I sit against a tree with my knees up crying... I'm not even crying anymore I'm screaming, I'm screaming so loud that it's silent. I look up at the bright stars lighting the sky and the big moon shining along side the stars.
I grab my gun from my pocket as I stand up putting a titanium bullet in the gun, I hold the gun to my temple and take a deep breath.
"You promised me" I whisper before I pull the trigger and the last thing I see my memories with Aaron that I had forgotten, a tear falls down my cheek and darkness takes over as I feel the ground hit my head hard.
For once in my life... I'm happy.
4 days earlier~ Day 1~
I leave the note on Aaron's bed and go to the gang house. "Where have you been?" Zane asks, I blush and bite my lip "I've been with my friend Aaron" I say as I think about Aaron.. and his body... and the fact his my boyfriend now! Zane raises an eyebrow "like friends with benefits? You've got the 'I've been fucked everyday this week' look on your face" Zane says chuckling, I roll my eyes. "Have you got any missions for me? I'm bored" I ask he nods and walks to his office, I follow.
Okay so my mission is to go to the bar, get a guy called Dan Silver to talk to me, I have to flirt with him and hopefully he invites me back to his house where I have to get a file and then leave bringing the file to Zane.
I don't have long to ready myself as his there now and I have to get there before he talks to someone else.
I quickly get dressed into dress that stands out most from my closet.
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Outfit above ^^
I go into my bag when I see a small jewellery box with a note attached. Note; I love you Lila, hope you like my gift. -Aaron xx End of note.
I smile and open the box and there's a ruby necklace in it, I love Ruby's.
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Necklace above ^^
I put the necklace on and smile. I hear my phone go off, I look at the screen and Aaron's messaged me "I promise" he wrote, I smile. He saw my note, I put my phone away and walk out to the car.
I get to the bar and I walk in showing a fake ID and walking straight to the bar.
I see Dan so I stand near him but not where it's obvious. I sit down on a stall and order a wine, I sip my drink as I watch Dan, his with another guy and their laughing and drinking. They don't seem to be looking at girls so I'll have to approach him... which is annoying because he may just shoo me away.
I take a deep breath then walk over to Dan leaving my drink behind, "hey sexy" I say as I lean against the bar right beside him, his friend laughs and Dan eyes my body "this chicks hot, get her in your bed... I dare ya" his mate whispers in his ear before winking an walking off.
I smirk at Dan and we start talking.
An hour later~
Dan is starting to trust me, I take the chance to lean up against him tugging on his belt as I run my other hand over his abs. He grabs my chin and forcefully kisses me, I go along with it even though I don't want to. The only thing I can think about is Aaron right now but I need to focus.
"Wanna come to my place?" He asks, I smirk "sounds good" I answer back. He nods then walks out of the club I follow.
I get to his place and I ask him for some food, he rolls his eyes then walks to the kitchen, I quickly run to the office and search, when I finally find the file I hear the door opening "you were cute too bad I have to kill you" he says, I roll my eyes and jump out the window (I'm in a penthouse apartment 100 stories up) his eyes go wide.
I get back to the gang house and give Zane the file "good job" he says taking the file. I yawn and walk to my room checking my phone, I have a message from Dawn but I can't be bothered texting so I just put my phone down.
I fall straight asleep. I dream about Aaron and the happiness he brings me.
Day 2~ I wake up early and make my way over to Dawns house, I knock in the door but no one answers so I break in and go to Dawns room. She's not there so I go to Aaron's room but what I saw broke my heart in two...
I open the door and Aaron's with some blond girl, his on top of her kissing her neck as she giggled and moans, he runs his hands over her body like he does with me. I quickly shut the door, I run to Dawns room and I slam the door shut. I collapse against the door as I clutch my eyes closed, a memory that I'd forgotten comes to me, a girl... Alisha... was kissing Aaron, I ran off... I was going to turn myself into the police... the pain.. I can feel it. His broken me again, his broken his promise..
I let tears cloud my vision until I just feel anger. I stand up feeling anger take over. I run outside I know I'm loosing control but I don't care! I run to the bar and run in getting shots of vodka. I have all 10 that I order but still the pain keeps me sober. I notice Aaron's scent in the dull air, I turn and see him. I go to run off but he grabs my hand, tears fill my eyes "your hurting me Aaron" I say upset, he slaps me "Don't act like you feel Shit" He yells, I feel myself loosing breath. "You cheated on me Aaron" I say with all my strength trying not to let it hurt me, he shakes his head "no Skyla, YOU cheated" he said upset, I grab his hand "it was a mission you know I wouldn't" I say hoping he'll listen, he lets go of my hand "don't make excuses" he yells, I clench my teeth "I only kissed that jerk for a second to get some files, you fucked another girl and you had a choice!" I yell he rolls his eyes "I've done so much for you yet I'm never enough... you say you fucking love me but you always leave so easily!" I yell with my voice cracking he looks at me confused "I remember" I whisper as I pull on the necklace he gave me and throw it at him. "I should have left those vampires to murder you" he yells, I know what his talking about... his talking about when I was being rapped. "H..how c-c-can y-you even s-sa-say Th-that.." I stutter letting my voice crack and tears stain my face "I fucking hate you Skyla, your fucked up, your a bitch to everyone.. your not the top of the fucking world..." he yells, I stare at him upset "you... you promised me.. doesn't that mean anything to you..?" I ask whispering, he takes a deep breath "promises mean a shit load to me... and that's why we are over" he says as he turns and walks off. My knees give way and I fall to the ground crying, he looks back at me and I see a tear roll down his cheek.
I feel my heart shatter in that moment.
——— My heart :( I'm legit crying Omg why am I so mean :(
