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I'll be There no Matter What

It has been a few months since I've woken up from my coma. Harper handed me a notebook that details every single day that I missed. Unfortunately with those days missed I have a lot of school work to catch up on. I can't attend school regularly so now I'm staying in the hospital until time is up I supposed. My friends come to visit me everyday after school and sometime on the weekend if their parents allows them to.

But during school hours it can be lonely and boring. Doing class work, reading, watching tv it's the same mundane routine. However, not long after some one is kind enough to drops in to keep me company and works in the hospital every single day. He was a male nurse trying to gain experience to become a doctor. At first it was awkward because he appeared out of nowhere and such but soon it was starting to become okay. He wasn't to far from my age he was like 19 or 20 which was a plus since I don't want an old creepy man visiting me when my friends are at school everyday.

I was in the hospital bed as usual playing a game of cards with my new friend. "Four 8's" The Brown haired male with green eyes called out. We're playing a game called BS or Bullshit it's like a lying game and you call some one out if you think they are lying. I glared at him a smirk plastered on his face. "Bullshit." I called out and flipped the card over and see that he put down an 8. "Damn it! Not again!" I cried.

"Better luck next time Willow." He said. "Whatever James." I pushed his arm playfully. Yes, the male nurse that visits me is named James. He really is a great guy nice, funny, considerate, and have the same interest of music as I do. When I told him about my condition you can instantly see that he felt bad and wanted to help. I'll be honest here even though I'm a dead girl laying on her death bed I might have develop feelings for this guy he made me feel things that no other guy can make me feel and it feels kind of pleasant I guess. If only I knew what he thinks about me.

"Come on don't be such a sore loser!" He poked me on the cheek. "Hey stopped that!" I giggled. "What this?" He then began tickling me and I begged for him to stop even though I was laughing. "Please!!! Have mercy!!!!" I pleaded through laughter. "Okay! Okay all because you said please." He stated. We both laugh a bit until we heard a knock and I looked to see my friends standing at the doorway all confused or have that what the fuck face.

James turned around and saw them clearing his throat in embarrassment and got up. "Uhhh I'll see you tomorrow morning?" He asked me. "Uhh yea that sounds great!" I said laughing nervously. He walked to the exit mumbling an excuse me to my friends and leaving the room. "Okay.....what the fuck was that about!" Shrimpy called out. "Nothing!" I answered a bit too fast. "Nothing? This Nothing is something and who is that man do I have to kick his a-" I cut Harper off before she finished her sentence. "No! No, he's just a friend that works here as a nurse I promise he keeps me company when you guys are at school that's all! So we don't need to be violent towards anyone I swear." I explained the whole situation. "What's his name?" Rio asked. "What?" I questioned. "What's his name? Where does he live? What's his number? Where's he from?" Rio asked me question after question.

"Rio you're being overprotective brother again!!!" I shouted, "I feel like I'm being the victim here.....can we all just have a nice visit and forget what just happened like 5 minuets ago." I said. "Fine....." they all agreed. Inside I was happy and having a mini celebration. "For now!" Nabi added the last part. "Why must you ruin my mini celebration....."I said a bit sadden.

"Oh! We got to tell Willow about the schools upcoming performance!" Alice was excited of making that announcement. "What performance?" I asked. "The multicultural show! What else!" Maxell said. "Really! It's coming up!" I said surprised. "Yup! Time sure does fly by fast!" Shrimpy said. "And I'm taking the pictures for it this year as well!" Jamie said.

"Wow! That sounds awesome! You all are involved in it?" I asked. "Yup! We wanna do it because we know how much you loved performing on stage it made you feel free and such." Harper stated. "Thanks guys, if only I could see it though." I said a bit upset I couldn't go since I'm like confined to this bed. "Don't worry will take videos and all then show it to you! We promise!" Maxell said smiling. They all smiled at me and so I gave one back but it wasn't a genuine smile. Deep down I wanted to go I wanted to see my friends on stage and performed but what can I do I can't even leave the hospital let alone walk. "Okay guys! Make sure the video have good quality!" I said laughing.