I wake up in my bed and look around, it's silent. I stand up confused "what happened?" I ask closing my eyes, then it all comes back to me, I fall to the ground and I sit in the centre of my bedroom starring at my wall. tears flooding my eyes so much so I can't see, I can't see my own life crumbling in front of me, I can't see that I have no one left. I close my eyes and think about the fact I never spent time with Skyla and Alexa like I should have and I should have known too, I should have known they would be taken from me too like the rest of my family has been, but I still once again took them for granted and how much I wish I could just hug them once more.
I open my eyes and see my walls closing in on me, I feel like I'm suffocating and there's nothing left that I can do, I want my girls back, I want my father back, I want my mother back and I want my sister back... is that too much to ask?
I stand up but fall back to my knees, I'm over being weak yet that's all I am.
I stand up and walk to my bathroom, I rummage through the draws, then run into my room and rummage through my bedroom draws till I find my gun, yes I own a gun. I grab the gun and put to my head as my arms shake and my eyes are clouded with tears, is this the best solution to my problems? No. Do I want this? Absolutely.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath, I go to pull the trigger when I feel soft lips on mine, I feel my tears settling but still there, I feel the gun fall from my grip making a small sound as it hits the ground, I open my eyes and see Logan he wraps his arms around my waist pulling me closer and I wrap my arms around his neck, one of his hands finds it's way into my hair.
We kiss for what feels like forever until I pull away about to faint from not taking a break or breath, he smirks at me "don't ever do anything so stupid again" he says as he pulls me closer "do you think this is what your mother, father and girls would want?" He asks as I feel the tears coming again "oh Luna I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to..." he says biting his lip. I smile "don't worry" I say hiding my feelings "you should sleep" Logan says lightly grabbing my hand and leading me to my bed "relax and know I'll be here for you through everything" he says walking to the door "sleep well" he says walking out "Logan!" I yell, his head pops into my room "yeah?" He asks concerned I bite my lip "can you stay with me tonight?" I ask as he looks at me his face saying no, "please, I won't be able to sleep on my own" I say as he sighs "please" I say once more before he pulls a chair over and lays in it, it looks very uncomfortable "Logan get in this bed now" I say as he gives me a small laugh "yeah fine" he says getting pulling his t-shirt off showing his perfect body "that chair would have killed me" he says as I move over and he lays down.
At first he stays right to the side but he settles once I snuggle up to him and he knows there's no getting away.
I wake up to yelling outside my door.
I stand up and walk to the door, I open it and yell "shut the fuck up someone's trying to sleep here... oh hey Midnight!" I yell as I then see midnight, Midnight and Destiny is all I have left, "hey we need to talk, and now." Midnight says as Logan walks off giving us privacy, I nod and let her in my room.
She walks in and scans my room ignoring the gun, that I've left on the floor 'shit' my wolf yells as I bite my lip "I'm so sorry about your father but we have a bigger issue right now" Midnight says, I nod once more and look down "dude really we need to make a plan" Midnight says I sigh "yeah, I know". "Hey What happened to that punk I met in college?" Midnight asks I look back up to Midnight "I don't have much to be strong for anymore" I say trying not to cry, I look back down to the ground and see Logan's t-shirt that he took of last night, "neither do I but we have to get the girls back" Midnight says in a soothing voice, I nod and pick up Logan's t-shirt placing it on my bed "whys Logan's shirt on your floor?" Midnight asks teasing, I giggle "he slept with me last night" I say, Midnight cracks up laughing "your kidding right?!" She says Seriously "that came out wrong, I meant he slept in my bed with me cause I couldn't sleep" I say giggling "that made it sound worse" she says laughing "butwedidkiss" I say quickly "what?" Midnight asks confused as she didn't hear what I said, "uhh... me an Logan kind... uhh.... kissed" I whisper Midnight starts laughing "you know he doesn't like me right" Midnight says, I roll my eyes "so? He's a good kisser" I say blush, "that's gross" she says laughing again "What about Brad isn't he a good kisser?" I ask, Midnight just looks at the floor "oh no... what happened?!" I ask wanting to know more "nothing, don't worry" Midnight says, I slowly nod knowing there's something she's not telling me, but if she doesn't want to tell me then that's up to her. I then hear my phone ding, I grab my phone to see a message from Logan saying 'i have alpha hearing.' It says and I know what he means. I blush and quickly put my phone away "so uh how's being alpha for you" I ask not even caring for an answer "fine I guess" she answers looking down at the floor I nod "uhm, what's poppin?" I ask trying to focus on Midnight "not much, just song writing" Midnight says "oh yeah" I answer. "You?" She asks, "not much" I say looking at the gun on my floor. "It will be okay" she says I smile "I know" I answer.
