyone here. This is really a shock. Who are these people? How come I never meet them beforehand? Everyone here is so nice. Even some of the insults I heard time to time weren't really insults to put someone down.

I was laying in my bed smiling a bit from the thought. Wait? Smiling? I've never smiled before....not that I can remember. I sat up and put my hand on my chest it isn't hurting this time! Even from this slight emotion! What's going on? What's happening to me? Who are these people? How are they so acceptable to one another? Why are they so different from the people I've known from my life? Are they....Angels? Hope? A Miracle?

.....my wishes.