I get dressed into full black and grab some of my best weapons. i make my way outside and turn wolf howling, i follow his scent until i'm right in front of Miakodas house, 'what?' my wolf asks i turn human and knock on the door. No answer. after 15 minutes of waiting 'actually 15 seconds!!' my wolf yells i roll my eyes, anyway after 15 MINUTES of waiting i pick the lock on Mia's door letting myself in. "to easy" i say to myself as i enter my wolf just growls. i walk through the house and there's no sign of anyone. i'm about to leave when i see a small box that looks out of place, i open the box and see a note in it, i read it.
Dear Luna,
I'm not worth it don't come trying to find me, i don't want you to kill me then regret it tomorrow, i know one thing and that's that you weren't lying when you said you want me gone. Know i love you and that's why i'm about to tell you this.
Luna the reason me and Toby drifted is because of or father, we never talked about our family because of him, he was abusive. it all started one day when my youngest sister went missing, her name was Summer. indeed her name was perfect for her, she was always the happiest and the brightest. See she was the one keeping us all happy at the time as my father was alpha of our pack Toby and I were still young along with Lizzie. our pack was poor, we were struggling so my mother was forced to become a stripper, of course she didn't want to but she would do anything for her family, my father had a serious problem with this but knew it was for the best, my mother was depressed. my father worked 4 jobs plus being alpha, summer kept us happy through the difficult years but when she went missing my father lost it and got a drinking problem. it changed him. he started abusing my mother, it was hard. we went bankrupt because he was spending all his money on alcohol. Toby and I started sticking up for our mother. Of course he wasn't happy about this so he started abusing us. we always protected Lizzie and our mother because we would rather be us in stead of them. You see i'm the oldest, i wanted to protect Toby too. i started to take all Toby's hits. i got stronger but was still weak. one day our father came home drunk and decided he'd use Lizzie for his entertainment. he raped her. i never thought he'd get this low but he did. i held a gun to his head the next day after Lizzie came to me crying. i tried to shoot him but couldn't because once upon a time he was my loving father. he adopted me. but i wish now that i would have killed him.
i dropped the gun and he grabbed it and held it to my head and made me do stuff with Lizzie. then he raped her. again. he made me do it too. i didn't want to but i had a gun at mine and Lizzie's head. Toby ran away and i wanted to too but i needed to protect the girls.
Lizzie managed to escape and run to Midnights pack. My father was beyond angry.
Everything got worse, he always had friends over and they would abuse me, in many ways. Lizzie came to me telling me that Toby was in a coma and he was engaged with kids. I was so happy that he was happy but he didn't deserve to be in that coma. i finally pulled the trigger because the amazing father i use to have was long gone and never coming back. i knew mum was safe now so i ran off to Toby's pack. that's when i met this girl, her name was Luna. She hated me and at first i wasn't fond of her either. I found out she was Toby's Fiance and she had 2 little girls. I knew i couldn't get close with her because she was and always be Toby's but i still fell, i fell in love with her. With you Luna, I love you.
i may not be perfect but no one really is.
Don't make mistakes you'll regret.
Good Luck Luna.
Find what your looking for in a guy because i'm not it.
-Logan x
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Short but depressing chapter ily xx thanks for reading, have a good day/night