Then my phone starts ringing, "who is it?" Midnight asks, I look at my phone then answer Midnight "it's Destiny, I'll be right back. You can go do anything you want" I say standing up walking to my walk-in closet:
"Hello?" I ask
"Where's Midnight?" She says abruptly
"No hellos?" I ask playfully
"Where the fuck is Midnight" she yells
"Why?" I ask
"Where is-"
"Midnight, I know. Why?"
"Where the-"
I hang up and place my phone down, I walk into my room and Logan's there "I'm a good kisser huh?" He asks playfully, I roll my eyes "stop listening in to my conversations" I say annoyed, he raises an eyebrow "that time of month?" He asks I death stare him "I'm way more then happy to kick you in the balls" I say as he puts he's hands up in defence, Destiny has put me in a shitty mood, why does she act like she hates me and only likes Midnight?!
I go to sit on my bed but he stops me "what's wrong?" He asks putting my hair behind my ear "don't" I say moving from his grip "Luna?" He yells "Midnight was right, Where's the strong Luna that I use to be, im over being weak" I say pushing past him "Luna that's NOT what she meant" he yells I turn and look at him "of course you'd know you were listening into my conversation" I snap back at him he sighs and walks out knowing there's nothing he can do.
I head down to the pub and sit at the bar, after a few drinks (and only a few) a guy walks up to me "want a drink?" He asks I just nod "I'm Luna" I say he smirks at me "like the moon?" He asks I nod laughing "I'm Daniel" he says passing me a few shots "well hello" I say taking the shots "no thank you?" He asks playfully I just laugh and thank him.
A few hours later~~
I've been chatting with Daniel for awhile now and his really cool, his dark green eyes make me want to know more about him, his long brown hair also makes me question him.
I give him my number and make my way home.
I wake up to my phone ringing constantly "agh... shut... up.." I moan as I put the pillow over my head. It keeps going so I figured I have to answer it.
"Hello?" I ask annoyed
"It's Daniel" I hear on the other line
"Oh hey" I say opening my eyes
We chat for a bit and he invites me on a date.
Don't hate me but;
5 years later~~
It's been a long 5 years trying to find my girls and trying to make myself happy, me and Daniel are together and have been for 3 and a half years, Logan has kept he's distance but still tells me everyday that he doesn't like Daniel and that Daniel isn't good for me. I ignore him because Daniel has made me happy and has filled that spot in my heart that Toby left.
Midnight also agrees with Logan that Daniels not good for me but I won't listen because Daniel is my heart.
I haven't got my girls yet I think about them everyday, Daniel wants me to move in with him, and I've changed.
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Sorry for the huge jump just I had an idea which meant jumping in time and nothing much would have been happening apart from Luna and Midnight searching for their kids.
Skyla is now 14
And Lexi is 11
Luna is 28
Logan 29
Midnight 27
Dawn 10
Daniel 29
I know it doesn't make sense because they are 6 years apart and Lexi should be 8 but it's easier for me if she's 11 xx thanks for reading this far I'm truly grateful, have a wonderful day!!
