Once I've calmed myself down I head home. I open my bedroom door to see my father standing there looking furious "hey daddy" I say trying to lighten his mood "Luna I'm so ashamed of your behaviour" he says crossing his arms "aha have you been waiting in my room for hours planning what to say?" I ask giggling trying to make him at least smile "I can't trust you at all with the pack, your very immature" he says walking to my bedroom door "your officially a pack member not a beta nor alpha" he says walking out "what? You... why... i... dad I'm- I'm sorry!" I say running up to my father "the girl is dead" he says to Miakoda completely ignoring me "DAD!" I yell as he looks at me "mm?" I sigh "the girl wanted to kill Skyla" I yell but he just looks away "get rid of the body, please" he says to Miakoda as she nods and he walks down to his office "dad!" I say grabbing his arm "what Luna?" He asks looking annoyed "I have business to tend" he finishes "please, I'm sorry" I plead "I don't know why your so angry" he sighs and pulls his arm away "not the time" he says as he walks into his office slamming the door shut "DAD!" I yell through the door "go to your room" he yells back as I sigh and hear my wolf cry "daddy issues?" I hear from behind me, I turn and see Logan "not you, go away" I say as I shove past him "is it that time of the month?" I hear him say as I turn and throw my pocket knife at him, it lands a centimetres from his heart "shit" he yells "next one goes through your heart" I say turning away. I lay in bed trying to sleep but I can't, I toss and turn for hours on end until I give up trying and sit up, I sigh and get up grabbing my phone for light, I make my way to Toby's room and get in his bed when I feel a warm body laying there already, I almost scream until I hear a low whisper "I miss daddy" I close my eyes calming myself "I know, me too princess, me too" I whisper back as I get into his bed and cuddle with Skyla. In the morning I wake up to Skyla lightly snoring with her arms wrapped tightly around my neck. I smile to myself as I pull her away and creep out of Toby's room letting Skyla sleep. I walk to my room putting on a short summer dress and boots, I put my hair in a messy bun and quickly do my eye liner, I know where I want to go today. I head to a tattoo shop, the one Toby use to work at "hey" I say as I walk in "hello, what can I do for you today?" Asks a lady sitting at the front desk "I want a tatttoo" I say she giggles "obviously" she says I give her a small smile "right this way" she says as she sits up. I sit in the chair waiting for the pain as the needle goes into the back of my ear "ahh fuck" I whisper as I feel the pain "so what's your name?" The male asks making conversation "Luna" I answer bluntly "first tattoo?" He asks "3rd, actually" i say grinning "nice, where did you get your others done?" He asks "my boyfriend did them" I say as he starts laughing "want me to fix em up" he says still laughing "sure" I say knowing when he sees how perfect they are he will be embarrassed, when his done I pull my top down showing him my first the one that says 'wish you were here' the the one on my wrist that's a heart with Toby's initials "wow" he says completely shocked "Toby, Toby Grey" I say as he looks at me surprised "Luna! Now I know where I know you from" he says smiling "Nick" I answer back. Toby was pretty close with nick, I never really got to know nick but we still knew each other. "I haven't heard from Toby in ages, how is he?" Nick asks, I close my eyes "his.. gone" I whisper Nick glares at me "what do you mean?!" He basically yells "he got shot" I answer back Nick looks upset so I stand up and hug him "well uhm... anything else I can do?" He asks changing the subject pulling away "actually yes". After half an hour I stand up and look at my first one, the one behind my ear.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
A moon, it represents a lot really, first it's for Midnight, otherwise it's just because the darkness the night holds and the brightness the moon can bring 'when it's dark enough you can see the stars' The second tattoo I got, on my finger
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
A wolf it represents strength, trust, power, life, basically my wolf and the alpha I'm supposed to be. Nick gives me a smile before I leave I get in my car and just lean back tears flooding my eyes and cheeks, I'm over this feeling, the feeling that I'm not good enough for my father, my pack, my girls, my wolf, my self.... I was taught to be strong when everyone else is weak, to be fearless when everyone else is scared, to believe when there's absolutely no hope but I'm the one doubting, and I'm over it. I wipe my eyes leaving no tears on my face and drive home, I get home to see brads car out front "uhh seriously?!" I yell as I stop myself from keying his car. "hey Luna" he says as I walk in "answers" I demand as I look at him "I'll give you the same answer every time" he answers, "otherwise it would be best if you leave" i say walking to my room kicking my shoes off shutting my bedroom door and jumping into my bed. No more drama I tell myself as I drift into a peaceful sleep.
