What Concealed Inside

Who We Are

Captain's POV

It's been a long and tiresome months for us all. P'White especially has to deal with a lot of matters, ranging from his business, his studies, and his career as an entertainer and actor. Although i still don't have any business yet but i have to deal with my parent's condition. We decided to let Namtarn focused on her study and didn't burden her so much with everything. We don't want her to think too much.

At night P'White usually find time to get me dinner and visit my parents and took care of the hospital bills. I once insisted to take care of things myself but he said it would be inapropriate, and he got angry at me all day long, so since then he took care of everything.

He took every job to increase his income and before long he ended up buying a recording company, for me! My boyfriend really is amazing, isn't he? When i protested, he just said that he did it for his future wife, earning my fist on his shoulder.

We usually spend most of our nights in the hospital and i wonder how did he avoids the eyes of the paparazzi who usually sneaking on us. He practically run both of our accounts, from instagram to twitter and he controlled anything from my posts to his posts to avoid accidents.

We won't leave until after midnight when no body could recognize us and drove fast to our rented condo next to the hospital.

It was already 2 in the morning and i got up from a strange dream which i couldn't remember, when i realized the soft purring sound P'White made in his sleep. He looked so tired. He's not the type of person who could restrain himself from 'night activity' a.k.a perverted things with me, but he didn't push me too much lately. He must've been very spent.

His arms have became muscular since i don't know when, and there's a shadow around his sunken eyes. I pull myself closer to him, feeling the warmth radiating from his body, and realized that he had a fever. And not some regular fever, but a high fever.

I was startled by his sudden raise of temperature, and i was so worry about him. He frowned in his sleep, his slanted brows were indicating that he was holding up some pain. I held him like a pillow just the way Noh did to Phun, and he held me back so tight,  reminded me of our scene years ago. Please get well, P'. I'm not that strong to take care of you all.

In the next morning i found myself still in his embrace, and he hadn't woken up yet. His fever has subsided, Thank God. I heard his heart beat, so strong, and i was glad that he's alright now. I kisssed his chest fondly and preparing to go to shower.

"I want you, Noh..." My heart skipped a beat. He always say that line when he's unconscious or drunk, i don't know what he's up to now.

"I want you now, Captain.." He opened his beautiful eyes slowly, his gentle gaze met mine. I was trapped in his embrace, and i don't want to get myself out. Let us stay a little more, with him in my arms.

"Are you okay now P'? " I asked him. He nodded. I smiled at him, and kissed his broad chest. I ran my finger across his chest, and kissed him gently, producing a little moan from him.

He kissed my forehead and caressed my face with his fingers. He was still a little feverish. "You have a fever, P'. You should get some rest today."I place my hand on his forehead.

"It's been a while, Captain..can i have you now, please?" He pouted. How can i resist that too cute pout of his? Dang it...

I decided to straddle him and pin him down under his questioning look. I whisper softly in his ear.

"For you, i'd do anything.."

His face blushed so red. It was so cute i wanted to eat him alive. I took off my shirt in front of him, and something under my body was growing in full alert. I smiled. He never change in that department, always so eager to pamper me in anyway possible.