What Concealed Inside

Waiting for Your Answer

White's POV

Dang! i fell a sleep when i was waiting for him. How absurd was that? i'm the one chasing after him and now i fell a sleep. You can make a stand up comedy out of it.

I felt terrible when i woke up, frankly i'm afraid that i'm losing my chance to explain to him how i feel about him properly. That what i feel is not just about physical but more profound than that. Because last night he was so dessert-like-tempting, i made a mistake. But now i want to explain myself to him. Properly.

I turned to my left side and found him, soundly sleeping under the blanket, the morning sun penetrates his skin and makes it glowing beautifully. He slept so neat, unlike me. I can see that he was borrowing my shirt that has similar size with him (actually we often trade clothes indeed, but that's another story). His eye lashes are fluttering as a sign that he was about to wake up.

It was such a scenery. A producer can make it as an opening of a movie.

"P'? You've wake up?"He asked me lazily. I smiled. I like watching him sleep. He was like an innocent child with his ruffled hair and messy face. Well so much for all the reasons and explanation. He always makes me lose all senses anyway.

I jump at him, pinned his body beneath me, and secure his arms above his body. Although i'm not as tall as he is now, i'm still far stronger than him so it's easy for me to do it. He looks surprised, his eyes questioning me about what i'm going to do next.

"You're not asking me what i'm gonna do?" I asked him. His eyes are looking at me as if searching for an answer. God, how i want him right here and right now.

My heart flutters malignantly. The sight of him helpless, so pliant, as if waiting for me to do what i pleased have woken up something inside me, and it's not good.

"What, P'?" He asked, just like a little brat he was four years ago. I smirked at him. Do you think i would bring you here, in a five starred plus plus plus resort without the chance to contact anyone, without any reason? I laughed inwardly. You're so naive, Captain.

"What do you think i would do to you?" I asked him again. He's 19, for God's sake. And an actor, he should've known my intention. Please don't make it worse for my heart, i might die you moron!

"So i have to act like i know?You pinned me beneath you like this, you're not going to kill me, right, P'?" His face turn pale. He's panicking, thrashing his body in an attempt to escape from me. But instead of letting him go i did the opposite...

FUCK why the hell does it happens, NOW? my little White is now fully grown, and it's poking trying to find a way out. I can feel my face hot like steamed crab.

He's terrified, he still think i'm going to hurt him. That voice..that move..the lithe body moving beneath me..that struggling..that wet lips, glossy eyes, warm sandalwood aroma..I can't take it anymore.

"Captain!! Stop moving moron! You woke me up!" I yelled at him. He stop instantly, looking back at me. That eyes are now looking at my bulge, and giggled. Stupid head.

"Are you just going to tell me that you have a morning ritual?" he doesn't stop giggling, and i'm just scratching my head, don't know what to say.

"Aahh...yes.. yes, only a morning ritual...i mean noo..i-i-i want to kiss you properly just like i told you yesterday."

Badump...badump...badummppp...i can't stop this heart from beating so fast. I approach him slowly, inch by inch, savoring every moment i had with him.

"P', i haven't brush my teeth yet. Let's take a shower together, shall we?"

OK. That's it. My little White was shrinking again 😭. He's such a mood breaker, isn't he? Wait, did he said shower together? Like,together with him?