I wake up and I'm in my bed. I sit up in pain, I look around the room and Aaron's gone. I sigh and stand up walking out to the balcony. Ryder's body is gone and there is no sign of him being there. I sit down leaning on railing when I see a spot of blood, I quickly rub it off and close my eyes. "I'm sorry Ryder" I whisper.
2 days later~
I have ignored Aaron for the past 2 days, I'm angry at him. I put flowers on my balcony for Ryder and stayed in my room.
I feel lonely though... I finally decide that I will forgive Aaron because I need him right now. I call his phone but he doesn't answer, so I message him but again he doesn't answer. I finally decide to go over to Midnight's house, I knock on the door but no one answers so I pick the lock. I walk into the lounge and see Aaron and Dawn hugging, Dawn is crying and Aaron stroking her hair. "What the fuck?!" I yell, Dawn looks up her eyes are red and puffy I cross my arms "you could't even stay the night with me yet you are here all cuddle cuddle with Dawn?!" I yell annoyed Aaron sighs "what would you know?" Dawn says blankly. I glare at Dawn "Skyla you told me to leave and you've been ignoring me" Aaron says annoyed. "I died" Dawn yells out, I look at her keeping my calm "can we leave death out of this" I say emotionless. "your so fucking self centered, that you didn't realise ANYTHING!" Dawn yells standing up, I roll my eyes "I'm self centered? Oh I'm sorry my sister has just committed suicide and my best friend was murdered by my fucking fiance" I yell with tears forming in my eyes. Dawn looks over at her bedroom door "yeah and I just spent however many fucking days in hospital unconscious because I put a knife through my chest, I can't take this anymore Skyla... I just can't" Dawn yells. I force a smile "well that makes two of us" I say coldly as I storm out.
I get home and lay in bed annoyed and angry, how dare she?! I stand up and grunt, does she expect me to just be over my sister a week after her death?! I clutch my eyes closed and punch the wall, "AHH!" I yell as I kick my bedside table flipping it and smashing my lamp. I throw my phone at the painting on my wall making it fall and smash. I catch my breath as tears roll down my cheeks, "Why?!" I scream as I drop to the floor crying. I pull my knees up and bury my head in my knees not wanting to be in this awful world anymore. I hear someone knocking on my bedroom door, "go away!" I yell leaning back resting my head on my bed. The door flys open and Logan is standing there, "Sky..." he whispers. I clutch my jaw "I said GO AWAY!" I yell as I slam my hand down on the ground. I scream in pain as I feel a piece of smashed glass go through my hand, I look down and see blood all over my hand and a piece of glass through. I then smile, the pain helped.... it took away my emotional pain for a moment. Logan runs over to me and grabs my hand, "we have to take the glass out" he says nervously I roll my eyes and rip it out without flinching, I like the pain. I wrap my hand up with a bandage and leave my room. I walk into the kitchen and everyone stops what they are doing and stares at me. I glare at them but they still stare, I pick up a knife and a few people come and offer me help. "What the fuck?" I ask annoyed, Eric walks up to me "we are worried about you" he says softly I raise an eyebrow "we are worried that you will copy your sister" he says grabbing my hand that has a bandage on it, there's blood seeping through. "You think I did this to myself?!" I ask confused he shrugs but it's forced "you think that low of me... all of you think that low of me!" I yell getting upset "I can't believe you" I say pulling my hand from his and running out.
I run to Aaron's house with tears in my eyes. I run into his room and he looks up at me "Skyla?" He asks I just run into his arms and hug him. "I love you" I cry he strokes my hair "I love you too Lila" he whispers as he sits me on his bed and stares at me wiping my tears. "Sky what's wrong?" He asks after a few minutes, I look at him "my pack doesn't trust me on my own anymore". He grabs my hands comforting me but stares at the bandage that's full of blood, "what did you do?" He asks. I stand up and stare at him with disbelief "your kidding right?" I say crossing my arms "what?" He asks standing up and walking towards me "you seriously think I did this to myself... your just like my pack" I say looking away I feel him wrapping his arms around me. I lean my head against the wall and Aaron moves my hair from my shoulder. "Skyla I would Never think that low of you, I love you" he whispers into my ear, he then kisses my neck and leaves a hickey. I turn around and look at him, he stares at me with his dark hazel eyes. I wrap my arms around his neck and stare into his eyes "Skyla your beautiful" he says as he caresses a small lock of my hair, I look down blushing. He lightly lifts me up and wraps my legs around his waist, he leans his forehead against mine. "I'm so sorry Lila" he whispers staring at my black eye, I giggle "I've had worse" he looks at me as if I just roasted him. I play with his hair and he leans in kissing me. He cups my face and I feel happy, loved, wanted... I love how Aaron makes me feel, like I'm the only girl on the world and all my problems vanish. I'd do anything to never loose this feeling. Aaron pulls away and gives me a devilish smirk, I bite my lip. He carry's me to his bed and lays me down, he smiles at me. I hear someone coming inside the house as Aaron takes his t-shirt off. I sit up and run my hands down his perfectly toned body, he grins at me. He pushes me back and climbs on top of me kissing me, I smell Dawns scent and I push Aaron off me. "What's wrong baby?" Aaron asks I as I walk out the bedroom door and look downstairs. I watch as Dawn and Mason talk and laugh, why the hell is Dawn with Mason? I walk back to Aaron's room and slam the door shut. "What's wrong?" Aaron asks as he grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers, I take a deep breath "make me forget the pain" I whisper as I stare into Aaron's eyes. He smiles at me then lifts me placing me on his bed and kissing me passionately and the whole world disappears along with my pain.
