What Concealed Inside

I Found You

Captain's POV

These days i really had an experience of a life time. I had an emotional roller coaster so intense that i felt like it's eating me alive. But  luckily i wasn't alone all the way. That amazing boyfriend of mine was always there along the way so i felt somehow my burden wasn't that heavy.

I had a hell of a boyfriend. He's handsome, kind, skillful, and did i tell you that he's filthy rich? Oh yes he is. But hey, i never use him on that matter. I promise to pay him in full for his kindness in paying my Pa's hospital bills. He sulked big time when i told him that, saying he's the hubby so it's natural for him to pay. But i'm a hubby too, aren't i? I won't let him suffer alone.

After we decided to take my parents home, we have to make all the preparations back in my house, from beddings to nanny, et cetera et cetera. We don't want them to feel uncomfortable in their own house. Since Ma was already in a better condition, she can help looking after Pa though she sometimes still needs help.

As for P'White, being a responsible hubby (he said that over and over and over again) , worked head over heel to support us (what da fuck, am i useless now? and why did he never runs out of money anyway?).

That awesome P' was always full of surprises. One day he told me that he was buying this property, and one day he told me that he took over this business, then one day he said that he bought something. But what he bought never means anything to me. What makes me so touched was he often surprises me with a little heartwarming gifts.

When he had to leave early, he usually prepared me a breakfast in bed and left it beside the bed, mostly with single rose he plucked from our garden (i protested because the roses was Ma's rose and now they're in the brink of extinction due to over plucking).

Another time he would surprised me with a cute cake sent from 'Prince Nawat' to my workplace or the campus at lunches.

People are often staring at me with a strange gaze when i received all those gifts, but i stopped caring about them since P'White held that press conference.

Since our relationship becomes public there wasn't anything that changes significantly and i couldn't be happier than now. Nothing changes in our jobs and friendship, only occasional teasing here and there, make me regretted our decision to keep it as a secret before.

Both of us are a very busy individuals. I was so busy with my jobs and study that i only have a scarce moments with P'White, and so does he. That's why sometimes we just don't have time to update our status on our social media, you guys can't blame us for that. Especially for P'White with an abundance activities that he has to attend to.

And at the time alone like this, sometime a friend would show up and expresses her/his feeling towards me. I don't want to let them down but the last thing i want was to get her/his hopes high.

And now it was my friend from the same agency's turn to confess. It was the end of our work at one of the photosession, i was so sleepy and fell asleep on the couch. When i woke up i realize that no one was there and apparently they left me alone (which was normal since they know my sleeping habit).

There he was, even when he sat down he looks so tall, towering me and blocked the light. I know from his figure that it was him, the one i always refer to as a best friend.

His face was so close to mine, his breaths warm against my skin. He looked startled to see me awaken. "Have i slept that long? i'll be ready in a minute." I grinned at him, realizing that maybe i cause him troubles.

But he doesn't seem to hear me, and keep on getting closer inch by inch. I pushed him playfully aside, but he didn't budge. "Hey, hey, man. What is it? are you drunk or something?" I asked him. I was getting nervous with him so close to me.