I lay in bed on my phone, until someone walks in "ever heard of knocking?" I ask not even looking up, "aha, funny" I hear a familiar voice say. I look up and Aaron's standing there, holding a gun in his hand, I feel my heart beat pick up as he walks closer to my bed and pushes me back claiming my lips and climbing on top of me. I feel the gun being held to my head and I open my eyes, Aaron's smirking while holding a gun to my head, he turns off the safety lock then chuckles as he pulls the trigger, a gun shot ringing in my ears... forcing me to open my eyes.
I look around my bedroom realising it was just another dream, I've been having a lot of dreams like this lately where Aaron always turns his back on me and easily pulls the trigger. It mainly scares me though because when I was 5 all my dreams would happen and I feel like this is a warning.
I sit up taking a deep breath, I hate that his all I can ever think about.. I just want to forget about him.
I lay awake for the rest of the night. I get up at 6:30am and get dressed.
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Outfit above ^^ (obviously)
I walk downtown to the hairdressers, I want a new hairstyle. I get my hair dyed ombré black to blue.
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Skyla's new hair ^^
I start walking back to the safe house when I smell a rare blood type, "fuck" I whisper to myself. 'Skyla please don't let your vampire side take over' My wolf whispers as if she's using all her strength to not be blocked out, but I'm not blocking her out.
I find myself pushing a helpless female into an alleyway and biting her making her scream, I quickly cover her mouth. I feel her struggling against my grip before her body go limb... I step away and see her body drop it knocks me back to earth and I realise what just happened, I killed an innocent female. I'm a cold blooded evil vampire and it doesn't feel right. 'You really did it this time, why am I stuck with YOU' My wolf says disappointed and disgusted.
I lean against the alleyway wall crying, I freeze when I hear an innocent little voice "MUMMY! Where are you?!" It yells, I look up and see the shadow of a young child coming this way, I quickly chant a word making the body and blood disappear. I feel guilty as fuck but I can't have a child seeing a body. A little girl runs around the corner, she looks exactly like the female I just killed and that's when I realised, I've killed a parent of a little girl.
"Have you seen my mummy?" She asks, I feel a lump in my throat as I shake my head "n-no" I whisper, the child looks at me sadly, "I can't find her" she says as she starts crying and I feel my heart break. I look around "I can take you to the police and they will help find her..?" I say thinking of my opinions "will they help find my mummy?" She asks, I nod.
I drop her at the police station and tell the cops that i saw her and she was lost so I brought her here. They at first questioned why I was in an alleyway but I just said I was having a smoke.
I get back to the gang safe house and just run upstairs, and lock myself in my bedroom. I sit against my bedroom door with my knees to my chest crying, I just ruined a little girls life... I just took a mother away from her daughter, I'm a monster. I hate myself. I have to live with this the rest of my life...
After an hour or so I get bored, yup I'm quite bipolar. I walk out to the kitchen and grab some water, "Skyla?" I hear I look up and smile when I see Andrew "what's up?" I ask he chuckles "I like your hair" he says smirking "thanks" I say nicely, I yawn and he looks away "sorry I'm boring" he says I chuckle "don't worry about it, I have to see my mum, my sisters spamming me with texts" I say he gives me a small smile "I'll drive you" he says, I smile and hug him "yay" I say excited, he laughs.
I get in the car and he starts driving, "how are you today?" He asks, I shrug "I dunno, I'm goodish" I say, he raises an eyebrow "goodish?" He asks, I chuckle "yup" I say, he just looks forward at the road.
Okay so I'm lying to him. Actually I'm not going to see my mother I just want to make a potion... my sister has a secret room in her room that's a potion room for the witches in the house.
I want to make a potion that's will...... make me forget Aaron, everything about him, I won't even know who he is when I see him next and I'm completely fine with that.
I walk inside telling Andy to stay in the car, I go to my sisters room and she's asleep (it's 9:50 ish) she's not an early bird. I creep to the painting and take it off the wall revealing a door to another room.
1 hour later~~ I finally finish so I use my magic to teleport me to the kitchen, I creep downstairs and walk out the front door hiding the small bottle in my bra.
I get back to the gang house and stare at the bottle (in my room) I take a deep breath and drip all the potion not leaving a single drop, my sight is blurred by tears because it hurts to say I'm not gonna remember the love of my life.
——— Sorry for a boring chapter Shits gonnnna go down soon, this season will most likely end on chapter 60 but that's only an estimation. ~~~ Have a great day y'all xx
