I get home to the pack house and walk straight to my room, I don't want to put up with everyone's drama. I sit on my bed bored, I grab my phone and go on insta to see what I've missed.
My heart completely shatters when I see a picture on Aaron's page. And tagged is some beautiful girl I'd never compare to, her names Ariana
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I feel my eyes watering, that's why he was so distant today... his with another girl. Why did I have to fall in love with a fuck boy... wait... did I just... I... I love him... I throw my phone at the wall shattering it and I pull my blanket over my head crying. I hate him! Why do I have to love him?! Why can't I love someone else?!
I hear a knock on my door "go away!" I yell, the door opens and I look up to see a cute guy standing there. "Who are you?" I ask, he chuckles "Noah, I'm a new pack member" he says smiling I roll my eyes "do I look like I care? Although you are cute" I say smirking he starts laughing "I'm gay" he say laughing, I start laughing "that's just so sad cause your so hot" I say giggling, he smiles at me. We talk for about an hour and his actually pretty cool, I needed a male friend like him. After he leaves I lay in my bed bored... I'm just gonna sleep.
It's been 2 days since I left the hospital and 2 days since Dawns birthday. I look at the clock on my bedside table it's 10:15pm, I sigh. I sit on my phone until 2:35am, I lay back starring at the roof, why can't I sleep?! I stand up and walk down to the kitchen. Noah's leaning against the counter kissing Eric, my jaw drops "wtf?!" I yell they both look up looking like they've seen a ghost. "I'm sorry, continue" I say walking past them and grabbing some blood. They both stand awkwardly as they both stare at me. I chuckle as I walk off, I get back to my room and walk out in my balcony, I stare at the moon until I hear someone walking up behind me. "What's up?" I ask as Noah walks into the balcony and leans against the railing, "uhm, I was wondering if you could..." He trails off, I smile at him "don't worry I won't tell anyone" I reassure him, he smiles and pulls me into a hug "thank you" he says, I giggle "seriously don't worry about it, I kinda want to forget seeing Eric kissing a guy anyway" I say laughing, he nods "well I gotta go, thanks again and goodnight" he says walking out. I lay in bed falling asleep but my eyes fly open when I hear a small faint heartbeat. I quickly sit up, and listen to the heartbeat. Usually anyone would be overjoyed to hear this but not me, I start stressing. I stand up pacing around my room, I don't know what to do or what to think. I go into my draw as I take a deep breath, I grab out my sharpest blade I can find and stare at it. I finally make up my mind, I pick up my phone and call Dawn as I don't want to talk to Aaron.
S: Hey Dawny D: Hey sky, it's 5 in the morning, what's up? S: First I wanted to say happy birthday for the other day D: T-thanks, what else!? S: Well I wanted to ask you to tell Aaron I'm sorry for what I'm about to do D: Skyla.....what's going on!? S: I really don't want to talk about it D: Sky, please S: Fine. D: Go on.... S: Because of your stupid protection mutt I'm about to stab the worthless fetus that's growing inside me D: ME!? what the fuck did I do!? S: No the fuckboy that protects you D: Ohhhh, wait Aaron protects me now? S: well yeah, He probably won't care though he would probably abandon the fetus like he did with me D: ...wait when has HE ever protected me!? S: Don't act like I'm stupid! I know he imprinted on you! D: I know he did! It's nit my fault he did, I fucking hate it, he thinks he has control over me because of it, do you know how weak it makes me look to the pack!? Do you know how much I get called a pup, mutt and picked on!? S: Look I really don't have time for this shit, please just tell Aaron that I'm sorry for murdering his worthless child D: Fine S: Thanks bye love you! D: Okay bye
I then hang up. I stare down at the knife that's in my hands, I take a deep breath and walk out onto my balcony. I take my t-shirt off and hold the knife not to far from my belly, I close my eyes and go to stab my stomach when I hear Aaron calling my name, I turn and see him staring at me with the knife to my stomach "Skyla don't do it" he pleads, I roll my eyes. I see Dawn run up behind Aaron, "dude whys your house have so many staircases, it's so much effort chasing Aaron up here" Dawn says puffing, I start laughing "i know right, we need a elevator" I agree, Aaron crosses his arms "I'm sorry Aaron" I say with no emotion in my face or voice "Skyla don't you dare" He yells, I quickly shush him "people are trying to sleep" I say annoyed "yeah that's what I was trying to do before you called me" Dawn says getting annoyed, I roll my eyes "bye bye worthless fetus" I say as I plunge the knife into my stomach "SKYLA NO!" Aaron yells, "finally, can I sleep now?" Dawn says yawning.
I collapse to the floor and Aaron runs over catching me. I feel the worst pain I've ever felt in my stomach making me scream. "What's happening?" Dawn asks worried "I don't know" he yells, I clutch my stomach as I scream. Aaron wraps his arms around me holding me tight, Dawn comes running over "what can I do?!" She asks concerned. I grab Aaron's arm digging my nails into his skin trying to stop the pain, he gulps hard like his trying to hide the pain. I look at his arm and my nails are in deep, there's blood running down his arm. I dig my head into Aaron's chest taking in his scent which relaxes me a little, I let go of his arm and he seems to relax a little.
I look at Dawn "GET. IT. OUT!" I yell as I clench my jaw "I want to help you but there's no way I'm reaching my hand into your stomach especially when you have a fetus attacking you in there" she says defensively, I clench my fist "you should be happy I can't kill you!" I yell, Dawn bites her lip. Aaron lifts me up bridal style "let's take her to the pack hospital" he says walking out with Dawn following, "hurry up JERK!" I yell as I dig my nails into his back "Skyla don't" he says... upset? I don't stop, this pain is way too bad. I feel like I'm being ripped apart from the inside, well that's what's happening.
We get to the hospital and Aaron and Dawn wait outside, I don't think they are on good terms so I hope I'm not the only one that ends up in hospital.
I have a surgery to remove the thing from my stomach, I lay in the hospital bed recovering.
